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Also I don't have a scale bc I can't afford one and I literally think I'm doing this for nothing bc I can't keep track of my goals , I really need to save up to buy one 😵‍💫

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Purging isn't for me & I haven't done it in like a year but now every time I eat I wanna throw up but I won't bc I have emetophobia, like my body is literally helping with the weightloss but my mind is fucking it up I CAN'T 😭

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ill be pushing 90 and still be a teenaged girl

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I'm still not giving up, I've been on this journey for almost 2 months now & I've never felt better, I stopped blogging tho bc I forgot I had a Tumblr , I Will try to blog more frequently but let's be fr I'll probably forget again 😭

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I just walked & jogged my dog in a 30C° weather, I think I'm dying .

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I'm officially done with school so that means 3 months of nothing djshhs, why is it harder to follow through a diet when there's no school?...ughhhh , anyways , I need to get my shi together bc I think I'm being forced to go camping in August for 5 days , so I def cannot pull up with this body

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Literally forgot I have this blog , I'm trying so hard to follow through with this but I'm such a failure, yesterday I got my exam results & they were so bad but at least I didn't b1ngw 😭

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I'm water fasting rn , hoping it lasts for a while 🙏🏻

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I'm backkk

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TW GROSS

I'M not doing a what I ate today bc I got sick & I'm pretty sure that probably any cal I have consumed in the past 5 years of my life if not my whole life, has gone down the toilet (if u know what I mean 😭)

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Dreading today cause I'm going outside for most of the day & I just know that I'm not going to follow my damn plan

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WHAT I ATE TODAY 😋

Breakfast: black coffee 5cals

Lunch: rice? (Something similar to rice but idk what its called in English) 393cals with feta 80cals

Dinner(went out with a friend that's why its mostly drinks) : ice tea 3cals

Coffee 40cals

Apple cider 208cals

Rice pudding 111cals

Total: 840cals

Exercise: 10k steps (I literally get so confused with step cals so I'm not putting in how much I burned cause it's confusing me 😭)

Not proud of today bc a lot of wasted cals on drinks :(

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WHAT I ATE TODAY 😋:

Breakfast: -

Lunch: double espresso w/ milk & Stevia 80cals

Cheese pie? (Idk what it's called in English) 550cals

Afternoon?: Yogurt w/ strawberries & 1tsp of honey

approximately 186cals

Dinner: -

Exercise: 7k steps

Total : 816cals

Burned: 400cals ?

(pls don't judge I'm still a beginner I'm trying my best )

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Slaying so far

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i NEED back dimples

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Why is fasting so much easier than 3ating less 🤨