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Thinking about that “Jiang Cheng bursts into the scene!” part of Guanyin Temple and how it just shows what a failure of a person he is. He’s very clearly only there because he feels like he has to repay his debt to Wei Wuxian, but also what’s funny about that is 1) he notoriously does not repay debts, 2) he keeps the debts that he owes others secret so that it does not reflect poorly on him that he does not repay his debts, and 3) he is the reason anyone knows he owes a debt to wwx for his golden core.

Think about it: when Jin Guangyao reveals that he knows jc owes his golden core to wwx, he doesn’t mention Wen Ning’s reveal in the ancestral hall. Instead, he talks about how jc ran all across Lotus Pier, screaming and crying and having people attempt to pull Suibian from its scabbard, which could very easily lead anyone to come to the conclusion that (at the very least) jc’s golden core is linked to wwx.

So back to Guanyin Temple where jc—probably because he let 13 years of unearned praise get to his head—decides to finally take the initiative on this one thing which is “rescue wwx to repay debt,” only to fail spectacularly because jc cannot succeed at anything unless someone is directing his actions. He is a follower at heart, and he only got as far as he did because he was physically and politically powerful purely from his status as a sect leader, which netted him a powerful core. And now he has to live with it being public knowledge that his position and achievements are all due to the man that he personally claimed credit for murdering, with nobody to bail him out. And it’s his fault anyone even knows this.

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me, looking at xue yang: what a fucking psychopath 🥰

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lan jingyi : damn senior wei, you put your whole wuxianussy into that

wei wuxian, out of touch and dead of 16 years : exCUSE ME ???????? MY WHAT ??

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It's a Match! 💜💛 but don't let the brothers see 🤫

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insp

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y’know as much as self-sacrifice gets made out to be super noble and shit in a lot of fiction, i am. very much more in favor of the message “you can live. you can want to live. it is a good thing to want to live, and it is a good thing that you are alive. you don’t have to feel guilty for being alive.”

idk it’s what i really needed to hear when shit got bad and honestly it’s what i still need to hear sometimes and it’s what i want the people i care about to believe about themselves.

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he may have outgrown Jiujiu, but he still hasn’t outgrown Jiujiu’s hugs

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I'm always thinking about how in WWX's first life, LXC always accompanies LQR when Important Things are happening, how they work as pretty much a unit, the way you might expect from a steward who's almost done raising the true heir to power. Until, that is, LWJ's whipping. LXC noticeably isn't there, and by the time WWX comes back to life, LXC and LQR are rarely ever in the same room, and LQR seems to just not be as influential as he once was. I'm probably reading too much into something the director never intended but god if it isn't a compelling headcanon that LXC decided to aggressively come into his full-fledged authority as a reaction to how the sect dealt with his brother

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if any minors are following me

always make sure to start forging parents' signatures on the first day of class. that way, your teachers won't know that you've been forging signatures for the rest of the year

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gifs of jiang cheng [4/∞]  ↳ 1.03

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episode sixteen / episode nineteen

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wuxian subtly confessing his crush on wangji

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Do you still remember you said that when I become the clan leader, you’d assist me with all your heart just like your father assisting my father. Of course, I do.

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The way Jiang Cheng smiles for just a second right before his face falls and he tells Wei Wuxian to take care haunts me in a persistent, ongoing kind of way.

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okay shut up, the only lsz/jl dynamic i care about is;

lsz, who has done nothing but lose people his entire life, furiously hugging jl once he's realized that they're Family Family and only crying A Little Bit: YOU'RE MY BABY COUSIN??????

jl, who is technically an orphan but has way too many other relatives for that to be reasonable, bravely weathering this undignified display of affection, because he and lsz were bros first, he respected lsz so this is fine, it's fine: i hate this fucking family

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i know the look lwj gives wwx after the infamous "you like mianmian" line in the live action is legendary, but i don't think we talk enough about how in the book version of the scene he just straight up bites wwx