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                   EVEN THOUGH I’M PART QILIN, I’M STILL PART HUMAN TOO.     STILL, ALL THESE YEARS I’VE BEEN ASKING MYSELF THE SAME QUESTION:                              DO I REALLY BELONG IN THE HUMAN WORLD?

independent ganyu from genshin impact. adopted by mak / kai.

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⸻Playing the event on Genshin & Keqing is SO FUCKING GAY for Xiangling. You cannot convince me otherwise. (Xiangling muse wants to come back p bad rn lol)

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S T A R T 🠮 Girls

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Xiangling event? 

Me : Finally opens Genshin after ages.

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“You heard me, Nat-Chan…” Man, right now, as Yuki watched Natsuno’s reaction with INTENSIVE EYES, gaze locked studying every last moment of her body, she REALLY needed Natsuno to play nice and tell her the TRUTH. No dancing around the topic. Rare as they were, fights with her childhood friend were EASILY among the most painful memories and difficult interactions for Yuki to process… “All day? I’m not asking about TODAY, Nat-Chan, and you know it. I saw it in your eyes…” She’d RECOGNIZED ALREADY that Yuki had an ulterior motive to coming out to the simulation with her. Not that Yuki didn’t LOVE BJ, she DID. And it was always fun reminiscing, meeting the little guy, getting alone time with Minami, crepes, good old fashioned runs, space talk, movies… Yuki STILL would’ve come out today no matter what. It just so HAPPENED that this was the PERFECT OPPORTUNITY to ask about Nat-Chan’s run-ins with Iori Fuyusaka. “Nat-Chan, we have all the time in the world now. Now tell me what you were doing yesterday.” TO. THE. POINT. Exactly how Yuki needed it to be. But, perhaps. Perhaps Yuki was being a little TOO HARSH? Would Natusno shut down? Lash out? Admit the truth? She supposed TIME WOULD TELL.

          “Not talking about today...?” CRAP. There were all of Natsuno’s worst fears, realized. Somehow, Yuki-chan had found out about her & Iori meeting up last night. Question was; How much did she KNOW? Why did she kinda feel like a child hiding her girlfriend from her mom? It had to be that tone her best bud was using right now. Sounded a lot like a SCOLDING MOTHER ⸻ What was she even worried about? She didn’t do anything wrong! Well, no more wrong than what she & Yuki had been doing behind their significant others’ backs. So what was this...SUFFOCATING GUILT? She’d always felt bad about hurting Miura, Amiguchi, & poor little Konatsu, but this was on a whole 'nother level! Thought of breaking Yuki-chan’s heart...Gut churned & chest tightened painfully. She was the most important person on this planet━On ANY planet! (BJ didn’t count as a person, but he was on the same level). “Y-Yesterday...? I did a lotta things yesterday...” Glance up & she was met with A CHIDING GLARE, gaze quickly dropped to sneakers. “Okay, okay! Stop looking at me like that, will ya? Jeez. I was with Iori-chan. We were just hanging out. It’s not a big deal.” LIAR. 

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          “Uhhhhh...Isn’t that a little, I dunno, UNREALISTIC? Like, I totally get that you’re jealous and all, but looking at other people is kinda important. How am I supposed to go to class? Or track practice?” Surely Swire was EXAGGERATING. “My teacher will think I’m a total weirdo if I never look up from my desk...And I’ll probably trip and sprain my ankle if I stare at my feet while I run.” Glance up into those CAPTIVATING EMERALDS ⸻ “Besides, I have plans with the girls this weekend. I can’t just cancel at the last minute!” 

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So wrong. SO. WRONG. Perhaps it was a good idea they’d created their own planet. After all, what laws and what HELL existed to punish them for their sins? None anymore. They left that God behind… R-RIGHT? What kind of a mom did this? To both her actual daughter and her potential daughter of an ALTERNATIVE LIFE. Konatsu would HATE THEM if she ever found out… And what a hypocrite Yuki would her Professor self to be if SHE was the one to fuck over and hurt MIURA… But… But all the same… Her heart had never RACED like this when she’d grabbed at Ameguchi’s cock… She’d never felt her clit ache THIS MUCH… Yet here she was with her childhood best friend, giving her synthetic dick a good SQUEEZE, obedient but nervous. Sick but aroused. Feeling her panties only grow ever more DRENCHED as Nat-Chan moaned out. Were they WRONG to pursue this? Were they not ALLOWED their happiness and passion? (No. But they should’ve already told Miura and Ameguchi…) Dear God, what happened next?

