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Funny, we’re all just laughing our asses off yeah.

For the most part, everything did survive but. Maybe check up on Shelldon’s console. Please. And don’t tell Shelldon.

I thought I saw you skulking out of medbay. Still alive then?

- @genius-built-donatello

Aha. You must be mistaken, I was in the Medbay this entire time, my guy. Genuinely have no idea what you’re talking about.

And no I’m actually dead, this is my ghost speaking right now.

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I thought I saw you skulking out of medbay. Still alive then?

- @genius-built-donatello

Aha. You must be mistaken, I was in the Medbay this entire time, my guy. Genuinely have no idea what you’re talking about.

And no I’m actually dead, this is my ghost speaking right now.

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So glad I left the Medbay before I can hear anything because 1: I don’t think Don would want to see me of all people literally anywhere and 2: I don’t wanna hear what shit they’re talking about since it’s not my problem nor do I care. So I’m just going to leave and come back in like 2 hours or something.

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[She jolts slightly when the pillow is placed next to her but after realizing what it was she takes it and hugs it close, resting her chin on top of it. She rubs both her eyes with one hand and sighs.]

Yeah.. alright.

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[She stops herself from shooting back and protest that she wasn’t scared even if it was a lie. Yarrow sits there for a minute, she can’t give in so easily but if she refuses…]

…maybe. I need time.

[Her voice was low and quiet, less freaked then before. She didn’t know if she could even that promise.]

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[Yarrow flinches, backing up a bit in the cot. Is she lying? Is this a trick? What if the Kraang was still in her? But didn’t Don take care of that? She only stared at the ground, almost scared to look up. She doesn’t know if anyone else would think that way, who would?]

I… don’t- know..

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[Her eyes widen.]

…family?

[She slowly looks to the side then to her own hands, processing what Nova just said. How could she think that? Does Nova know what she did? She tried to kill her, how could she consider a monster her family?]

But-.. you barely know me. I tried to destroy you. Don’t you hate me? I-

[Yarrow could only stare at her knees as she hugs herself tightly. She couldn’t even keep one family, why doesn’t Nova hate her like everyone else did? She’s just there. She has no family. Who would want to be with someone like her.]

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[yarrow-remains]

Bold of you to assume the Kraang can’t get into certain things, lesson learned.

[She looks back at Nova a little confused, her cold expression faltering when she asks her question.] What do you mean?

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[She smirks cruelly as she points finger guns at Nova.]

Oh-ho-ho! You bet. I gotta say… it was one tough fight without my axe, I almost finished the job. But don’t worry, I won’t make the same mistake next time… that’s a promise.

[Yarrow flinches slightly when she heard herself. Wow. Harsh much? What the hell is wrong with her? She’s going way too far into her father’s mindset. Does Nova even deserve this treatment? She looks away, trying to mentally resolve this conflict.]

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[Her hands clench tightly. Why did this conflict her? Seeing Nova in this pitiful state, it almost makes her feel bad. Almost. She tilts her head, look and tone still the same.]

Feeling bad? You remember what happened?

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[Yarrow has been watching Nova with a death glare. She woke up from her nap around when Nova was looking through the logs. She positions herself so that she’s sitting on the edge, the hate in her eyes never fading. Yarrow lifts an eyebrow when she speaks in a cold tone.]

Wow, he really did fix you. Somewhat.

[when they get back she helps Donnie with Retro, silently sneaking away when she was done. she walks into the medbay, multiple thoughts and questions eating at her as she pulls up the logs, looking though them. she goes to when her memory cut off, finding a log from Donnie. she looks into it more, eyes shrinking when she reads through it. scared, she looks through any other logs after Dons, noticing Yarrows and skimming it. she backs away from the logs, thinking back to Shelldons shoulder and the broken doors shes found. she puts a hand up to her still broken eye, backing into a wall and sliding down it. there was still some kraang in her. it was still in her system. shes still a parasite. a monster. she hurt her family. how could Don even look at her?? how could anyone??

she whimpers, her knees moving up to her chest as she stares into the floor, clawing at her glitched right eye]

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[Yarrow wakes up in her Medbay cot. She looks around at her surroundings spotting who she thinks is named Darner on another cot and no Retro to be seen. She sits up feeling different pangs of pain in different places despite there being no injuries there. Suddenly she realized some of her stuff was in her wreck of a room so she gets up, holding her gut, and makes her way to her room, using the wall as a guide.]

