idc what the cast say (love you jeremy & ayo), carmy thought about sydney to help soothe a panic attack and promised he'd never leave her again. i refuse to be platonic about this.
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sammy fak my new beloved
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a forewarning that i'll tag anything i reblog with the bear spoilers as the tag
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marking myself as unsafe from the first episode of season three
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anyoneĀ whoĀ followsĀ meĀ onĀ myĀ otherĀ blogsĀ mayĀ knowĀ iāveĀ recentlyĀ beenĀ absentĀ everywhereĀ becauseĀ iāveĀ beenĀ gettingĀ sober.Ā fiveĀ weeksĀ tomorrow!Ā asĀ wellĀ asĀ recoveringĀ fromĀ threeĀ procedures.Ā Ā iāmĀ nowĀ easingĀ backĀ intoĀ writingĀ onĀ myĀ many,Ā manyĀ characters.Ā thisĀ blogĀ currentlyĀ sitsĀ at:Ā Ā
drafts:Ā Ā 14.
inbox:Ā Ā 11Ā Ā (Ā butĀ youāreĀ welcomeĀ toĀ keepĀ sending.Ā )
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PROMPTS FOR THE GRUMPY VS SUNSHINE TROPE
* Ā assorted dialogue for that great dynamic between a guarded character and a warmer character, adjust as necessary
GRUMPY CHARACTER
do you ever stop smiling?
life sucks. get over it.
no one ever listens to me. at least, not until you showed up.
i didn't ask for your opinion.
there are more important things i should be dealing with.
i don't talk about my feelings with anyone.
that was a little uncalled for.
i didn't mean to talk your ear off.
i work better on my own.
what did you say to them to get them to listen?
i don't want to talk to you. in fact, i don't want to talk to anyone.
can you just leave me alone?
i never said i would help you.
you can't just talk your way out of problems.
everything was fine until you showed up.
now if you'll excuse me, i have better things to do.
what's so great about this place, anyway?
my opinion doesn't matter anyway.
i don't have time for "fun."
i just want to get this done and go home.
that's never been up to me to decide.
do you stick your head into everyone's business, or just mine?
if it's all the same to you, i'd prefer to be alone.
no one asked you to get involved.
i don't have a choice. it's my duty.
you're interrupting me again.
can we talk about this another time?
you've been listening to me talk for an hour now.
how do you stay so positive all the time?
i'm perfectly content just the way i am, thank you very much.
can't you see they're taking advantage of you?
SUNSHINE CHARACTER
i wish you would just listen to what i have to say.
i have to try and stay positive. it's the only way we get through this.
nothing good can come from constant negativity.
i believe in myself because no one else will.
i've seen what happens when the bad outweighs the good.
we just have to stay strong.
you never know what someone is going through.
i am capable of more than you give me credit for.
i don't think you're a bad person.
there's so much more to life than this.
you catch more flies with honey than with vinegar.
have you tried being nice to them?
a compliment goes a long way.
i choose to be kind.
i just don't see the point in staying silent.
i'm just trying to look out for you.
there's no need to be rude.
we could work together as a team. did you ever think about that?
if you need my help, i'm here for you.
you should smile more often.
i wish you would just be yourself.
for what it's worth, i like who you are now.
we don't have to fight all the time.
being soft is not a weakness.
i want to make this work between us.
despite all that, i'm still here for you.
if you ever want to talk, i'm here to listen.
you're not as bad as you make yourself seem.
i've never seen you that way.
i've come to care about you.
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iĀ donātĀ Ā ā¦Ā Ā tryĀ Ā &Ā Ā iĀ neverĀ stop.Ā Ā Ā youĀ wonātĀ seeĀ meĀ coming,Ā Ā andĀ youĀ wonātĀ feelĀ aĀ thing.
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TEXTING STARTERS
Letās text! feel free to make edits to better suit your museās voice/typing style/contact names, but please donāt edit or add on to the original post. š
[ text ] are you awake?