“Ahh… N-Nat-Chan…” Harsh swallow, chest heaving as Natsuno’s hips bucked, cock pushing between Yuki’s palm. “Y-You like that?” Eyes stayed GLUED that pretty dick, hand moving careful, slowly, slipping up her friend’s shaft and back down again in PRACTISED & EXPERIENCED MOVEMENTS. (Not that experienced, actually…) Ameguchi seemed more interested in MUSIC than SEX ever since Konatsu had been born. (Ever since Kisaragi had downloaded Miyuki Inaba into her nanotech cores…) “L-Like… God… Nat-Chan… This is so…” HOT. Stomach warmed, tensed, burned, something shot up her spine. “Like this…?” Another squeeze before she slid her hand back up and down only to FREEZE at the name. “R-Right… M-Miura… I… Can’t say I’m surprised…” Awkward, and surely if there was ever a good reason to put a STOP to this, it was THIS, right? So why had Yuki taken Minami’s OUT like she was DESPERATE to forget that Miura’s name had ever dropped? “I-I do… I… I never thought…” Tongue slipped across her lips and her own hand dipped lower, finger tracing her own cunt through her panties.

“F-Fuuuckk~~… So fucking wet… I don’t think…” PAUSE. “I’ve ever been…” THIS WET. “Nghh… Y-You really think I–…” GULP. FUCK. Why had she had to say the words? And why was she ALREADY sinking to her knees, bringing herself eye level – MORE LIKE TONGUE LEVEL – To her friend’s (daughter’s?) strap on. “I–… Like this?” She asked, eyes finally flickering up to see– “Holy shit… You’re so… So blushy, Nat-Chan…” AS IF YUKI COULD TALK. “I… Never thought, I’d…” Trailing off, she dropped her gaze back down before shifting forward, thumbing at the tip of her Natsuno’s cock before putting what she’d MOSTLY LEARNED from pornographic films to use, tongue pressing against the very BASE of Natsuno’s dick and sliding on up the shaft. C-Could Natsuno… “C-Can you feel this… Or…?” Yuki hadn’t ever considered how far along SEX TOY TECHNOLOGY might just have been… Especially given the NANOTECH so conveniently tied them to their sentinels senses… “Sh-Should I…” DO IT AGAIN. (This was so wrong.)

          HOW BIZARRE ⸻ While it was true there was an alternate version of herself who had lived in 2188, THIS Natsuno Minami had been raised in the 80′s. Advanced technology of her time consisted of a clunky Walkman & VHS tapes. Even as a connoisseur of all things sci-fi ; She coulda NEVER imagined what the FUTURE had in store for mankind. Kaiju, Deimos, Sentinels, BJ, memory logs, pods birthing clones? (One of which was her) ⸻ That was all just the icing on the cake! There was SO MUCH MORE that had been developed. VHS was replaced by DVD, then Blu-ray, followed by multiple forms of streaming. So many AMAZING inventions, & now she was testing out another one of them! A strap on that simulated pleasure for the wearer. Sure, it probably wasn’t like having a REAL dick. (She’d never be able to tell you either way, considering). That said, it was a surreal experience. Kinda like a phantom limb, maybe? Only it didn’t hurt. Was more like...TINGLING WARMTH? Yuki-chan was stroking the length & she could feel it. Sorta. At the very least she felt vibrations pulsing through her swollen, aching clit ⸻ “Nnn...Fuck...” 

          “God...Yes...” Head lulled back & eyes rolled. As her friend picked up the pace of her stroking, VIBRATIONS INTENSIFIED. Was vibration even the right word? Natsuno had used vibrators before & this was NOTHING like that ⸻ She didn’t really know how to explain it. All that really mattered was, it felt really, really, REALLY. GOOD. “Just like that...Good girl...” That was kinda weird right? Even in this timeline, Yuki-chan had always played a MOTHERLY, hard-ass role in Natsuno’s life. So calling her a “good girl”...Would she like it? Didn’t take a rocket scientist to figure out why a Japanese soldier from World War 2 wouldn’t be down to take a cock up his ass. (Or down his throat). Even if it DID take a rocket scientist, she was kinda one of those in another lifetime! SO THERE! “You never thought...?” Other girl was failing to finish so many sentences, Natsuno couldn’t help but be CURIOUS. 

