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I think it's time to say goodbye guys or at least see you later maybe one day when things are better I'll come back. Love all of you and thank you for all the love and support.

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Doing my quarterly rounds on this app, and regardless of anything, I will always feel compelled to come check in on your blog, despite my usually poor memory . Your energy and skill transends both time and memory. Anyway, sending good vibes to you, as well as the best wishes for the next quarter of your year. Have a day as amazing as you are! (which is pretty amazing) 🩷

Thank you anon. Messages like this mean the world to me, and great reminders to keep going. Whenever I start doubting myself and want to stop. Also I feel so undeserving of words like this because I feel so guilty about being inactive on here for. The past two years besides the occasional reblog, and maybe one random fic. To know that I've such an impact on people makes everything worth it. I swear I'm going to make this message my wallpaper on my phone and laptop. I truly thank you friend, and I want you too know that you are just as amazing. I wishing you the best for the rest of the year and next year to. You're angel. ❤️☺️

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It's people acting like Juju is some random groupie for me. That girl has her own bag and her own goals in life. Will she be making as much money as Jayden Daniels after his big payday comes? Probably not but Juju has her own and doesn't need his nor does she have some devious plot to swoop in and become baby momma number 1. Both are great athletes who might share the same world as far as sports go, but it's not like they're going to be crossing paths a lot right now. Why is it so hard to believe that she just went over to say hey and chat with him for a bit. A normal conservative honestly I don't think people would be making as much of a big deal. Out of all this if Jayden's mom haven't sat herself between them.

Y’all need to get a grip. Jayden is pushing 25 and juju is a teenager. Every interaction between a girl and boy doesn’t need to be sexualized and twisted it’s getting real weird ngl

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How to write believable enemies-to-lovers dynamics.

Enemies-to-lovers is a beloved trope, but it’s also tricky to execute. The transformation from animosity to love needs to feel organic, not forced. 

1. Establish the Initial Conflict

Give your characters a solid, believable reason to dislike each other. It could be ideological differences, personal betrayal, or clashing goals. The conflict must be significant enough to justify their animosity.

“You stole my promotion. Do you have any idea how hard I worked for it?” “You mean the one you weren’t qualified for? Grow up, Lena.”

2. Show the Nuance in Their Dislike

Enemies don’t always have to hate each other completely. Maybe they grudgingly respect one another’s skills or admire each other’s dedication, even if it drives them crazy.

“For someone so insufferable, you sure know how to shoot straight.” “And for someone so arrogant, you’re surprisingly not dead yet.”

“She’s the most annoying person I’ve ever met.” “And yet you can’t stop watching her, can you?”

3. Create Forced Proximity

Give them a reason to spend time together despite their dislike. Forced proximity allows them to see past their assumptions and grow closer.

“If we don’t get this presentation done by morning, we’re both fired. So, shut up and start typing.” “Only if you stop chewing on that pen. It’s distracting.”

“You’re bleeding.” “Yeah, and whose fault is that?” “Mine, obviously. Now sit down so I can patch you up.”

4. Allow Their Views to Shift Gradually

The transition from enemies to lovers isn’t instant. Let them experience small moments of vulnerability, trust, or understanding that slowly chip away at their hostility.

“You think I wanted this? That I enjoy being the bad guy?” “I didn’t think you cared.” “Well, maybe I do.”

“You fight so hard for your people.” “You do too. I guess we’re not so different after all.”

5. Use Banter to Build Chemistry

Snarky, sharp dialogue is the lifeblood of enemies-to-lovers. Their verbal sparring should reveal their personalities, highlight their tension, and hint at deeper feelings.

“Careful, you almost sounded like you cared about me for a second.” “Don’t flatter yourself. I care about not dying, and you happen to be useful.”

“If you were half as smart as you think you are—” “I’d still be twice as smart as you.”

6. Show the Cost of Falling for Each Other

Enemies-to-lovers works best when there are stakes. Their relationship should challenge their beliefs, goals, or loyalties, forcing them to make difficult choices.

