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is this anything

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dan "i've done everything in saltburn twice" howell

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The dean niall voice was such a turn off btw. Never been less attracted to him

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what makes you think it’s an engagement announcement and not just a hard launch of their romantic rs? either way I’m so ready

it could just be a hard launch of their romantic relationship! and i won't be sad if it is. and even if it isn't an engagement announcement i think that a wedding sometime this year is still in the cards.

from the bottom of my fucking heart i have been so convinced that they wanted to get married for over seven years now!!!!!! and that was BEFORE dab and evan visited the howlters for the holidays and got engaged immediately followed by dnp going to visit the lesters for the holidays!!!!!!

they're sappy! they're fucking sappy! there's no more dan solo things to focus on instead and they met fifteen years ago in june. they met irl for the first time fifteen years ago this october. if there's ever going to be a time for a wedding, it's now.

and they've been boiling us! they've been increasingly open about their relationship! my pattern recognition is going fucking nuts over the way they've been acting bc it's so similar to 2018/19 but they're already fucking out.

and they've clearly been so happy with how things have been so far, out but not so far out that their relationship becomes the focus for mainstream conversations/widespread media coverage.

so what big reason could they have for hard launching their romantic relationship? WEDDING. i swear to god. one day i will be right about them getting married and when it happens i will never shut the fuck up for the rest of my life.

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2012 | 2024

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silly mspaint dnp doodle !!!!!

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okay it's been a long ass time since i put together a dnp-related rant on tumblr but today is worthy of it jesus christ

Phil has seen every single version of Dan starting with when he was 18 ;__; If we are reduced to tears for the bits and pieces of Dan we’ve had the privilege of seeing, imagine the emotions for someone who has truly seen it all. He’s been w Dan literally thru every stage; before/during/after law school, depression, working together, moving 3x w one another, etc. I can’t imagine how emotional it would be to watch someone’s ups + downs for 13 years and then come out triumphant with a beautiful stage show. Like.. Phil is really someone who has seen Dan through his entire adult life. The beginning of it, the present, right up until the end.

We get emotional making comparisons of WAD to 'Hello Internet' because it's really unique to have your development as a person just pasted all over the internet. But all we have ever known is Dan's internet persona. Sure, we get pieces of his personality and we have a gist of what he's like, but we don't know him the way Phil does. Their connection is unfathomable and Phil knows him in a way no one ever will. We've heard of Dan's perspective going through challenges, struggling with existential crises, dealing with depression, seeking therapy, etc. We've heard those anecdotes after they happened; Phil lived it with him. Which is why I think today is just that important to Phil.

Phil got to see 'Hello Internet' before it was even posted onto YouTube for the first time. Fuck, he gave Dan advice and encouraged him to post for the first time. He supported Dan from the start. He has seen everything that we haven't, and now that WAD has come to a close and it's on YouTube forever, it's all come full circle. From helping Dan with his first YouTube video to sitting with Dan to watch this beautiful stage show on that same channel, Phil has been there with and for him since the beginning.

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imagine:

It’s 2021, Dan is 30 and Phil is 34. They haven’t been active in almost a month when you see a video posted on Phil’s channel called “The End of an Era”. The thumbnail is plain black. Heart in your throat, you click the video. Phil is sat on the grey sofa surrounded by cardboard boxes. He looks rigid, formal. He won’t look at the camera. “Hey guys, sorry I haven’t uploaded in forever. I’ve been…busy. Packing.” He swallows and shifts in his seat. “You see, I found this great little place just outside the city. Bigger than this, but still cozy.” He takes a breath and looks up. “Basically, I wanted to let you know that I’m not going to live here anymore. So obviously my videos will be a little different, and I’m still figuring out what I can bring and all that.” Phil wrings his hands together agitatedly. “I’m really…really going to miss this place…” he says softly, voice cracking on the last word. “But things just aren’t going to work out. That happens, sometimes.” He suddenly slaps his thighs with finality and makes to stand up. “Alright, well I just wanted to let you know, and I appreciate your understanding. It will probably be a while before I see you again because I’ll be…” He rakes his hands through his hair. “…figuring stuff out.” He takes one last shaky breath, says “Bye, guys.” and walks off camera. A few seconds pass. Suddenly Dan pops his head in from the left. “Oh, and I’m going with him.” he says with a cheeky grin. He holds up a tiny onesie with a lion on it. “We needed more room for the crib and stuff.” You hear Phil burst out laughing and Dan starts giggling and whips the onesie off-camera. He looks back at you. “Bye, internet!” he says with a little two-fingered salute.

“See you soon!”

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🧡 EVERYTHING’S FINE 🖤 @danielhowell

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I often forget that not everyone reads gay fanfiction

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something so precious about how phil always supports dan :,)

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daniel 'yapper' howell himself not replying to phil's emotional comment & support with words,,, but instead an orange heart,, ohh

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ty ly bb 🧡

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I need dan and phil to get married so that non-phannies finally stop asking if they're dating

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