          "Mmmn...Fuck...Fuck...” Was rare that she ever cursed this much ⸻ Parents would SCOLD HER for it when she was younger. Were those even technically her parents? Guess not. Closest thing she had to a genetic mother was on her knees before her proclaiming that she’d NEVER BEEN SO WET! That is what she was gonna say, right? Clit thrummed painfully beneath the toy at the thought ⸻ & Then her best friend was pointing out her blush. 

          “Urg! C-Come on! You don’t hafta point it out, Yuki-chan! Jeez. I-It’s just hot in here!” Fingers curled into the hem of her T-shirt & YANKED IT over shoulders, tossing it across the room. Voluptuous breasts spilling out for her best bud to see in all their glory! (She really shoulda wore a bra today, huh?) ⸻ Every inch of exposed flesh was SCORCHING RED. “Y-You’re blushing just as much as I━Ah! Oh God, oh God, oh God~!” Natsuno hadn’t even instructed Yuki-chan on what to do. Girl was just taking things into her own hands! (& Mouth!) LITERALLY! 

          MOUTH WENT DRY ⸻ Ambers had darkened with HUNGER. They were nearly black at this point while they watched the other girl flatten that hot, wet tongue & drag it from the base of her THICK COCK to the head. Legs trembled & her body reacted in ways she’d never expected possible. Was this seriously happening right now? Was Yuki-chan gonna suck her dick? And...Was she gonna FEEL the whole thing? “Nnn...Yeah...I can feel it...I-It feels really good. Don’t...Stop.” With that, she FIRMLY GRIPPED her friend’s ponytail, twisting it around her wrist & pulling her closer to the mammoth cock ⸻ Wanting to feel MORE. Free hand grabbed for the base of the toy &, THWACK, THWACK, THWACK, she slapped it across those pretty, waiting lips. Okay, they were so going to Hell for this. God, what if Amiguchi came home early or something? 

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@byxallxmeans​​ | JEALOUSY MEME

          “HUH?” ⸻ Question seemed to come from outta nowhere. Natsuno had decided to visit BJ in the simulation today & Yuki-chan had insisted on coming along. Wasn’t anything outta the ordinary. Just two buddies hanging out & having some fun together. (Or so she’d thought). Now it was looking an awful lot like her best friend had joined her to speak IN PRIVATE. Away from the prying ears of boyfriends, husbands, & children. (& Probably Iori by the sounds of things). “What’re you talking about, Yuki-chan? I’ve been with you and BJ all day!” They’d walked around the school & reminisced. Then went to get crepes together. It had been A WHOLE LOTTA FUN! Devil on her shoulder was kicking at her ear. Stupid guilty conscience! Natsuno knew exactly what the other was asking about. LAST NIGHT. She’d spent it with Iori-chan. “When would I even have time to hang with someone else?” 

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Jealousy meme

requested by @momokitty27​! i set it up into a few different categories so it’s not just for couples but for a whole range of relationships!

for couples

“I noticed them checking you out.”

“Were you checking them out?”

“So… they’re good-looking, right?”

“Don’t lie to me and say you don’t think they’re hot.”

“Just admit that you like them.”

“Come on; even I know that they’re hotter than me.”

“It’s not fair that they get to be around you all day and I don’t.”

“They were hitting on you.”

‘I know you liked it when they were hitting on you.”

“Would you like me more if I was more like them?”

“They’re not (funnier / cuter / better looking ) than me, are they?”

“Are you going to leave me for them?”

“Would you leave me for them if you had the chance?”

for characters talking to their unrequited crush

“You deserve better than them.”

“They’re not even that good-looking.”

“What do you see in them?”

“Why do you stay with them?”

“Wanna tell me what they did to upset you this time?”

“If I had someone as wonderful as you, I would (never forget our anniversaries / always cherish you / etc).”

“You should just leave them.”

for characters talking about their ex

“I wonder what they’re doing right now.”

“Their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) isn’t right for them.”

“I can’t stop thinking about them with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate).”

“They moved on so quickly.”

“I get angry thinking about anyone else having them, even though I don’t have them myself.”

“Do you think they were cheating on me with their new (boyfriend / girlfriend / datemate) before we broke up?”

“They never looked at me like they look at them.”

for friends

“I noticed you hanging out with (character’s name) lately.”

“You hung out with them and didn’t invite me?”

“I feel like a third-wheel.”

“They’re pretty fun, right?”

“Maybe I shouldn’t come and let you two hang out together instead.”

“I know that they’re more interesting than me.”

“You two have more in common, anyways.”

“It’s alright; I have other friends.”

for children characters talking to their parents

“No! I don’t want a new (brother / sister)!”