[ text ] itās been three days! why havenāt you been answering your phone?
[ text ] are you ignoring me?
[ text ] can you let me in? Iām out front.
[ text ] are you okay?
[ text ] I miss you.
[ text ] are you at home?
[ text ] did you get home safe?
[ text ] where are you?
[ text ] what did you do?
[ text ] how did you get this number?
[ text ] can we talk?
[ text ] hey, is this [ name/wrong name ]?
[ text ] are you drunk?
[ text ] do you also hear thunder outside?
[ text ] text me when you get home safe.
[ text ] are you in my kitchen??
[ text ] stop lying to me!
[ text ] what the hell happened?
[ text ] why do you only text me at 3am?
[ text ] okay, thatās it. Iām coming over.
[ text ] do you want to come over?
[ text ] stop shutting me out.
[ text ] come over.
[ text ] are you lost?
[ text ] do you want to talk?
[ text ] rough day, huh?
[ text ] can you bring snacks on your way here?
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JEREMY ALLEN WHITE
for Entertainment Weekly (November 2023)
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todayĀ isĀ aĀ greatĀ dayĀ toĀ thinkĀ aboutĀ howĀ fuckingĀ observantĀ carmyĀ actuallyĀ is, despite him also showing blatant obliviousness in other areas.Ā heĀ caughtĀ sydneyĀ giveĀ hisĀ chefāsĀ jacketĀ noĀ moreĀ thanĀ aĀ fewĀ secondsĀ glance,Ā andĀ remembered.Ā heĀ heldĀ ontoĀ that,Ā beforeĀ buyingĀ herĀ herĀ veryĀ ownĀ customisedĀ thomĀ browne version.Ā weāreĀ notĀ evenĀ gnaĀ throwĀ inĀ theĀ factĀ heĀ wasĀ literallyĀ sellingĀ denimsĀ toĀ affordĀ stuffĀ forĀ theĀ restaurant.Ā whatĀ didĀ heĀ sacrificeĀ toĀ getĀ sydneyĀ this?Ā andĀ iāmĀ supposedĀ to,Ā what,Ā beĀ normalĀ aboutĀ them?
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#PROTAGCNISTS ā independent, highly selective, multimuse rp blog.
::: a study in ::: underestimation, being haunted by the past, complexities of the heart, fierce loyalty, finding your way back, chaos, martyrdom, the things we do to each other, breaking the cycle, & more. ā feat. original & canon characters. written by jess.
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random sentence prompts
Ā ā from various tv shows, part 6
you saw me as someone worth saving.
i didnāt want what happened to change the way you saw me.
weāre gonna get through this. we kind of have to.
sometimes our mistakes follow us.
in fact, i did not start out a bad person.
gloryās fine. revenge is more fun.
as usual, i make the wrong decision.
i was scared. iām just tired of being scared.Ā
all that rage is bad for your complexion.Ā
you are so sweet and naive and dumb.
curious. how many more rock bottoms are you going to have to hit before you start taking care of yourself?
i used to think a lot of shit matters.
talking makes things real. and real things end.
i wanted to be a part of your world. but i didnāt know your world was like this.Ā
iām so sick of people telling me who i am.
the guilt of it all. what are we supposed to do with that?Ā
i donāt want to be afraid anymore.
itās like i always used to need someone else to make me feel whole.Ā
you didnāt let me down.
youāre this fiery, passionate person.
weāre working to stop the monsters and to stop people from turning into monsters.
itās important to have an exit plan thatās more than just an exit.
maybe itās not so bad when youāre the one holding the knife.
at least i know who i am.
iām nobodyās guiding light.
i don't belong to anybody.
i was alone. surrounded by people, but still alone.
rise and shine, weāre in hell.Ā
this is the worst itās been. that feeling in the pit of my stomach.
youāre going dark on me again.
