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Imagine: 🌻 (TW)

You wake up in bed - you can roll over and stretch your whole body because you take up so little space, you’re bedding surrounds you like a cloud. it feels like you’re floating.

You get up and look in the mirror - you’re legs dont touch no matter how hard you try, you’re ribs poke out so delicately and you’re arms are so dainty and thin, you pose and smile because you’re excited to start the day

You walk to the bathroom - you dont even need to look at the scale, it’s the least of your worries now

You get dressed - it doesnt take long because you know that everything you piece together looks stunning on your ethereal frame, your shirt balances perfectly on your angelic bones

You go to a restaurant - you’re calm because you dont need to count calories anymore, you can order what you like, an even better, no one is going to judge you for eating more: they’ll encourage it

You go to the grocery store - the aisles don’t scare you, whatever you get won’t matter because you can eat what you like. you want candy and ice cream? go for it. the cashier will secretly be jealous that someone as small as you can get away with eating so much

You go to a family meal - as soon as you walk in you’re greeted with hugs and your relatives point out how skinny you’ve become, they pile your plate high with food because ‘you’re still growing’ - and to their surprise you eat it all.. because now that you’re happy and content you dont need to restrict anymore

In summer you go on holiday - you pack shorts, tank tops, bralettes, bikinis because you know that they’ll finally fit perfectly now. you can take those cute pictures like all the models do - you won’t look stupid you’ll look just as good as them.. if not better.

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“I hope you find a way to be yourself one day.” 🖤

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You know it’s going to be a good film when you see this 🖤😂

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☁️☁️☁️☁️

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they just throw me on my zone, fuck around in my head.

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Past is like a scar that aches everytime it's recalled.

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Smiley boy 🖤

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same

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幸福とは何 - What is happiness?

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#Dat me