“If I help you, I’ll lose everything I’ve worked for.” “Then why are you still standing here?”

7. Add a “Breaking Point”

There should be a moment where their growing feelings clash with their existing animosity, leading to explosive tension.

“You lied to me!” “What did you expect? You’re the enemy!” “Not anymore. Or at least, I thought I wasn’t.”

“Why do you care what happens to me?” “Because I can’t stand the thought of losing you, okay? Happy now?”

8. Use Physicality Subtly

Small gestures can reveal their shifting feelings—hesitant touches, lingering glances, or protective instincts.

“Watch out!” He shoved her out of the way, taking the brunt of the explosion. “You idiot. You could’ve been killed.” “Yeah, but you’re okay.”

She caught him staring at her, his usual scowl softened. He looked away quickly, muttering something under his breath.

9. Build Toward a Satisfying Payoff

Enemies-to-lovers works because of the build-up. Don’t rush the resolution. Let their relationship evolve naturally before culminating in a moment that feels earned.

“I don’t want to fight you anymore.” “Neither do I.” “Then come here.”

10. Maintain Their Individuality

Their love shouldn’t erase who they are. They’re still the same people who clashed in the beginning, but now they’ve grown to understand each other.

“I’m still not letting you win.” “Good. I’d be worried if you did.”

“You’re still annoying.” “And you’re still impossible. But I wouldn’t have you any other way.”

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If u want to write a story about a character that’s just you but hotter with a dark twisted backstory and magical powers and a pet falcon or something, I think u should just go ahead and do that. Who’s gonna stop you? The government?? Fuck the police.

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This is a mood that I know will pass but I'm so over this year already. January was not a good start at all and I did my best to remind myself. Not to let one bad month ruin the whole year for me. I make small progress at the beginning of February and get out my stupid slump. And then I get hit with a bunch of negatives making me want to go right back into my slump. Like why does God testing me so much? I hate life right now.

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sometimes i forget that i'll mutter dialogue under my breath and mimic facial expressions while writing. but i did just make eye contact with someone sitting next to me at the cafe who definitely saw me test different types of scoffs for the scene i'm writing and i. i must go in the trash now.

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may all the people who see this finish their current wip this year

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My grandma has been in the hospital since Dec 29th. She had surgery on Friday and made it through. I believed we were out of the danger zone, and she'd be back to her normal self in a couple of days. But she's still not eating or drinking and has to go on dialysis. Honestly part of me is like it's all going to be okay stop worrying. She'll be out of the hospital in a few weeks. But then there is the part of me saying be realistic and keep yourself prepared for the worst. I don't want to do that whenever I think about losing my grandma. It brings me to tears and I'm afraid of what will happen if that day comes sooner than later. So far 2025 has me down in the dirt.

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A Letter to Self

Dear Future Me,

As I write this letter, my mind drifts to the deepest recesses of what it means to live a life of true meaning. Right now, I stand on the edge of the unknown, with a vision in my heart and a longing for something that feels both timeless and elusive. I feel the urgency of the moment, but also the understanding that this is not just a race to accomplish, but a journey of becoming.

I do not know where I will be when you read this letter, but I know that you are the culmination of all the choices I make today. The person you have become is the result of the small, quiet moments of reflection, the moments of profound silence, and the decisions to push through even when I felt lost. I hope you have not lost touch with the essence of who you are, for the journey ahead is not just about what we achieve, but about the way we evolve at the deepest level.

Health: A Sacred Vessel for the Soul At the core of my being is the understanding that health is not just the absence of illness but a sacred vessel that supports the unfolding of my purpose. It is not simply about eating the right foods or maintaining a routine; it is about honoring the very body that houses my soul. I feel an increasing awareness that health is intertwined with spiritual vitality—that what I feed my body, mind, and spirit creates the energy from which all else flows. I have worked to care for my body as an act of reverence, to move with intention, to breathe deeply, and to eat with gratitude. Yet, I know that true health goes beyond the physical. It lies in accepting my vulnerabilities, in cultivating emotional resilience, and in nurturing the peace within.