[Once she was there, everything was a mess. Almost completely destroyed. She stumbles into the room fast, collapsing to her knees so she can dig out anything. She finds a sleeve of a jacket and pulls it out, dusting it off. It had a few new holes in it but it was otherwise ok so she puts it on, hugging herself once it was on. She continues her search to soon find her boots and realizes she only had socks on this entire time since that fight. After putting on her boots, she spots something else, making her walk over and move stuff around to find the console and gaming controllers that Shelldon gave her. The memory plays out in her mind of how she got the console. It was.. nice.]

[Without a second thought, she takes anything she can find that was apart of the gaming console set up. Once she was done, she returns to the Medbay with the gaming things in hand and puts them next to her cot. She sits down and examines the console to check for damages; it was nothing too serious, she’ll just fix it if it does end up bugging out. Yarrow sighs in relief as she puts down the console next to the cot and lays down, falling asleep content.]

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[Yarrow glances up at Shelldon confused and surprised but also relieved. Her grip loosens and her leg stops bouncing. She gives him a small nod as acknowledgment before spacing again. She felt like she didn’t deserve this mercy, like if she continued the argument she would’ve ended up talking to someone else other than Don. The thought makes her look behind Don where her father stood, why was he there?]

I will! Because you didn't have a reason, there literally was no reason to- I could've fixed it on my own, I didn't need- ugh-

[He's still examining the arm, not noticing her unease. His shoulders are tense.]

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[Yarrow hugs herself tight, listening quietly as she looks down trying to hide the guilt and fear. She didn’t want to speak, not when she didn’t know what to say. Would she apologize? Would she take sides? Would she fight more? Nothing she said would help the situation so she just stays silent. She just wanted the world to stop even if it was just for a moment.]

I will! Because you didn't have a reason, there literally was no reason to- I could've fixed it on my own, I didn't need- ugh-

[He's still examining the arm, not noticing her unease. His shoulders are tense.]

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[Yarrow sits back up again, dropping the act with a serious tone. She kept a straight face with a furrowed brow despite the spiraling emotions and the disorienting feeling inside.]

Don, don’t be angry with Shelldon. I did it on my own accord even though he protested against it so that is on me. The wiring I did was not meant to be permanent anyway and I just left the important parts to you. Yell at me. I just did it because… uhm..

[She clenches and unclenches her hand as she tries to think of another lie. She was only twisting the truth, she just needed one more lie. She didn’t know why she was defending Shelldon. Why did she even fix his arm in the first place? No matter the reason, she couldn’t show any weakness.]

[He steps back from Yarrow a bit. He had finished dressing all of her injuries. He was a little proud of himself :3.]

How do you feel now?

@genius-built-donatello @s-hell-d-o-n @yarrow-remains

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[She looks between Don and Shelldon. She decides to lighten things up with a short sigh in case things do end up going downhill. Yarrow pats Shelldon on his shoulder, pretending to be sad.]

Well Shelldon… [Her other hand gestures to the cot she’s sitting on.] this is my deathbed now.

[Yarrow lets go of his shoulder and falls back dramatically onto the cot, acting like she just died. Her eyes were closed and her arms were sprawled out on the cot. She tried not to recoil from the pinch of pain in her spine and ribs in order to keep up the act.]

Remember me, Shelldon.

[He steps back from Yarrow a bit. He had finished dressing all of her injuries. He was a little proud of himself :3.]

How do you feel now?

@genius-built-donatello @s-hell-d-o-n @yarrow-remains

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[She rubs the side of her head, confused.]

When the hell did that happen- oh- wait ok, I remember now nevermind. It isn’t that bad though, it’s literally fine. Now when can I go back out? Is Nova still out there?

[Yarrow moves so that she’s sitting on the cot’s side edge. She’s readying herself in order to immediately get up when her questions are properly answered. She kept her head down so that she didn’t have to look at the bright lights in the Medbay.]

[He steps back from Yarrow a bit. He had finished dressing all of her injuries. He was a little proud of himself :3.]

How do you feel now?

@genius-built-donatello @s-hell-d-o-n @yarrow-remains