writingfortheheart

[writingfortheheart]

So I found a site for AI roleplay (it will never replace actual roleplay, I did it for shits and giggles), and at one point it spits this out at me: "My heart stops when I have good sex". Excuse me? That's a fucking medical problem!

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I gotta play your game! I will tell you, I don't want a resus or any kind of medical theming for this one. I want this story to be from your heart, I'm thinking maybe it could be a more reflective piece. How literally or abstractly you take the song is up to you.

As for the song, it Gotta Knock A Little Harder by The Seatbelts. It's one of my favourite songs.

Have fun!

I really like this one. Thank you for this recommendation!

It's a feeling like splinters in my throat, tiny burning things, when I shut the door again.

Again, the click of the lock makes me flinch. Again, back right where I started.

I need help.

I want to lean my weary body into the arms of another and crumble like brick dust. My eyes are aflame with unshed and ugly tears and I wish so badly to let them fall. I wish to weep and scream and shatter my voice like thunder on a mountain.

But I close the door and lock it behind me.

On this side, I can sulk and sway in the pitiful darkness as it crawls on insect legs up the walls. With the door between me and

help

I can swallow the fire and sulfuric noise of my anguish in privacy. Best not to knock too loudly or else someone will know what's wrong.

Even as my knuckles raise to tap against the pine, in those moments where maybe I could ask for

HELP

I remember that it's so much better to be the one who helps oneself.

So much better to be "easy", "so quiet", "manageable".

The insect legs grow longer as I slump at the base of the door, breathing the air from through the crack and listening to the knocking from the other side.

Let them in

Let them help

HELP ME

If I let them in

it makes it real.

Makes me real.

Peels the splinters out.

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Love these ballet shoes and body.

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She is crashing !

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The short sound of my heart and my throat.

A few days ago I wasn't feeling well again.

Asthma-induced wheezing and fast, slightly irregular heart sounds can be heard.

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Reblog if you wanna play doctor with me ;)

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Hopefully you can still hear my heart beating under all these panicked breaths…

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That’s it baby, keep breathing for me, I brought you back, I brought you back, I got you…

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Asthma attack again without inhaler

I'm having a bit of trouble breathing right now

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Show me your inhalers, ladies! I'd love to see you use them!

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Oh man, maybe I'm getting desperate, but I'd really love to do a live RP with a woman. Even just over Skype. I want to listen to her heart and breathing, I want to tell her everything will be okay as she has an asthma attack, I want to cuddle with her until her breathing and heart rate are back under control. I've never had a cardiophile experience. I guess it shows.

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Heartbeat during breathold for I don't know how long

She struggles and tries to breathe then her heart starts to skip at the end.

From m.tnaflix.com

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My favorite female heartbeat blogs

@prismgenixz70

@torture-steth-repeat

@heartbkisses

@resus-girl-2

@hazelsheartisbeating

@melcorazon2013

@hyejoosheartbeat

@cherry-heart-nsfw

@eat-my-beating-heart

@prettypreciouspumps

@brooksheart

@bri911

@ehrtbtgrl

@ceruleanbeats

@heartbreakerzzz15

@c-heart

@missstethlover

@alanaundercovers

@fastheartbeatsxx

@athemisheart

@lovebrewmadly

@littlestrangefeeling

@nice-sweetheart

@defibsihamm

@heartluvr98

@coquette-heartbeat

@myraaqx

@roseheart-laceheart

@roxiewyatthb

@hgirl7768

🫀🫀💗💗

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Ontario, Canada

Cardiophile Sound Off Tag

Maybe this was done before I was a tumblrist.

Reblog w/ your state//territory//etc. pretty please? [Whichever is most relevant and comfortable] Maybe this will “jump start” some hearts to meet. Here goes nothing… [PA, USA] (for now)

🖤💛 TAG, YOU’RE IT :} 💛🖤

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I tried to go to the pharmacy to get a refill but they closed and now it’s too late 😭😉