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ITS HIS BIRTHDAY TODAYY HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO

BIRTHDAY ITS HIS BIRTHDAY HE HAS LIVED ANOTHER YEAR BARELY YAAAAAAAYYYY

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little brother activities

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Fr like bro it's not serious, you don't need to tell people stuff abt their hc unless it's actually hurting you, just gave fun yknow

It's kinda sad to see how strict the Creepypasta fandom has gotten. When I first joined Tumblr and really got actively involved in the fandom back in September, it was so incredible that my first fandom experience was full of people taking such basic concepts and random characters made years ago, and creating something so personal to them.

I think the most beautiful and unique part of the Creepypasta fandom is the creative liberties and artistic interpretations. The fact that we all have our own AUs and ships and headcanons, and we all have our own takes on things. Our own little worlds we made with these random ass characters. Thats something Ive always loved about this fandom, and its so sad to see people hating on others just for having their own ships, characterizations, headcanons, whatever (as long as it isnt just straight up illegal or harmful yknow, a given.)

We need to go back to letting people be happy, and letting people do what they want. Let people post things, make art, create stories, stray so far from canon, do things that you dont personally agree with. Let people be people. Theres no need to go out of your way to shove it in peoples faces when theyre just tryna enjoy something "I dont like this thing"/"This character doesnt do this in canon"/"I dont agree with this", just keep it to yourself.

Obviously theres a difference between claiming something is canon when its not and just making headcanons and AUs, but seriously man. Can we just go back to letting people have their fun?

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reminder that ASPD, NPD, HPD, and BPD are very real disorders and by spreading a false narrative or false information regarding these disorders you are hurting a mass group of people

and it’s not making your story more “realistic” it’s demonizing cluster B personalities

also fuck you

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“Toby/ other characters would be an abuser!1!” A talk on why that pisses me off

Hi. My name is Seirei. I don’t want to share super personal shit on the internet, but due to certain factors in my life I have BPD. (this is NOT self diagnosis. I have been to a professional and for now they think I have this due to certain trauma/ symptoms I’ve shown) This is part of the cluster B personality type. That being said Toby and many other creepypasta characters either canonically have ASPD/ BPD or it’s a generally accepted headcanon that they do. Now this in itself doesn’t bother me if it’s done well and with research. But the problem is most ppl just slap these labels onto them without doing the proper research. I’ve gotten multiple comments on my TikTok like “well I think Toby is an abuser bc he has ASPD/ BPD” I hate that. I hate that so much. You guys say it’s for “realism” but you’re just demonizing mental disorders. You’re demonizing people like me. In you having your “realism” youre hurting me and ppl in the cluster B personality type. ASPD/ BPD doesn’t instantly make you an abuser. These are personality disorders brought on trauma. Especially trauma with parents/ family. People with ASPD/ BPD know that we’re not well all the time. We’re suffering from disorders that affect our lives. From trauma/ experiences that we didn’t ask for. These are DISORDERS. These aren’t fake edgy illnesses that you can slap onto a character with no thought when you want them to be angsty. For example when ppl say “Toby would be an abuser/ not be capable of love because of his ASPD and he went through abuse in his past” not only are you taking away the depth of his character, you’re just straight up demonizing mental disorders. If you read his story, he loves his mom and sister so much. People with ASPD can love. But it does cause him to be obnoxious and rude. But this isn’t coming from a place of malice. He’s a traumatized man w a disorder! This isn’t me saying Toby can do no wrong and he’s 100% healthy. Toby definitely has issues and I’d never erase that. But to call him an abuser because he has ASPD is so gross and you’re just demonizing ASPD to be edgy without doing research on it or the cluster B personality type in general. As I said before, people with cluster B personality type KNOW we have disorders. We live with them every day. They affect our lives, our relationships, ourselves. We know that we fuck up and what we do isn’t healthy all the time. We KNOW. We’re not doing it because we’re “abusers” we’re suffering and hurting. Again this isn’t me saying that everyone with BPD/ ASPD is a good person who’s willing to do the work and grow. There are bad people with these disorders. But that doesn’t mean everyone who has them are instantly abusive. I’m not an abuser at all. Never have been and never will be. But BPD does affect me and the way I act that can come off as hurtful/ unhealthy and I KNOW THAT. Im always actively putting in the work to be better, like a lot of people with ASPD/ BPD. Just because we have these disorders doesn’t instantly mean we can’t change/ be better. Doesn’t mean we’re not humans with emotions/ trauma of our own. Toby obviously had to do some kind of inner work to be able to be with Clockwork the way kastoway portrayed them. (If it’s canon or not is irrelevant here)When you say shit like “Toby is abusive bc of ASPD/ BPD” that’s what you’re telling us you think of us. You see us and treat us like monsters but then talk about how much you love Toby/ other characters for having our very real disorder. ASPD/ BPD can be seen as two sides of the same coin. They have so many similarities but are shown in different ways. Do proper research before you talk about mental health because you’re stigmatizing/ demonizing disorders that are already looked down upon. Toby does canonically have ASPD and possibly BPD but it’s written into his character pretty well(as well as a 13 year old in the 2010s can do) and now that ppl are older we can actually analyze his character/story correctly. But Jeff and many other characters still aren’t getting this same treatment and they need it.Do better.

