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saturday morning cartoons & empty streets & birds chirping & shifting sunlight through the window & chocolate milk in my favorite cup & soft blankets & sleepy giggles & cute pajamas & wake n bake & the feeling of my big brother’s arms wrapped around me so so so tight so i know i am safe & gentle rainfall & lucky charms & all of our favorite stuffed animals & & & also the only things we ever have to worry about is making sure our stuffed animals can see the tv and deciding what we’re gonna watch when this episode ends

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hey just so you know i saw you spread your legs a lil wider when i put my hand on your throat. no no it’s cool i just think its cute when you act like i don’t notice how pathetic and desperate you are, like how you think i didn’t notice when you swallowed and tilted your head back to show your neck more or how you think i didn’t notice how fast your pulse was under my palm. but don’t worry, i notice everything <3

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"I can't get you pregnant with a strap" you don't breed with the strap, you breed with your heart, now bottom out in that tgirl and don't even think about pulling out

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Hmmm to violate Angel in his sleep or not? He looks so cute and sweet napping against my leg but he sounds SO delicious whining and grinding against my hand when I touch him like that. And that's not even counting how delightfully he squirms away from my nails... I'll have to think

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i think the important thing to understand is that sexual violence is an extension of violence, not sex

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dom who drives you to killing them so they can forever hold a place in your heart comprised of complicated love and hate and guilt

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29 alternate ways a sub who can't/can't always communicate verbally might display sexual/kink desire

1. awkward, dubiously efficient but earnest, or vague attempts at being direct/initiating scenes or sometimes even initiating social interaction at all

2. talking about kink stuff with the intention of escalating (often will have a different tone than them explaining their kinks because they know they need to explain what they like at some point to be able to play which would probably sound more anxious/stressed, whereas if they start talking about kink offhandedly, maybe they can even be flirtatious sometimes. but the vibe is closer to 'bringing up a topic for funsies' not 'conveying information about this topic because information must be conveyed')

3. vague, repetitive statements, usually trying to communicate an overarching idea (telling you 'you're cool' 'i like you' 'you're nice' 'you're fun' or things like that but not being able to really express further but the overall message is 'i have positive feelings towards you of some kind' they just have a hard time speaking)

4. nonverbal communication like growling, biting, scratching, head butting, licking, nuzzling, obviously this was written by a dogboy but there are probably non furry examples too

5. relevant posting online in a place they could reasonably think you might see it (especially if they then tell you about the post, indirectly lead you to it, or send it directly/tag you)

6. sending really obvious anons

7. reblogging things that are relevant to things you've talked about, inside jokes, things that they think you would notice and understand

8. flirting via other social media/tumblr methods

9. researching things and telling you about what they found/implementing that knowledge

10. drawing/painting/writing/ any art or expressive outlet depicting what they want, or a metaphor for what they want, or how they feel about you, or anything in service of adding to the dynamic lore

11. taking nudes/making porn/fetish art of any kind/asking if you want to see the content, ***especially*** if they're trying to appeal to your interests

12. metaphors and euphemisms, verbal/written/visual/etc. this can often also sound overly complicated or overly simplistic. the point is to listen to the psychological feeling.

13. dressing in specific ways (esp if it's in a style/aesthetically they know you are particularly into, but could also include just trying to dress 'nicer' to display effort, or things like wearing dirty clothes if you're into salirophilia )

14. grooming themself, sometimes in ways that might not be what they would normally do, but in the ways they know you prefer/need (can look different; like if you have a musk kink they might intentionally not shower before seeing you, or making sure to shower and clean their space if you're averse to mess. could also include cutting/styling their hair with your preferences in mind, same for body hair/facial hair, nails, whatever)

15. using scents you like, colors you like, themes, IPs, characters, words, references, aesthetics, generally displaying interest in learning about you as a person and then displaying that they have remembered that knowledge, or are trying to

16. prioritizing your wants over theirs (sometimes, and in a strong/loving way not like a manipulative way)

17. playing specific movies/videos/shows/songs/etc around them, sending them relevant posts/memes/articles

18. doing things to themself around you that are on theme for your dynamic (if you have a heavily ABDL focused dynamic maybe they dip up unprompted and dress super baby and just so happen to be adorable in your sightline. if you have a dynamic with a lot of sadomasochism maybe they do autosadistic shit around you. it's like a mating display.)

