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yeh bijli board walon ko kya takleef hai?? Do boondein nahi girti ki yeh bijli kaat lete hai?

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I have exams. I spent the past few days reading To Pay A Debt and let me just tell you @kale-theteaqueen I LOVE YOU❤️❤️❤️. YOU ARE SO TALENTED!! IVE LITERALLY NEVER BEEN SO INVESTED IN A PIECE OF LITERATURE EVER!!!!!

Girl, I’m so happy about you writing for nesta week. I’m literally OBSESSED with all of your works. I would like to ask, if you have any snippets for to Pay a Debt for WIP Wednesday, it’s definitely one of my favorites nessian fanfics. Anyways, thank u for giving us the best of the best of what Nesta and Cassian truly deserve. You’re amazing 💗

I'm having so much fun this Nesta week!!!! I just started drafting the next debt chapter, so here's a tiny snippet:

WIP Wednesday

"What have you done?" Cassian snarled, siphons pulsing.

His voice was cold steel, deadly, and full of violent promise.

"What have I done?" Devlon countered, his own fury in his gaze. "Your mate put my family in danger."

The words boiled his blood, distorted his thinking. It didn't matter that this male had taught him everything he knew. It didn't matter that they were standing in Naomi's new cabin, nor that he would pay a high price for attacking the Lord of Windhaven. He was going to kill him-

"He's been here the whole time, General," Naomi said, voice cracking from her tears. "He would not betray me."

"So he claims."

Devlon's lip curled at the idea of such a crime, and Cassian's eyes tracked as the male angled his body in front of his sister, just so.

As if Cassian would ever-

"Enough," Rhys' voice called from the entry way. "It wasn't him."

Cassian turned his head, and the rage that gripped his entire conscience faltered, at the sight of his brother, and who he held in his arms.

"Mama!" Mellie cried, reaching out her arms.

Naomi let out a soft sound, desperate relief and fear wrapped into one, and moved around her brother to clutch her daughter to her chest.

"It wasn't him," Rhys repeated, holding Cassian's gaze, if only to keep him steady. "It was Iron Crest."

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Stay tuned!!

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One thing that’s frustrating as an introvert is something that makes perfect sense in your head but when you explain it turns out to be VERY confusing for some people, and they completely miss the point of what you’re trying to say. And you don’t understand WHAT they’re not getting about your point and you just get stressed because they throw random accusations at you and it sucks and and and-

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Why do I always feel guilty and embarrassed all the time ? It's not like I kill people every hour and bury them. Fucking annoying to live with this inherent guilt and embarrassement

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oh god yes!!!! I never thought of that before!!! This is going to be my permanent headcanon. Mama Archeron thought it was Nesta!!! I mean Feyre's relationship with her mother is non existent of course it was supposed to be Nesta!!!!! OP I LOVE YOU

Mama archeron had no time for her youngest child Feyre yet also asked her to take care of the family on her death bed

Mama archeron was delirious with fever when she asked Feyre this

Mama archeron’s favoruite daughter was Nesta who looks most like Feyre

And I’m meant to believe she did not think it was her eldest daughter she was talking to on her deathbed rather than Feyre, you know, the daughter who was going to marry a duke to elevate the family’s wealth

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my head feels like it's filled with lead and i have my psych practical exam tomorrow

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PERFECTION🤌✨

Moments in the Evolution of Nesta Archeron

For @nestaarcheronweek 2024 Day Two: Metamorphosis

Nesta Archeron is five years old.

She is sitting primly beside her mother, watching her talk with all of her father’s partners.

To one, she is sweet, doting – everything a gentile wife should be.

But to another, she is fiery, unafraid to tease.

To the third, she is quiet, reserved, entirely seen but not heard.

And each one cannot take their eyes off her. They follow her around the room, hungry, guiltless in their desire, even with her father standing at the head of the parlor, laughing jovially.

“Why do you pretend, mama?” She asks, afterwards.

Her small mind cannot comprehend why her mother would act so differently than her normal self. To father, she was always soft, and very in love. There was never a need to argue, or to be entirely silent. Or any of the different variations of her that Nesta witnessed this afternoon.

“Men desire different types of women,” Her mother answers, without looking up from the embroidery she’d resumed after the last of father’s guests departed. “A lady must be able to become each one, to please them. To become a wife, it is an essential skill.”