“You like (sibling’s name) more than me.”

“If I get a new (brother / sister), you’re going to love them more.”

“We haven’t played together since you had the baby.”

“I hate my (brother / sister)!”

“They’re not better than me! They can’t even use the bathroom right!”

random

“Am I hotter than that person?”

“So many people have achieved so much by this age, yet here I am.”

“I’m a better (cook / surfer / etc) than them.”

“They’re not even that good at (cooking / surfing / etc)…”

“I look better in this than them, right?”

“Do you think I could pull off that (hat / dress / etc) like them?”

“Whatever; I’m not jealous.”

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Possessive Sentence Starter

Random possessive ( with a touch of yandere ) sentence starters. Change to make it more fitting, etc. Trigger warnings for: Suicide, Self harm, Kidnapping, Abuse, Manipulation. 

“ Do you really think you can get away from me? “ 

“ You’re mine and only mine. “ 

“ I don’t want to see you talking to them again. “ 

“ The only person you need is me. “ 

“ I love you more than anything else. Why don’t you love me back? “

“ If you leave me I’ll kill myself. “ 

“ You’re so beautiful and all mine. “ 

“ If you try to run away again I’ll make sure you won’t be able to walk for a while. “ 

“ I’m sorry that I had to lock you up but that’s the only way to protect you. “ 

“ No one could love you as much as I do. “ 

“ C’mon, I want to hear you saying that you love me and only me. “ 

“ I won’t let you go. I love you too much. “ 

“ I don’t like it when someone else touches you. “ 

“ I want you to look at only me and no one else. “ 

“ If you really love me then tell me who you were talking to. “ 

“ No one can take you away from me now. “ 

“ I made sure that no one can get in my way now. “ 

“ Just give up and give in, my love.~ “ 

“ You can try to run all you want but I’m always going to find you. “ 

“ You look so cute when you’re scared like this.~ “ 

“ You’re the only person that makes me feel that way. “ 

“ I know everything about you.~ “ 

“ Be a good boy/girl and do what I tell you to~ “ 

“ Don’t you lie to me. I know you were seeing them again. “

“ I’m doing all of this for you! Don’t be so ungrateful to me! “

“ I want to be the only person on your mind. “ 

“ You don’t need them. You have me. “ 

“ You belong to me. Your heart, your soul, your body. All of this is mine. “ 

“ Please don’t leave me or I’ll hurt myself! “

“ I’m sorry that I hurt you but how else was I supposed to keep you from leaving? “

“ Please don’t look at me like this. It really breaks my heart. “ 

“ I don’t care how horrible you are to me. I love you and I won’t let you go.” 

“ Break me, if that makes you happy then I’m fine with it. “ 

“ You should only trust me. I know what’s good for you. “ 

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   jealous / possessive  meme

“ you’re mine. you hear me? ”

“ were you with him/her? ” 

“ why is she/he calling you? ”

“ do they know we’re together? ”

“ were you with him/her? ”

“ i don’t want you seeing them anymore ”

“ did she/he make a pass at you? ”

“ i know you were with her/him ”

“ you belong to me ”

“ i can’t believe you were with her/him ”

“ i don’t like the way he’s/she’s looking at you ”

“im NOT jealous ”

“ i thought you only had eyes for me ”

“ he/she can’t make you feel the way i make you feel ”

“ you’re too good for her/him  ”

“is there someone else?”

“ you were flirting with them ”

“ they were flirting with you ”

“ i don’t want you talking to them again ”

“ i can’t stop picturing you with him/her ”

“ the thought of you with him/her makes me sick ”

“ tell me i have nothing to worry about ”

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“Uh, umm, I, I mean…” Look down, her own hands locked behind her own back, blush painting her own cheeks and eyes AVOIDING Natsuno’s purposefully. One hand reach up from the base of her spine to scratch ANXIOUSLY at her neck and fiddle with her hair. “O-Of couse I think you’re pretty…” That didn’t have to be GAY, did it? Like. It didn’t. It WASN’T. (It totally was.) “Like. That doesn’t have to mean like…” Trail off, hard swallow to wet her throat. “W-Wait, what?” Eyes snapped wide, finally meeting Natsuno’s eyes, blush even DEEPER than before if that was somehow possible. God, she hoped Natsuno didn’t look at her CHEST. Hot flesh ran bright and pink down her shirt. “R-Really? Really? Pretty…?!” Also, didn’t Iori’s own reaction to Natsuno’s calling her pretty completely contradict what Iori had said about her calling Natsuno’s pretty meaning anything? Or would she find a way to DENY THAT TOO? Blame it on Nat-Chan having ALREADY admitted to ENJOYING their one night stand… “W-Why would you say something like that…?”

