yoshifan456

[yoshifan456]

Hi there, I am going to dissapear from the face of the earth for a week.

I will feel the Tumblr withdrawal, probably, but I have no Wi-Fi and no time to scream about our favourite blorbos 😭, because I'm doing other fun things!

I will however catch up with everything I missed at the end of the week so feel free to keep tagging me and sending asks and commenting on my fics if you want to, I will come back to you, just not immediately.

Keep screaming about out blorbos and see you in a week or so!

[yoshifan456]

Haha whoops.

But yeah certainly with AI going around people seem to forget that you can get references from literally everywhere. And AI references aren't even good!

Some Tom Cruise characters I've made fan art of ! Barry Seal | Lestat | Stacee Jaxx | Vincent

[yoshifan456]

Exaxtly!

Please help me, I need creative input!

I'm invited to a bachelorette party next month. I don't want to go there but I have to because the bride is my sister-in-law.

I'm not out as nonbinary to any of the people there, I'm not even friends with any of them. I've never even seen most of them ever before. And I just know it will be extremely exhausting for me as a queer autistic introvert between a bunch of judgy heteronormative women.

Anyway, I'm thinking of ways of getting through that day easier and one thing on the agenda for that day is painting on wine glasses and door mats.

This is where I need your help: Do you have any ideas what I could paint on them? Like something low-key fandom related that's easy to draw? Or something queer?

[yoshifan456]

Sometimes that's all you gotta hope for. It's only one (part of a?) day, you can do it!

Please help me, I need creative input!

I'm invited to a bachelorette party next month. I don't want to go there but I have to because the bride is my sister-in-law.

I'm not out as nonbinary to any of the people there, I'm not even friends with any of them. I've never even seen most of them ever before. And I just know it will be extremely exhausting for me as a queer autistic introvert between a bunch of judgy heteronormative women.

Anyway, I'm thinking of ways of getting through that day easier and one thing on the agenda for that day is painting on wine glasses and door mats.

This is where I need your help: Do you have any ideas what I could paint on them? Like something low-key fandom related that's easy to draw? Or something queer?

[yoshifan456]

Ah that makes sense! It wasn't meant as a calling out, I just didn't remember him having that long of a finger whoops. But it makes sense if you use your own hand as a reference, I've done so myself too!

Some Tom Cruise characters I've made fan art of ! Barry Seal | Lestat | Stacee Jaxx | Vincent

[yoshifan456]

Ok so I saw Fallout with Tom and Chris commentating (the commentary is on YT, I won't post the link here in fear of it getting too widespread and taken down). I couldn't pause it during the thing because I had to sync up my phone with YT and Netflix with the movie, so I have to go of my memory, but these are some fun McQruise things I picked up on:

-Tom's in very much pain in Londen catacombs/parking spot/thing with stone arches, because it was just after he got back from breaking his ankle. McQ therefore redid the framing and blocking of the scene so Tom could lean on the table/didn't have to move around that much.

-Somewhere in the middle of the commentary, I don't remember where, Tom was expressing awe at a shot he found beautiful and he said 'McQuarrie' instead of 'McQ'. I automatically assumed that McQ was used in more genuine moments than McQuarrie and Chris in a more genuine moments than McQ, but maybe that has to be reconsidered. Because his 'McQuarrie' was absolutely filled with awe and love and somehow I get it. McQ was Tom's nickname but now everyone is using it too, so now 'McQuarrie' actually gets the added emotion 'McQ' may have had in the beginning.

-At the end of the movie, after the curtain call, they do their usual 'I appreciate you very very much schtick' to each other but when Tom starts, the biggest pause of the whole thing is at a moment that 'I love you' would have fitted so so well in. I don't know what he settles on exactly there (I think it's something like 'I greatly admire you/working with you') but I could feel the gap where the 'I love you' could have been. And the funny thing is, he does say 'I love 'person' ' in a completely genuine moment in the rest of the commentary, about Simon. And that's a sweet and cut off moment from the rest of the commentary, but he still said it. So him not saying it about Chris while he does say it freely about Simon might mean something, maybe that he's afraid he'll get 'caught' when he says it to Chris because he actually means it this time, but thereby he also puts attention to the fact he doesn't say it to Chris, so...

-At the far end they tell the known story of 'at the Paris premiere for Fallout we sat together and you [Tom] leaned over and whispered in my ear 'we can do better', but what Tom adds and Chris only barely acknowledges (maybe he hadn't wanted Tom to say it actually) is that at that premiere Heather was sitting on the other side of Chris. So Tom and Chris made sure to sit together at a premiere (they actually said they *always* made sure to sit together at a premiere), but also the person on the other side of Chris is his wife. So it's sitting next to your wife on the same time next to your coworker. There is no director!Chris and idk Chris!Chris at this premiere, he's literally doing both at the same time or being only Chris!Chris and if that's the case, why isn't one of his daughters there at his side and is it Tom...

