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You were sleeping in my arms like you usually do and I was staring at you while I'm caressing your hair. Parang totoo, parang totoong hawak pa kita. And then biglang nag black out after ilan seconds lumiwanag ulit, Nakatayo na tayo sa isang bangin hinawakan mo hand ko pero the more na mas higpitan natin the more na dumudulas hindi tayo mag kaintindihan kaya inembrace natin ang isa't isa pero biglang nahati sa dalawa yun tinatayuan natin kaya konti konti nahihiwalay na tayo sa isa't isa sinusubukan ko tumalon papunta sayo pero parang mas lumalaki yung biyak ng lupa, sinubukan mo rin tumalon pero mas lumaki yung biyak paulit ulit natin ginawa pero mas lalo lang tayo nalayo sa isa't isa. I decided to rest a little bit and think of another way para makaalis tayo sa sitwasyon na yun kaya umupo ako at pinanuod ka lang na kanina pang nag pahinga Kahit anong isip ko wala akong makitang paraan para makaalis tayo dun. At habang nag iisip ako tiningnan kita kahit malayo nakikita kong umiiyak ka kaya I asked you "Bakit ka umiiyak?" "Naisip ko lang nawala na nga yung pinaka mahalagang babae sa buhay ko pati ba naman ikaw" Sagot mo sakin na kung iisipin eh mag kalayo tayo pero parang nag uusap lang tayo na magkatabi. "Hindi naman ako mawawala, Hindi ako aalis dito." Napatahimik ako ng ilang segundo at tinanong ka. "Pero paano nga pag hindi na tayo nakaalis dito? Paano pag wala ng way? Paano na tayo?" Naiiyak na ko naiisip ko pa lang na mapapalayo ako sayo. "Mag kikita ulit tayo, Mag kakasama ulit tayo." At biglang nag black out na ulit hanggang sa nagising na ko sa ingay ng paligid ko.

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Do you still remember the day when I need to go Because I did, I always did How can I forget that day As I remember you're standing behind the door way; As I walked pass by you You pulled me closer to you You hugged me out of the blue It felt like home; I don't know how It feels like I've been there Somehow, Somewhere Then I just tapped you on your back To composed myself from shock Do you remember that day when you need to go Because I did, I always did How can I forget that day The day that made my heart frail The last moments we have The last hug you gave Do you remember that day when we need to let go Because I did But I wished I never did

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Osige, Simulan ko na Sisimulan ko na ba Handa na ba akong mag simula Teka, Alin ba Yung pag kalimot sayo o yung pag sulat ko ng tula Eto na kahit masakit Mag sisimula na kong mag isip ng mga salita; Mga salitang pwedeng gamitin at tumugma Mga salitang kahit masakit isulat kailangan ko buoin para matapos na Kagaya ng nararamdaman ko para sayo kailangan ko na tapusin para hindi na mahirapan pa; Mahirapan pa, sa pag iisip kung anong hakbang ang gagawin Mga katanungang hindi alam kung kailan sasagutin Mga sakit at galit na hanggang kailan kikimkimin Alam kong hindi mo na mababasa ito Hindi mo mababasa ang huling tula na sinulat ko para sayo

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I may not be one of the world's best dancer but in the eyes of God I am, for He knew that I am doing my best. I am showing my passion to share this God given talent. I will never be afraid to show the world how amazing God is, How he gave me these talents! I will fear nothing for I am walking with God and Christ is living in me! ALL FOR THE GLORY OF THE LORD!

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February is a suitable month for dying Everything around you are dead, She said And then She added; Trees are lifeless Full of coldness And I fearing its darkness Oh February, You're like a photo but so blurry Can't see its beauty because it's too gloomy But I amended her It's not only on February It's not only when February It happens every day It even happened today It is happening every day Aleppo is falling ISIS are evolving America is protesting The world is crashing Thousands of innocent lives die Innocent mothers and wives cry 'cause it's not only when February Every day we face death Every day we're trying to live like it's our last breath Death is not only on winter Life is not only on spring either But now I tell you I can still see the world's beauty Even though it's too gloomy