          “Iori-chan...? Are you okay? You look kinda sick.” POOR THING was a stuttering mess. Skin flush. Eyes averted. As if she were avoiding Natsuno’s curious ambers. Why was she acting so WEIRD about this? Wasn’t she the one who called the track star pretty in the FIRST PLACE? ⸻ “Doesn’t have to mean what?” Mental chaos going on within her friend’s skull was visibly written all over her adorable, blush-painted face. She’d had a lotta strange conversations this year, but this one had to be the strangest. Was this because they’d SLEPT TOGETHER? Why was Iori so bothered by that fact? She’d seemed to LOVE IT when she was screaming her name & cumming harder than she ever had! Did she really hate the idea of being into a girl that much? (Or was it just because it was her?) “Jeez. You’re acting so weird, Iori-chan.” Light chuckle & a shake of her head as she finally took a step in the other girl’s direction. “I said it ‘cause it’s true? Besides, you said I was pretty first!” Releasing her hands, they found a home upon hips as she cocked her head to the side & SCRUTINIZED the blonde. Mischief dancing in her eyes ⸻ “Hmmm...Are you still acting funny ‘cause of what happened the other night?”

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@xlifexbeyondx​ asked: ❛   go ahead. touch it.   ❜

“Umm.” Saliva travelled down her throat, born of anxiety. Blush painted across olive cheeks, Yuki unusually MEEK but given the circumstances… Would anyone BLAME HER? Honestly, thank GOD, only Nat-Chan could see her right now, so shrunken in and of herself, stripped down to her underwear, looking down atthe giant purple COCK extenuating from her best friend’s, possibly secret daughter’s, cunt. She’d never even DREAMED of seeing her friend naked. Let alone like THIS. And now, after slowly undressing she was being GUIDED to touch it, feel it, wrap her hand around, get down on her knees and– “I…” Finally she nodded, taking a step forward. Maybe (Hopefully) to Nat-Chan it looked SENSUAL, but really it was slow out of NERVES and she reached down, wrapping her palm around the shaft and giving it a squeeze. Breathy. Anxious. But God her panties were so WET. Black cotten sticking to her cunt. Could Nat-Chan see the OUTLINE of it? “L-Like this?” God, was she really half-naked and groping at her childhood friend’s nine inch strap on right now? Fuck. What was wrong with her? And in one universe or another she was also her DAUGHTER? Talk about crazy… And sick. And HOT.

          On so many levels; THIS. WAS. WRONG. Even excluding the timeline where they may be mother & daughter, this was still suuuuuuper messed up! Natsuno was in a devoted relationship with Keitaro Miura. They planned to get MARRIED in just a couple months. & She loved the guy. She REALLY did. (So why was this even happening?) ⸻ Then there was Yuki-chan & Amiguchi’s marriage. They’d already given their vows & promised ‘Till Death Do Them Part,’ though, if the future was right about them...It was DESTINED TO FAIL. Would this be what ruined their marriage in this timeline? (Ironic if so). Was she dooming Konatsu to the same fate as 2188 Natsuno? UGH. Stomach turned at the thought & she ALMOST backed out. She didn’t wanna hurt the people they cared about. Especially Miura & Konatsu, but the way her body reacted when Yuki-chan finally reached out & GRIPPED the cock strapped to her waist...GOD. It was too much! How were they supposed to stop something that felt THIS good? Why had this been programmed into them?

          “Mmmn...” Eyes flittered & teeth sunk into her bottom lip ⸻ HIPS JUTTING. Urging her friend to stroke the massive cock. “Yeah...J-Just like that Yuki-chan~” Name trickled off her lips in the form of A MOAN. “I-I’ve been wanting to try this toy out for a while now. It isn’t really Miura’s thing.” Bringing up her boyfriend at a time like this? RISKY. (That was the nerves. She was still pretty inexperienced when it came to sex.) ⸻ “D-Do you like how it feels?” Single glance downward to the other woman’s cotton-clad cunt answered the question ; She was DRENCHED. Cloth wet & sticking to her. Natsuno could make out her folds & clit through panties. “Oh God. You’re so wet.” Words rushed past lips without consent & every inch of skin IGNITED BRIGHT RED. “Nn...Y-You should get on your knees.” 

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...That moment BJ dies...