-They are giggling and laughing a lot it's very sweet. I think it's a great commentary to just listen to in the background of doing things, because they are so genuinely sweet together I love them so much

[yoshifan456]

I love how you absolutely nailed Vincent's expression! That's so him!

And Stacee with the (a little long maybe but it's fine) finger downwards is also totally a pose I can see him do.

Some Tom Cruise characters I've made fan art of ! Barry Seal | Lestat | Stacee Jaxx | Vincent

[yoshifan456]

Ohw okay that's a challenge!

Ehm you could research flower language beforehand and pain flowers that mean something for the ships or persons you like. Pretend you're Mav and make a secret message for Ice, pretend you're Heather and make a secret message for Tom and Chris etc.

Otherwise you could play with pride flag colours. Just swirls and stripes and dots and dashes always look good and if you just so happened to use yellow and white and purple and black and those colours just happen to be the nonbinary flag, who's to know but you? And with those types of designs anything is beautiful and less is more, but you can totally focus on individual dashes and dots, I quite like to have something to focus on that's always gonna be pretty for events like this!

I hope you will have fun regardless of whether you wanted to go or not, and if you are not having fun then I at least wish you a very much Not Terrible day!

Please help me, I need creative input!

I'm invited to a bachelorette party next month. I don't want to go there but I have to because the bride is my sister-in-law.

I'm not out as nonbinary to any of the people there, I'm not even friends with any of them. I've never even seen most of them ever before. And I just know it will be extremely exhausting for me as a queer autistic introvert between a bunch of judgy heteronormative women.

Anyway, I'm thinking of ways of getting through that day easier and one thing on the agenda for that day is painting on wine glasses and door mats.

This is where I need your help: Do you have any ideas what I could paint on them? Like something low-key fandom related that's easy to draw? Or something queer?

[yoshifan456]

I can't stop thinking about how fucking hot McQ is!

I know, right!

I mean this guy got the glow up of the century it's insane. I mean look at him!

[yoshifan456]

I remember a line in a fic going something like

'Ethan didn't think telling her she tasted like her mom was the right move'

And yeah, that is absolutely nearly canonical.

Crazy that it just clicked for me that Max from the first Mission Impossible is Alannas mom. I was rewatching the first movie and when Kittredge tells Max that he's sure they can work something out that will keep her out of prison and then I rewatched Fallout and Alanna literally mentions her mom named Max. I just didn't get it the first time around. Hilarious that Ethan has been in the game long enough that he's not only flirted heavily with Max, but also flirted heavily with her daughter Alanna and been kissed by Alanna

[yoshifan456]

Omg I did forget the beard, sorry McQ, oh no sorry 'random dude who's totally not a stand in for McQ, no off course not'!

I know gossip media is usually nothing but bullshit but I couldn't keep away from it and now I've seen pics of Tom and Ana spending time together on a boat at the Spanish coast and I don't even know why but I'm kind of upset about it.

Omg exactly the same here.

And I know its irrational and not the place but I don't want to stifle my emotions so I've been accepting the dissapointment and kinda like dread creeping up on me for the last day.

Firstly though, these pictures say way less than the gossip makes them out to be. Tom goes on dates to the Eras Tour and Wimbledon with his friends Chris and Heather and a few years ago he went swimming with someone that was a dude (could have been McQ I don't remember) and paparazzi made pictures and the whole TG-discord was fawning over them yada yada. Anyway what I'm saying is that this isn't definite proof Ana and Tom are dating.

The source for the yucky feeling? I want to say it's that Tom's objectively too old for Ana. (Good news is tho that they probably met through filming that new movie and if they were to be dating at least it wasn't arranged by Scientology, which is always a good sign).

But really the truth is that it just hurts when my blorbo is not available anymore. And not to say I want him available for me myself (that dude is thrice as old as me and chews with his mouth open, nuhuh) , but more that I want him to be available for others. I know the McQruise thing is fictional and just for fun, but it gets so so so much sweeter if there is a legit curdle of hope buried in there. Hope that you will never ever expect to be fulfilled and are ready for it to be destroyed, but hope that's there nonetheless. And in the case of McQruise, it's a quite big kernel of hope, because Tom's still 'free' (and McQruise is a polycule so Chris is too in a way). So to have that hope snuffed out, even if you realistically knows it's not ever a viable thing to hope for, yes that hurts. Hope is a very dangerous emotion for many reasons, but it also makes life worth living and ships worth destroying your sleep rhythm for.

I remember having the same feeling when Tom Hiddleston got together with his girlfriend (although that might have been a bit more to the 'I just hope there is a gay dude in Marvel as highly regarded as Hiddleston who will change the world by getting a boyfriend' hope that got snuffed out, although that hope is very present too in McQruise for me).