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not to mention the fact she is the one who brought change in the lives of the priestesses, even when she was imprisoned. It was her who insisted and supported Emerie in earnest. Her, Gwyn and Emerie even revived a long dead army, no thanks to the IC. The IC had been saying over and over that change comes slowly but look at that. One woman(that they all hated) brought more change than their sorry asses were ever able to.

Yes, of course, we should throw this person into the Court of Nightmares when we see her suffering after a war which killed her father and nearly killed her too. Right after she was thrown into the Cauldron and turned fae against her will.

Yes, of course, I'll even have the nerve to suggest locking her up in the dungeons of Hewn City. But kicking her out of the court and banishing her to the human lands where her kind is killed on sight will also do. Heck, I'll even make up laws for it.

Yes, of course, I'll agree with you when you suggest that we ought to put her on house arrest, make her train and make her work in the library for 0 salary to help her control herself.

CLEARLY, this person is an irredeemable monster with a wretched, black soul.

And when she falls down a fleet of stairs, I'll just watch. And tease her the next day.

Have a good day! 😇

ps - I try not to sound very harsh here but I'm just too annoyed to care right now. I might delete this later!

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my patience for my mother is running thinner and thinner everyday. I feel like slapping people who say we need to be more understanding and have compassion, she doesn't mean it, she has bipolar. i used to believe all that too but tell me why do my sister and I have to yell at her to go to a psychiatrist and get medication?? this doctor was the first she had been to and you could see a change in her behaviour, of course, there was still a lot of work to do but at least she wasn't aggressive and violent. at least we didn't walk on eggshells all the time, too afraid to set her off. but she would just dismiss everything he said. He's crazy she'd declare because he rightfully called out her horrible behaviour. the meds he prescribed makes her feel heavy, well, then tell him that and he'd change it but nope. please do therapy sessions along with medication, brush me off like I'm invisible. then she heard about a psychiatrist an old friend of hers goes to so she too decides to switch doctors. that other doctor has set her entire progress back to where we started. that guy is hell bent on slowly letting her leave her meds even though he has been told over and over that she gets scary without them. all he does is shrug away all that she says but today when we said that she should go to the doctor we first went too she is vehemently against it. Says they are heavy. we said we'd tell him to change them but no. it's like I'm suddenly transported to 5 years ago when I literally spent hours telling her, reassuring her that she'd be fine. if she goes to a psychiatrist or a psychologist she wouldn't we called crazy. that she had our complete support. so much money is spent every month on her meds and that's fine but it's not okay if she simply refuses to even attempt to get better. she immensely enjoys when I spend hours to console her and voice my support of her. seriously, I've seen her expression. she loves the attention. And I know you shouldn't say such things. Mental illness is not attention seeking behaviour but i am tired. I'm exhausted. I'm 19 and never once in my life have I felt comfortable and happy with her as my mother. Never have I felt cared for and loved by my own fucking mother. She refuses to even try to bring about a change in her lifestyle. We've insisted so many times that she does not need to do any household chores whatsoever(she already doesn't do anything more than 1-2 chores). She just needs to focus on herself but no. In her free time she breathed down our neck. I can't even bring my own fucking friends at home because she behaves horribly. I already don't have any close friends at all because I can't bring myself to tell them about how lonely I feel when it comes to my mother. I'm tired. I'm tired . I'm tired. I don't care how hard I have to work but as soon as I leave this house I'm not coming back.

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All that chapter and the stan's reaction to it tell me is that these ✨feminists✨, ✨badass✨, ✨ mental health advocates✨ would readily forgive and can overlook SA as long as they find the man doing it attractive. They need therapy.

Rhysand stans have chapter 54 memorized likes it’s the goddamn bible which is why it’s impossible to have a genuine discussion with them about rhys’s character.No I’m not asking you to recite rhys’s 20 page retconning monologue Im asking you if you think it was ok for him to treat feyre the way he did UTM.Please try forming your own thoughts and using your own words 🤗.

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previous summer vacation to Dharamshala and McLeod Ganj ✨

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can't believe I made something this pretty

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My psychology project. I was simply asked to make a poster on anything psychology related, when I was browsing online to find a topic I liked, i thought, why don't we ever read about the theories or discoveries by women? I mean literally. Every discovery I study about in my syllabus is given by a man. That sent me down a rabbit hole of research papers that were written by women.

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I am haunted by this book.

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I don't know why the photo is crooked but the rangoli looked bomb that year