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My Yule Wish For You

My Yule Wish For You

I wish you the most magical of seasons, may your heart be filled with warmth and know not the sting of cold. I wish you the presents which you have been waiting for. But most of all the ones you may have never truly known… I wish for you to receive the truest splendours of all. I wish you peace, love and prosperity, harmony and tranquillity. That you find balance with the rising day and…

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A ray of hope for Yule.

A ray of hope for Yule.

The season is upon us all. The season to be jolly, to find joy in the darkest days of the year. For many, this time of year is full of wonders, while for others heartbreak. For many yule or Christmas has many mixed feelings. For those alone, who have lost their relationships this year, yule is a reminder of what is gone. For those surrounded by their loved ones, it is a time of hope, of…

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Remembrance Of Yules Past

Remembrance Of Yules Past

It is important to remember that Christmas or rather yule is a time of remembrance… While many make this a holiday of gifts and expenses. These darkest of days, these coldest of nights, this vanishing light, should always be a moment of pause. For within these bleakest of days, is a flicker of light. The moments, the hopes, the dreams, all the good times that we have shared throughout the last…

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The Complexities Of Love

The Complexities Of Love

The reality is, that it does not matter how one feels. You meet someone, fall in love. You spend every moment of the day with them. But sometimes who or what you are destroys that in which you care for. Or by being with them will decimate someone else… It is in those moments, that one should consider that if one truly cares about someone, you will set them free. The pain inflicted, is not equal…

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Always Yours

This is to you, my love… To you my friend, the other half of my soul, my beginning without end. This is to the one I never want to let go, the one I always want to hold… This is to the light that fills my life, that has cast away the shadows of night. This is to the one that has taken away the pain. This is to you my love from the deepest part of me… From the deepest reaches of my soul. This is…

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Cherry Tree

Shall we sit my love? Shall we sit under the old cherry tree? To watch the blossoms grow and guess what will be? Shall you sit with me? Will you gaze upon the lights in wonder? Will we wish upon a falling star? Will we make a wish together? And wonder what it was? Will we kiss under the blossoms above? Will we interlace our hands and show that we love? Will you cuddle with me? Will you be with…

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To Bow Out Of Love

To Bow Out Of Love

I bow my head and take to my knees…. I focus on what could be…. I focus on you. Your perfect lips, your enchanting eyes. I focus on your words… Your soft laughter. The way you calm my mind… The way you steal my breath. I focus on you… There can only be you… From this point on… With hands upon the floor, I lower my head, exhaling… Wishing and hoping you will be there when my eyes once again open……

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Love From A Monster

Love From A Monster

There is so much I want to say, to tell you… So much I want to show you, for you to experience. There is so much I want you to understand. But I don’t want you to change… I want this moment to be frozen in time… I want it to never end. For us to be happy and for us to know love. For you to never see the monster within. The darkness of my soul. For you to never look upon me in a different light.…

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Will You Love Me?

Will You Love Me?

Will you love me till I am old and grey? Till I can no longer walk, till I no longer can keep us safe? Will you love me till I am frail? Will you remember the good times we had when we were young and thrilled? Will you love me when my muscles have withered and shrunk away? When my head goes bald and I am no longer stronger but afraid? Will, you lay beside me and keep me warm as I have done for…

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To Kneel

Kneel not in servitude… Bow not in obedience… But to take an oath… To surrender unto fate… To devote one to a cause… To hold honour instead of shame… Bow out of passion, desire and love. Kneel before what is right. Never surrender who you are just because. Never obey because its the law. Lend not your blade to a cause in which never ends… Take a step down a road of wisdom… Not of vengeance… A…

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In These Moments

There is a beauty within the moments before you first speak. A wonder when those eyes lock, a magic to how the lip quivers, the stomach moves as if possessed with colour and passion. You become consumed with what comes. Is it love or friendship? Is it all you had hoped? Or Regret? It is in those moments you notice every curve upon a soft cheek. The Chisel of the jaw. You become seduced by the…

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My Love & My Friend

My Love & My Friend

Your eyes captivate my soul, and the beauty of your mind refuses to let me go. The way you laugh, giggle and chime, snares the heart and enchants all which that is mine. I cannot stop gazing upon thee, always wanted to get closer it seems. The thought of your touch, the tenderness of your kiss. To hold you oh so close and always stand in bliss. To see as you see, to think as you think, to see…

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Forever & Always Your's

Forever & Always Your’s

This is to you, my love… To you my friend, the other half of my soul, my beginning without end. This is to the one I never want to let go, the one I always want to hold… This is to the light that fills my life, that has cast away the shadows of night. This is to the one that has taken away the pain. This is to you my love from the deepest part of me… From the deepest reaches of my soul. This is…

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Tormented

The infliction of never knowing consumes me with dread… Never knowing what is to come next in my head. Never knowing if you love me true. Or if this is a world of insanity left upon the dew. I sometimes see things with clear thought. The colours linger before without a single fog… I smell the sweetness of your touch… Yet there are those times in which it’s unbearable to trust. I doubt the love…

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To Say Goodbye To Yourself

To Say Goodbye To Yourself

To say goodbye is always the hardest of things. To say it to a lover is near impossible, the same as a sister, mother or brother… Yet to say goodbye to yourself is something else… For can you do such? To say goodbye to your mind and whom you were? To say goodbye to that in which gave you self-worth… Goodbye to all you have been, to what you knew was the truth… For it to end? Where do you…

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