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MEALSPØ

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I don’t wanna liveeee - lana del Rey ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

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Before and after thinspo

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IM BACK!!!

hey yall i’ve got my year 12 formal coming up in september so it’s time to lock in.

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btw i haven’t been active for a hot minute, lol anyway im back hehe

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oh lol that haven’t even started on the diagnosis for my eating disorder yet💔 like i’ve been going through an ‘initial assessment’ for a few months now😜 AND FUCK ME I JUST GOT ON THESE MEDS AND APPARENTLY INFLUENCRS WEIGHT GAIN?!?! FUCK YOUDHFIISENNRJ .

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so guess who’s been diagnosed with a severe case of depression that’s probably been stuck with me for a few years cause i was too stubborn to get some fucking therapy.. and i’m on antidepressants so feeling numb 😍 on the plus side, being numb is a feeling i’ve always wanted.. so pfft yolo

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when i close my eyes, i wish they were glued shut and i died because of it

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not even losing anything like ANYTHING anymore. just pain 🤝

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walked my dog today and cried because i hadn’t stepped foot outside my room for weeks 🤝 pfft anyways how are you all doing?

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doing the 19:5 fasting ratio 😽 will update where i can

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only on the first but yeah 😽

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alcohol helps with sleeping issues for some (maybe most) people 😜 thought i’d share that but calories on the other hand 😡