easybreezy91298

[easybreezy91298]

It will always be you.

Till the sands of time cease to flow and the tides no longer touch the shore, your hands are the only ones i wish to hold and your eyes the only i wish to gaze upon.

The second i seen you my soul became entwined with yours.

From the moment we met my heart was bound to you forevermore.

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So i did a thing.

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Remember we shared our scars with each other and I never thought I would receive one from you too.

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the intimacy of sleeping together, but not in a sexual way. the intimacy of feeling the warmth of their body in a cool room. their hands hugging you tightly. the intimacy of synchronized breathing. sleepy half-kisses. feeling safe. feeling warm. waking up and realizing how much you love them. how precious this is. finding the happiness on the tip of your fingers, brushing their hair. closing your eyes again. pulling closer. falling asleep.

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Ghosting doesn't work on me, imma text you again.

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You didn’t just lose me—you lost access to a heart that would’ve burned the world just to keep you warm.

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I'm sorry you had to meet this broken version of me. I'm sorry for being a mess.

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I talk with the moon about you, you know?

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I’m always thinking of you, I hope you’re always thinking of me

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My wounds have yet to fully heal.

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I can't love anybody anymore; you're the only one that I ever want. I compare her to you; she has never won. Now I want to just be all alone.

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The way we ended it, you know it makes me sick. How two people once could be so in love. Now we never talk.

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I go round and round in circles,

these words spinning back to the same place.

It’s you.

It’s always you.

You fill the quiet,

the in-between moments,

the spaces I forget to guard.

And I want to tell you

all the time,

every time.

But I remind myself I can’t,

not anymore.

So here I am,

again and again,

writing the things I’ll never say,

Typing messages

that will never reach you.

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“I pray for your happiness like I pray for mine.”

Except I don’t.

I pray for your happiness more.

For your health,

your success,

your peace.

For forgiveness to find you

and for Allah to hold you close.

I pray for your protection

from harm, from sin,

from paths not written for you,

from hearts that don’t deserve yours,

from men who won’t love you like I do,

from men who aren’t me.

I pray for us.

For ease in what’s difficult,

for love to remain gentle,

for blessings to fill the spaces between us,

And mercy that lasts a lifetime.

I pray for a home together—

for a life of shared laughter,

a house full of little squishys,

with your smile and stubbornness,

the coolness of our eyes.

I pray to grow old with you,

days spent in foreign streets,

nights wrapped in each others arms.

I pray I’m never deprived

of the warmth of your presence,

of the beauty you carry in your soul.

I don’t pray for my happiness.

I pray for you.

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We both waited for the other to speak, and in that waiting, we lost it all.

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I want romance. I want laughter. I want the 3am love making. I want consistency. I want loyalty. I want the random looks of admiration. I want to know you're just for me. I want date nights and flowers. I want truth. I want priority. I want love that's pure and calming.