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Aww poor kitty. Reminds me of my kitty when he broke his humerus.

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Aww

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Haha slowly getting there

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Goal!

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WOW THIS LITTLE BOY CAN’T BE REAL! So amazing! 

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Something lurking in the shadows...faded ringing sounds

I don't know whats up with me lately but my minds takes me to a happier time of my life. I can't begin to explain those times without tears rolling down my face. It was a time in my life that I felt so sure about. So confident that I would do anything any everything to keep it. But you know, I am my own conductor and I paint my own destiny. But that moving picture in my mind is just a picture with no intentions to be placed into actions. Its a picture without meaning, soul, or....love. It use to have it all, but with time...and...distance...the picture becomes cold and grey. Only to be forgotten, tortured, and mocked. That picture did no harm but to be a vision for someone who once had a vision that one day....she'll live happily ever after. That one day when she's afraid...she would be protected by...nobody else but...........you.

Whenever the emergency bell rings in my heart..you always appear...I don't know how you do it...or know that I am in danger.....but you always rescue me from my horrible sitution....but today...today....you didn't come...my heart cried out for you...but you were nowhere to be found...I'm left helpless...I guess our soul ties have been broken.

I use to think that the days we spend together will outweigh the days we were apart. That day my dear, will never come. 

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Getting stuff done at javacat. Typing up a paper at my favorite local coffee shop. #javacat #coffee #paper

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