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Nothing is scarier than fasting and then having a binge nightmare that feels so realistic you wake up crying
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if i'm not under 64kg tmr i'll start self harming again
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goals for september (cw 64.4)
september 5th - 63
september 10 - 61
september 14- 59.5
september 25 - 56
september 30- 54
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september
start - 2nd september
day 1- weight - 66kg lowkey felt like shit cos i ate a lot then decided i'm gonna get skinny before school and have a glow up so i have to stay committed now so i hope to be 60kg by the end of the month
day 2- weight - 64.4kg no idea how i dropped this much omg probs cos i have diarrhoea LMAO but wow not even close to my lw tho so i gotta keep going dont i haha i ate 300 calories and wanna kms i ended up binging cos i'm fucking dumb
day 3- weight- 65.5kg wow i gained a lot but it's ok i'm gonna fast today - 18 hours in so far and yeah just pray to god i lose more tmr i also got a fever from the covid vaccine so i'm burning more calories this way too and i might exercise to get my heart rate up and sweat so yay fasted and faked eating successfully!!!!
day 4- weight - 64.3 kg wtf lmao but currently 34 hours into my fast which is actually alright and i'm gonna try to keep fasting.
day 5: it's been more days than that but i was in the hospital but i'm 63.3kg
day 6: weighed myself i ate 800 cals last night so i'm 62.9 which sucks but i'm sure i can lose that and i have to lose it by monday cos i'm seeing my psychologist again n i have to be skinny for her so i'm gonna fast until monday nvm cos my mum said she'd return my clothes so i ate 600
day 7: i think i skipped a day but i've been at my friends and i've eaten like a bit probs around 700-900 cals but i weighed myself on my friends scale and weighed 62???? so new low weight??????
day 8: it was on my friends scale so its probably inaccurate yesterday but i weighed myself and i'm 62.9 again i cant do this shit fr let me just die jesus
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