I hope that, by the time you read this, you have transcended the common notion of health. Have you come to understand that true vitality is a sacred alignment of the physical, mental, and spiritual planes? Do you still honor your body with the same reverence that you once set as your intention? Health is a daily commitment to being whole in every aspect of yourself, and I trust that you’ve continued to care for your vessel with the wisdom that only deep reflection and experience can bring.

Creativity: The Expression of the Soul's Truth Creativity, for me, has become something far deeper than simply producing. It has become the expression of my soul's truth. Every word I write, every brushstroke I make, every idea I birth is not just a reflection of what I know, but a reflection of who I am. I’m no longer driven by the desire to merely create for recognition or external approval, but because it is through creation that I remember myself—the raw, untamed essence of my being.

I’ve come to see creativity as an act of surrender—to let go of control and allow the work to emerge from the deepest recesses of my heart. The journey of creativity has shown me that vulnerability is at its core, and it is only by being authentically exposed that I can produce something that truly resonates. I have faced the fear of judgment, the self-doubt that lingers like a shadow, but through it all, I have learned that creativity is not about perfection—it is about truth. The truth of who I am, in each moment, in each breath.

Have you, by now, been able to create freely, without the weight of self-imposed expectations? Have you allowed yourself to simply create for the sake of being rather than doing? I trust that by now, your creative spirit has transcended the confines of the mind and entered into the realm of pure expression, where the boundaries between creator and creation no longer exist. May you be forever unafraid to express what lives in the deepest places of your soul, regardless of the outcome, for in that expression lies your freedom.

Long-Term Vision: The Pursuit of Meaning Beyond Success When I look into the future, I don’t see a destination as much as I see a continuous unfolding. The world speaks of success, wealth, and status as though they are the ultimate goals of life, but I have come to realize that they are mere illusions compared to the true purpose of living. My vision is not simply to achieve, but to become. To become the person who is not just successful by external measures, but fulfilled at the deepest level. My goal is to live a life of meaning, one in which I serve not from a place of obligation, but from a place of love, generosity, and purpose.

This vision is not limited to material goals; it extends into the realm of soulful abundance—a life lived with presence, awareness, and a deep commitment to contributing something of real value to the world. I understand that I am not just here to exist but to leave a legacy—not one of grand monuments or accolades, but one of quiet impact, where the ripples of my actions touch lives in ways I may never fully see.

Have you reached a place where your vision is no longer shaped by what others expect but by the pull of your own heart? Have you found the courage to pursue a life that feels aligned with your soul’s deepest desires, regardless of how unconventional it may appear to others? I trust that you are living in harmony with your truth, and that your work, whatever it may be, is not just fulfilling but deeply connected to the greater good. In your daily actions, do you embody the very values you hold dear? I hope so. For success is not measured by what we accumulate, but by the love and light we bring into the world.

Facing the Abyss: The Inner Journey of Transformation The most profound aspect of my life’s journey is perhaps the one that is the most difficult to articulate—the internal transformation that takes place beneath the surface. This journey is not always visible to others, and sometimes, it is not even visible to me. But I know that this transformation is real. It is the shift from fear to courage, from lack to abundance, from confusion to clarity. It is the process of shedding old identities, beliefs, and limitations that no longer serve my highest self.

In these moments, when the world feels like it is crumbling or when doubt and fear grip my heart, I remember that true growth comes from surrendering—surrendering to the uncertainty of life, to the knowing that I do not have all the answers, and that I am not meant to. I have learned that trusting the process is the key to peace, and that in the darkest moments, there is always light waiting to emerge.

Have you fully surrendered to the unfolding of life, knowing that everything, even the most painful moments, is part of the grand design? Have you accepted that the challenges you’ve faced are not obstacles to overcome, but the very soil from which your wisdom and growth have sprouted? I trust that you’ve learned to let go of all that no longer serves you and embraced the unfolding of your true self, free from attachment to outcomes.

