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the original people are here in tumblr. i just know.

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i loooovvvveeee vintage fridge!!!!! WHY DID WE GO BACKWARDS IN FRIDGE DESIGN 😭

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it's weird how i can move past things easily in the moment until a month or more later when it hits me on a random thursday

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feel the fear and do it anyway ☻

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we'll be a fine line, we'll be alright :)

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sometimes you just have to feel the disgust in every nerve, cell, and fiber in your body and move on

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we all live the curse of our past choices

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i can't believe 2023 is actually coming to an end. i haven't comprehended everything that happened to me this year yet. seems like it all still feels fresh... why do it feels like it all happened 2 weeks ago, even though it's gonna be almost a year.

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january me would literally go into cardiac arrest if she had known the things that happened to me this year ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚⊹ ⋆｡˚

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the thing is, not everyone will understand how hard it is to look for the good in everything after someone hurt you and made you feel miserable. always resisting the urge to be a bitter person and constantly telling yourself to look at the brighter side is extremely hard when you're hurting.

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the disgust won't leave my body and i think this is my consequence

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my only wish for 2024 is not to be haunted by the things i did in 2023.

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CALLED OUT FOR WHAT

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i might be missing something in my hometown but i sure am not missing something in this big world

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mind: what if it doesn't...

heart: oh but what if it does!

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how do i forgive myself for the things i SWORE i never do but i did this year :(