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Tears of my Students | Severus Snape x OC

By: WritingItUp

I made my way to the Great Hall for dinner while all the other Slytherins were talking in the hall making fun of the first years. It felt strange to make fun of the first years when we were in the same boat not that many years ago. "Come with me," I said to Draco, I grabbed his hand and we made our way to dinner. "Why don't you ever want to do anything I want to do," he asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I love you, Skylar Simmons," he said with a smile.

"I love you too Draco," I smiled, "but you know as a platonic best friend."

I rolled my eyes because it was true. He was not into me but then again he was not into any women for that matter. Nobody knew that Draco was gay besides me.

"I wish I could come out to my father," he said, "but that will never happen." He frowned.

I knew his father would never approve of him liking the opposite sex. His father has asked me if Draco was dating anybody and every time he asks me I end up telling him no. I just end up telling him that Draco is focusing on his studies. You would think it would be weird having Draco's father asking me those sorts of questions but I guess that is what happens when you have been having an affair with his father.

I bit my lip thinking about the things Lucius has done to me and it just made me smile. Lucius and I are not dating it's just booty calls when I have stayed over and Narcissa is out of town. She has been out of town a lot. I understood why she was out of town a lot. Lucius wasn't the greatest lover for that matter. Nobody my age has expressed a liking to me which is strange because I am amazing. I have even taught Lucius some things that he can use on Narcissa. I hoped one day that I would find somebody that loves me and doesn't use me for his pleasure or because his wife doesn't please him.

"Are you listening to me, Skylar?" Draco asked.

"Hm?" I asked him, I was so busy thinking about his father that I forgot he was talking to me.

"I was talking about how you should talk to Snape about the family get-together. Father asked me to invite him to," Draco said.

"Why does your father even try to ask him to these family get-togethers?" I asked, "he knows he wouldn't come. They aren't friends anymore and he knows it."

Draco gave me a weird look. A look that made me want to bite my tongue because how would I know they aren't friends anymore and he knows it? I gulped. Draco had no idea I have been snogging and shagging up with his father for the past year.

"Maybe you should ask Snape if he wanted to come," Draco asked.

"Why me?" I asked him while taking a bite of a piece of bread.

I took a sip of my water, "I think Snape has taken a liking to you," he said.

I choked on my water, "what do you mean taken a liking to me?" I asked him.

"Because he l-," Draco was cut off by Crab. I rolled my eyes at Draco. I couldn't understand why Draco was friends with Crabbe and Goyle. "What do you want Crabbe?" Draco asked.

I wonder what Draco was going to say I thought. Because he l- what? Because he likes apples as much as I do? Because he looks at French toast the same way I do?

I had no idea where he was going with this.

"When are they going to bring out the food?" Crabbe asked. I rolled my eyes again, I need to stop rolling them back they may get stuck. Well that is what Lucius says.

"I don't know," Draco said, "now go and sit with Goyle, I am trying to talk to Skylar.

Crab left and went and sat with Goyle. "What were you going to say?"

"As I was saying you should ask Snape because he l-likes-" he stopped talking, "hello?" I asked him Draco when he stopped in the middle of his sentence. "Good evening Professor Snape," I could see Draco gulp. He was behind me.

"Good Evening Miss Simmons," I turned around and noticed I was at eye level with something I shouldn't be. I looked up and smiled. "Evening Professor," he cleared his throat and turned on a heel, and walked away from us.

I took a bite of the bread again, "See what I am saying, Skylar?" Draco asked.

"What?" I said with bread in my mouth.

"As I was saying before I was rudely interrupted," he said, "Because he likes you, Skylar."

I laughed out loud, "No he does not."

"He said evening to you and not me," Draco said.

"T-that does-doesn't mean anything," I said, "he probably doesn't like saying hello to you since your father and he used to be friends."

"No Skylar that is not it," he said, "Just look at him now he is staring at you."

"No, he is not. You're just pulling my leg," I said.

"Look at him Skylar," he said.

I turned my head to where Snape sat and he was right. Snape and I locked eyes. I gulped and he looked away almost instantly after we locked eyes.

"He could be looking at anyone Draco," I said while stuffing my face with another roll.

"He's looking at you, Skylar. He is always watching you. You should see him while we are in class and you are working hard on your assignments. He never takes his eyes off you until you look up. He likes you and you both need to admit it."

I gulped again. There was no way Snape liked me, I am just an annoying little brat that nobody would like. I'm to thick for anyone in their right mind to like me. I was bigger than anyone else at Hogwarts. Which was a lie. I couldn't understand why he would, I am not that pretty or that bright. I wanted to admit to Draco that at one point I did have a huge crush on Snape but got over it.

Or did I?

It was a good thing that Snape couldn't hear my thoughts because I would be in trouble.

—-

All of the students and Professors made their way into The Great Hall for dinner. I was hungry and nervous. I was nervous because I couldn't stop thinking about what Draco said. Did Snape feel that way about me? There is no way.

Dumbledore got up to the stand and started talking. This is our sixth year at Hogwarts and I wondered how long Snape took a liking to me. I bit my lip. Was I starting to like him again? No no, I am not. I laughed. I wanted to focus on my studies and getting laid by Lucius on occasion.

I couldn't stop thinking about Snape while Dumbledore was talking. I wanted to look over and see if he was staring at me again. I gulped hoping he wouldn't be. I looked over to where he was sitting and he was staring at me. I smiled a shy smile and he gave a slight smirk. I had never seen him smirk at anyone before, his face usually shows no emotion. I gulped again and turned my head back to Draco. "Are you okay Skylar?"

I nodded and put my head on the table. "There is no way he would like me Draco."

"Why do you say that?"

"I'm thick and not pretty enough to have anyone," I frowned.

"Your a thick queen Skylar and if he doesn't notice that than it is his loss," he said while jamming bread into his mouth.

—

The next day I got up and went down to the Slytherin common room. "Finally," Draco said, "you are so slow at getting dressed."

"Well I have to make sure these are in place," I said while grabbing my breasts.

"Ew god don't do that Skylar," he said while gagging.

"They are just breasts Draco no need to gag," I said.

"I wasn't gagging about breasts I was gagging at my best friend's breasts," he said, "I do not need to see you squeeze them so you can see cleavage."

"Some men like cleavage," I said.

"I am not like most men," he said, "I am your best friend that is gay," he said while whispering. "But I think I know a certain professor that would probably love to see you do that in front of him." He winked at me. I looked around hoping nobody else was in there. "Shut it Draco, he doesn't like me like that. I am a student and he doesn't have feelings for me."

"Babe, he does," he said.

"No, he does not," I said back to him, "I am too thick nobody likes that."

"I bet Snape does," Draco said, "test it in class today. Wear a skirt and move your legs outside of your robe when he is around. See if you can get something out of him. Flirt a little. Show him your breasts."

I giggled, " I can't do that."

"I dare you to turn on Snape until he gets a boner," Draco said.

"You know I can't ever turn down a dare," I said, "but I don't think he would get one from me."

"He will," Draco said, "he's hungry for you."

I giggled, "Fine, how long do I have?"

"You have to turn on Snape before the family get- together," he said, "maybe Snape will come if you come."

I smirked, "like come or cum?" I empathized.

He laughed.

"What's my punishment if I don't get him to do that?" I asked.

"You have to tell him how you feel about him," he said, "you have to spill your love to him."

"I don't love him Draco," I said.

"You will in time," Draco said.

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