Relationships: The Sacred Dance of Connection The relationships I hold closest to my heart are the ones that remind me of who I am and why I’m here. These connections are not defined by superficial exchanges, but by the deep, sacred bond that exists between two souls. I’ve learned that love is not just an emotion, but a sacred act of vulnerability, a constant flow of giving and receiving, where both individuals are free to be their most authentic selves.

In these relationships, I have come to understand the importance of both self-love and love for others. I cannot truly love others if I do not first love and honor myself. This is a profound truth that continues to unfold. Have you, by now, mastered the art of presence—of truly being with others in moments of silence, joy, and grief? Have you let go of expectations and embraced the beauty of unconditional love? I trust that you have nurtured your relationships with the depth, care, and love they deserve.

The Unfolding Journey I cannot know exactly what the future holds. But I do know this: I am here to become. To evolve. To step into the fullest expression of my soul's purpose. This journey is not about destination, but about becoming more authentically me with every step I take. I trust that wherever you are, you are living in alignment with this deep truth.

May you look back with gratitude for the pain and the joy, for all that has shaped you into who you are today. And as you move forward, may you do so with courage, faith, and a deep, unshakable knowing that you are exactly where you need to be.

With all my love, faith, and trust in the unfolding of your journey,

Sincerely Yours

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Merry Christmas

I know guys.

Its been forever since I made an official post on here that wasn't a reblog. I made a post a some months ago promising to come back and post slow updates again. When I was in a My Hero Academia obsession era. By the way I'm still low key obsessed I'm on S7, but I slowed down on watching it on purpose. I like to binge and play catch-up with some shows. There's not to many shows out there that I watch weekly. And honestly its not that hard to avoid spoilers when you're not certain social media platforms. Now I'm rambling sorry.

I still thought about you guys and all the stories I started on here reminding myself to finish them. Before quitting this whole Tumblr thing, and no I won't be deleting my page on here. By quitting I mean this account would become a dead one. And the idea feels criminal to me because Tumblr has been such an important part of my life. Since I graduated high school and lost myself in the real world. This community help guide me and provided with happiness and understanding. When I could find very little from IRL people that I called friends and family.

It still does that sometimes which is why I still here and check back in. But I know deep down I don't really feel the same about Tumblr anymore, or maybe its not really Tumblr that's the problem. Honestly these days I use Tumblr and every other site on the internet as a distraction from my life and the challenges in it. Getting so sucked in hoping they might go away while I'm absorbed in my phone, laptop, or TV. That’s not how life works though. I'm starting to realize that and I feel like that's the main reason I pulled away from Tumblr so much this year. I try to live way too much on the internet so it wasn't just Tumblr I took a step back. Its been a lot of other apps and things too.

I know most of you won't read all of this or probably don't care. I just felt like I owed you guys an explanation after all. A lot of you have still continued to show my work love in my absence. I see it and I appreciate every single like and reblog I promise. Life is complicated right now. I have a lot to figure out and work on. I can't promise I'm coming back for good or that I will finish every series or fic I started. But I promise I will do my best and if I do decide to say goodbye forever. I'll let you guys know.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year everyone. I hope everyone had a great day and has an amazing new year. If you don't celebrate Christmas disregard that part.

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merry christmas to everyone who didn’t get presents today because their family couldn’t afford it and merry christmas to everyone who couldn’t make it home for the holidays and merry christmas to everyone spending it alone i want you all to know that i hope you all have a great great end of the year and i love you all and even if your holidays weren’t how you pictured them i hope you still have a good rest of the holidays and year

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I have this weird obsession about buying books and looking at them with a smile, even if I won't read them soon. At least they are mine now.

anais nin

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The Legend Of SWORD DOG

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DB COOPER LIVED YAAAAHHHH I'm taking this as confirmation.

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Listen to me: You get good at things by being bad at them. You learn by failing. You gain competency and a sense of mastery by failing at something many times and in many interesting ways.

The sooner you are able to laugh at your own failures, to enjoy the process of messing up, the easier life will be. Because you'll no longer be afraid of learning.

And once you're no longer afraid of failing, you can learn anything.