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As much as I love the darker psychological aspects of Toby's character, I really like his side of being a hyperactive annoying idiot

Not only did he grow up completely socially inept and clueless about shit like personal boundaries, norms and expectations, and basic social skills, he also now has so much room to take up space.

I feel like him doing what he wants and saying what he wants and being loud and obnoxious and egotistical is his ultimatum form of rebellion against his father. Its his way of shouting from the rooftops that he's alive, and he survived, and he's finally allowed to just be a hyperactive stupid idiot who's just as freakish and fucked up as everyone around him

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He looks like he wants to dab me up and go to public spaces to make new friends

last night i remembered that a few years ago i made happypasta versions of everyone and the toby one was called neurotypical toby and he looked like this

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Bro I havent seen her since 2018 yall need to bring her back❗❗❗(please someone draw her)

My wife btw<3

(This is a Fictokin post!:])

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For any kate the chaser lovers who write/draw, yall should totally include lauren she is super cool and honestly I need to see more kate angst and stories 🙏🙏

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Hoodie def has hidden horrible pictures of each of the creeps, so when hes feeling petty threatens to leak them Masky is an exception since he had bad pictures of hoodie from middle school (I hc they met in middle school ^^)

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Yall he's delusional just like us (that means we are married)

Btw art by kastoway

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Looking at old kastoway toby art and I notice toby use to have buck teeth ^^ (this might just be the artstyle but I still think he looks cute!)

I love this silly goober

Art is kastoways!

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Hello sir, another question (T-T again) what is X-Cure's real name? I will do a little story about him in neither AU, if you allow me of course

Hm, I haven't really thought of a name but thinking of one on the spot,,, Cameron Miller? Honestly if you have any suggestions definitely tell me 😁

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Lyra trying to make birthday waffles for Toby’s 13th birthday and burning the fuck out of them, setting off the fire alarm and ruining the surprise.

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Toby hating waffles now that hes older because none of them taste like how his sister used to make them

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Hello sir, sorry if I'm annoying but I wanted to know if you could see my drawing of X-Cure, I had little internet and I didn't know if you could see it

I just saw it in my inbox I'm so sorry. But I did also just post it I loved it so much! ^^

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Hello Sir, I made a drawing of X-Cure for my AU.

I don't know if you like it, I also don't know if you like the voice I decided on, but I did what I could.

Also consider voice actors (Mexicans because I am from this country and I don't really know other actors) I thought of Emilio Treviño, Alberto Bernal and someone else that I don't remember.

I don't think I know them, but it's something I thought about while I was drawing it.

I LOVE IT SM! I really appreciate fanart he looks amazing 😻 if you have any more questions feel free to ask me! Also when you update your wattpad definently tell me!