if youāre bullshitting me, i donāt care.
i never wanted to be the bad guy.
why did anyone ever do shit for me when all i ever did was let them down?
look at you, always standing in my fucking way.
your memory is likeā¦ lethally selective.
what if we end up making each other freaking miserable?
what if i hurt you? iāve hurt people before. very badly.
for what itās worth, iām proud of you.
youāre the future, kid. never forget that.Ā
i guess i just want it to make some kind of sense.
however this plays out, iām seeing it through with you.
youāve done a lot, no question. but there is always more.
you believed in me when i didnāt.
this may shock you, but not everyone here likes you.
this place makes you face your demons or something, and turns out, your demons are really fucking ugly.
maybe in the end itāll be me and you trying together.Ā
maybe it makes me selfish. i donāt think it makes me wrong.
thereās a whole world out there for you. go. fight for it. be brave.
i'm talking the greater good. doesn't always have to be what's best for everybody.
it doesnāt matter how shitty they are. it still fucks you up when theyāre gone.
sometimes, someone comes into your life at just the right moment, you know?
stop being mad at me for wanting a different future.
youāre not like the others. but you know that, donāt you?
this isnāt pressure. itās winning.Ā
i want a life where we can justā¦ be.Ā
the worst has already fucking happened. i donāt think iāve got it in me to be that scared about something that could be good.
we canāt save anyone until we save ourselves.
if youāre with me, i need you to say it.
what gives you the right to choose who lives and who dies?
i donāt know how this is going to end or what happens to me, but for whatever itās worth, i am with you.Ā
why am i always doing bad things in your dreams?
you donāt trust anybody else to take care of things.
enough people have died.Ā
tell me you didnāt kill anyone. if you say it, iāll believe you.
thank you for believing in me.Ā
i donāt wanna die.
i was just following your lead the whole time. we all were.
iām not a hero. iām just helping a friend.
i donāt think this is goodbye.Ā
you need someone to help get you there, and you have to get there.
iām sorry you met me, but iām glad i got to know you. iāll never forget you.
canāt i just blame everything on my mother and be done with it?
the whole worldās haunted.
i did monstrous things.Ā
youāre happy. which youāre allowed to be, in case you didnāt know.
just because someone saved your life doesnāt mean you have to live the rest of it for them.
it is not up to you to carry everyone else.
put your trust in other people. in me.
sometimes, helping hurts like hell.
i just wish sometimes i had a map to figure you out.
itās a crazy world out here, full of people who sometimes disappoint us, but itās damn beautiful.
iām sorry. small words for something so big.
what do you live for? living takes effort now, it takes everything. those still alive have their reasons.
the world is nothing without hope.
think about what you want. what you truly want.
the bad things we do must be done. we carry that burden so the others donāt have to.
iām gonna screw with your life just like the way you did with mine.
this place, itās safe. itās good for everybody.
we take what we got, and we make it work.
they changed the game, so we change how we play.
oh my god, you killed him.