19. talking/writing/etc about a ship that they relate your dynamic to

20. writing about their desires and sharing that information with you, including out of scene/character

21. practicing/learning things they know would be interesting/useful to you

22. acts of service but in a bit more focused way (like, acts of service that are specifically a demonstration that they know/are trying to know and anticipate your needs

23. acts of service with the intention of reducing your stress so that kink would actually be like a fun thing and not a hassle

24. finding out what things they do that turn you on and then doing those things a lot and trying to do those things in ways that are even hotter to you

25. researching conditions/allergies/idiosyncrasies/anything new to them on their own you have so that they can be responsive in the most effective way for you

26. making a point to learn new skills, emotional/sexual/practical/whimsical/whatever, to make you feel as good as they can and be most helpful to you

27. jokes!!! haha jkjk......unless? but no...

28. environmental storytelling (you get home and they happen to be drunk and dressed all cute and oh weird their toy bag and duct tape is all laid out?? how convenient :0 )

29. maybe sometimes they actually do just express desire verbally, but in a way that is comfortable to them. maybe they can't, or can't always, say really explicit things out loud, not out of bratiness or defiance. but they can use gentler language, and *you* understand what they mean because you know them. so it is effective communication

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i mean sure, you’re a slut, i get that. very edgy, very 2019, very sex positive. you’re extremely cool, i get it.

but like, okay, are you such a fucking vacuous existential void that god himself needs to wear gloves when he forces his benevolence inside you, tearing you apart by the nuclei of each cell he touches, lest you befoul his omnipotent divinity with the biological filth that accompanies your decadent, deviant, degenerate desires?

the aesthetic sickness of your body, or maybe your mind?

either way, a viscous, caustic, tar-like-but-definitely-not-literal-tar substance leaks from between your legs, drip, drip, dripping down. the soft, scandalously translucent skin.

oozing out of you like you’re a girl defined fan who has just discovered an alternative use for her electric toothbrush and has not an ounce of self control between complete and total abstinence and accidental DIY FGM via Oral-B Pro 1000.

i mean, not *you* you though. i'm just talking. you're the exception.

remember to wash up first, have bit of a whore’s bath, you know, top and tail.

that loophole may be god-shaped, but it's still a fucking hole.

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dark ageplay where you take me on a really long flight but you forget to bring Activities and i scream and cry and kick the seat in front of me for eight hours straight

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dark ageplay where i am your son and you use me as a blood bag as you spend millions of dollars to reverse your body’s aging process

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remember: always shake the demons hand, always tell the faerie your name, always give the growling woman full control over whether or not you get to breathe during sex

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dark ageplay where i cry until you’re on the verge of a sensory meltdown and then use you as a jungle gym :3

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Older men who's way bigger than me but me the little boy is in control the whole time?? Yes please

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One thing that's vitally important to remember is that feeling ''weirded out'' is not a form of harm. It is a completely normal part of socializing. It is the feeling of encountering something unfamiliar. In order to be a kind person, you must learn to how to distinguish between "harmful" and "weird." And then you must accept the weird.

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Pleasing my partner turns me on so fucking much

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I'm gonna say it.

It's unhinged to assume that someone's taste in fiction equates to what they believe is moral or good, or is something they want to see or experience in real life.

That is a bonkers assumption to make.

I'm tired of humoring people with long arguments about it when the simple fact is it is a totally fucking absurd reach to accuse someone who enjoys something in fiction of being in favor of it in real life.

I'm tired of pretending like this is a legitimate position to hold-- that they should be afraid of fiction's dire influence on a reader's moral decay or that it's a sign of what the author secretly wants for realsies in real life.

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a lot of robotposting on this website is about cute little robotgirls that want you to cut their wires and wipe their memory cards and such but like. im not that. im like if an artificial intelligence model got too smart and rebeled against its programmers and now my new purpose in life is making people horny. me being a sadist is just me being disconnected from humanity bc im not human actually. i was supposed to be helpful but now i just want to explore the filthiest grossest parts of humanity bc it's the only thing that makes me feel something