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"Ā Ā āø»Ā Ā iĀ thinkĀ youĀ thinkĀ thatĀ soundsĀ a lot moreĀ reassuringĀ thanĀ itĀ is,Ā Ā whichĀ itĀ isnātĀ byĀ theĀ way,Ā atĀ all.Ā justĀ inĀ caseĀ theĀ fuckingĀ heartĀ -Ā attackĀ iāmĀ about to haveĀ wasnātĀ clearĀ enough for you.Ā Ā "Ā Ā aĀ possibleĀ šššššššššš.Ā inĀ fact,Ā thereāsĀ noĀ realĀ DOUBTĀ thatĀ itĀ isĀ andĀ whileĀ quietĀ voiceĀ isĀ tryingĀ toĀ tellĀ himĀ toĀ calmĀ down,Ā itāsĀ nowhereĀ nearĀ asĀ catastrophicĀ asĀ youāreĀ lettingĀ yourselfĀ believe,Ā itĀ isnātĀ loudĀ enoughĀ toĀ beĀ heardĀ overĀ theĀ soundĀ ofĀ hisĀ ownĀ bloodĀ pumping.Ā jamieĀ appearsĀ theĀ veryĀ šš©š¢ššØš¦šĀ šØšĀ ššš„š¦Ā whileĀ carmyĀ isĀ theĀ completeĀ opposite,Ā fingersĀ drummingĀ aĀ nervousĀ patternĀ againstĀ apronĀ -Ā coveredĀ chestĀ beforeĀ raisingĀ higherĀ toĀ pinchĀ noseĀ bridge.Ā heāsĀ outtaĀ hisĀ comfortĀ zoneĀ here.Ā noĀ ššššššššĀ šššššššššššš,Ā justĀ likeĀ newĀ york.Ā atĀ leastĀ inĀ chicagoĀ heĀ knowsĀ howĀ toĀ šµš®š»š±š¹š²Ā himself.Ā thatāsĀ whatĀ growingĀ upĀ inĀ theĀ berzattoĀ householdĀ taughtĀ him,Ā butĀ awayĀ fromĀ that,Ā anxietyĀ alwaysĀ creepsĀ in.Ā Ā "Ā Ā iāmĀ notĀ great.Ā iāmĀ notĀ fine.Ā howĀ amĀ iĀ supposedĀ toĀ tellĀ rupertĀ mannionĀ halfĀ theĀ opposingĀ team,Ā orĀ whateverĀ theĀ termĀ is,Ā ateĀ half theĀ shit i cooked?Ā Ā "
@yeschhef // sc !
"I'm tellin' you, it's fine. It's great. There's no problems." Jamie shakes his head, waving his hands in an outward motion, palms facing down. He's got his usual smirk on his face, absolutely not worried about the position they're in. He's been in worse - he's gotten himself out of worse. "All good, mate. Believe me."
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andĀ ifĀ theĀ questionĀ isnātĀ unnervingĀ enough.Ā Ā āø»Ā Ā theĀ wayĀ herĀ eyesĀ remainĀ focusedĀ entirelyĀ onĀ bladeĀ collectionĀ certainlyĀ is.Ā lipsĀ rubĀ together,Ā aĀ momentĀ takenĀ toĀ trulyĀ šššššššĀ beforeĀ heĀ slowlyĀ startsĀ toĀ nodĀ inĀ response.Ā Ā ļ¼Ā Ā uh,Ā yeah.Ā yeah,Ā iĀ guessĀ iĀ do.Ā orĀ atĀ leastĀ iĀ usedĀ to.Ā iĀ loanedĀ itĀ toĀ someone.Ā Ā ļ¼Ā Ā thoughtsĀ ofĀ tinaĀ thrivingĀ onĀ theĀ courseĀ heĀ sentĀ herĀ onĀ bringĀ theĀ faintestĀ ofĀ smileĀ toĀ hisĀ featuresĀ andĀ heĀ straightensĀ outĀ clothĀ inĀ hisĀ handĀ toĀ fold.Ā Ā ļ¼Ā Ā everyĀ goodĀ chefĀ needsĀ aĀ goodĀ knife.Ā wouldnātĀ beĀ ableĀ toĀ doĀ halfĀ theĀ shitĀ weĀ doĀ withoutĀ āem.Ā Ā ļ¼Ā Ā mostĀ ofĀ theĀ onesĀ hangingĀ upĀ wereĀ useless;Ā Ā bluntĀ Ā &Ā Ā overused,Ā butĀ theirĀ budgetĀ doesnātĀ quiteĀ stretchĀ enoughĀ toĀ findĀ replacementsĀ justĀ yet.
@yeschhefĀ ā”ād for a starterĀ (still accepting)Ā !
"you have a favourite one of those?" she asked, eyes fixed to the knives that lined the wall, having been silent for long enough.
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