And it's a double feeling because for one, you are in a parasocial relationship with these people and you are actively spending energy on hurting while they don't give a shit about you personally. And secondly, you are really happy for them. Or at least I was with Tom Hiddleston and I kinda maybe am with Ana and Tom if that's true (which for the record I still think is not true, also because idk it didn't feel like Tom was waiting/grasping for a partner in the marketing of the last few years to me, he seems perfectly happy working on movies (with McQ) all the time). Also they are both consenting adults (I presume and do think can say. I feel like Tom has respect for women) so if they want to have something like a fling (which I could see happening? Like some casual romantic hanging out now that he's maybe less busy with his movie making stuff?) or some fun times (I mean they are both incredibly pretty and athletic people I won't blame them if they want to have fun with that), I can only support them if that makes them happy.

Lastly maybe it's also the different sort of yucky feeling of seeing the gossip media talk about Tom and a woman AGAIN, especially since we in the McQruise bubble (I take it you are there too anon, whoops) are so desperately loving them and appreciating the totally real and visible admiration these two people have for each other. To see all the analyses we did on the BFI hug or the premiere red carpet hugs and then go to gossip media to see a blurry photo of Tom making a picture of Ana's foot (I think I saw that right) on a boat with Ana wearing only bikinis (I don't remember what Tom was wearing, I looked at it because I am cruel to myself and let me hurt myself, but then I guess I deleted most if the picture from my memory) while not looking at all like he's looking at McQ all the time, that stings. It just stings that we are so happy here with this ship and all the evidence and love, and that the rest of the world just doesn't see it. Instead they wane about how Tom wants to impregnate Ana so he can try again after Suri disavowed him (I read that take somewhere and it almost made me sick that somewhat legitimately wrote that down and wanted us to take it seriously)! That doesn't even fit in the future he is shaping for us he wants (which is not the strongest argument because people lie all the time and persona's exist and Tom definitely has a strong persona, but still you can't say Tom is working at least eight projects with McQ and then that he wants to get a child with Ana)!

So long story short, thanks for the ask, I'm glad someone else is feeling the same way.

Know and understand the feeling is uncalled for because it's a parasocial relationship, but that doesn't mean it isn't there and you should ignore it. It's okay to mope for a day or so about these rumors and the possibility that they are true. It's not okay to go and hate Ana or Tom now and I wouldn't recommend sitting in the yucky feeling for too long.

Sorry for rambling for so long, I hope you got something out of it😅😊

[yoshifan456]

He added the idea of pairing the training scene with the debriefing scene in instead of putting them fully after each other in TG:M I believe, which imo was a genius move.

That's very fair. I guess the only romance movie I want to see from him is pairing a character played by Tom with a greying professor type guy with glasses and a hearing aid. And then watch the gossip media STILL don't get it.

I know gossip media is usually nothing but bullshit but I couldn't keep away from it and now I've seen pics of Tom and Ana spending time together on a boat at the Spanish coast and I don't even know why but I'm kind of upset about it.

Omg exactly the same here.

And I know its irrational and not the place but I don't want to stifle my emotions so I've been accepting the dissapointment and kinda like dread creeping up on me for the last day.

Firstly though, these pictures say way less than the gossip makes them out to be. Tom goes on dates to the Eras Tour and Wimbledon with his friends Chris and Heather and a few years ago he went swimming with someone that was a dude (could have been McQ I don't remember) and paparazzi made pictures and the whole TG-discord was fawning over them yada yada. Anyway what I'm saying is that this isn't definite proof Ana and Tom are dating.

The source for the yucky feeling? I want to say it's that Tom's objectively too old for Ana. (Good news is tho that they probably met through filming that new movie and if they were to be dating at least it wasn't arranged by Scientology, which is always a good sign).

But really the truth is that it just hurts when my blorbo is not available anymore. And not to say I want him available for me myself (that dude is thrice as old as me and chews with his mouth open, nuhuh) , but more that I want him to be available for others. I know the McQruise thing is fictional and just for fun, but it gets so so so much sweeter if there is a legit curdle of hope buried in there. Hope that you will never ever expect to be fulfilled and are ready for it to be destroyed, but hope that's there nonetheless. And in the case of McQruise, it's a quite big kernel of hope, because Tom's still 'free' (and McQruise is a polycule so Chris is too in a way). So to have that hope snuffed out, even if you realistically knows it's not ever a viable thing to hope for, yes that hurts. Hope is a very dangerous emotion for many reasons, but it also makes life worth living and ships worth destroying your sleep rhythm for.

I remember having the same feeling when Tom Hiddleston got together with his girlfriend (although that might have been a bit more to the 'I just hope there is a gay dude in Marvel as highly regarded as Hiddleston who will change the world by getting a boyfriend' hope that got snuffed out, although that hope is very present too in McQruise for me).

And it's a double feeling because for one, you are in a parasocial relationship with these people and you are actively spending energy on hurting while they don't give a shit about you personally. And secondly, you are really happy for them. Or at least I was with Tom Hiddleston and I kinda maybe am with Ana and Tom if that's true (which for the record I still think is not true, also because idk it didn't feel like Tom was waiting/grasping for a partner in the marketing of the last few years to me, he seems perfectly happy working on movies (with McQ) all the time). Also they are both consenting adults (I presume and do think can say. I feel like Tom has respect for women) so if they want to have something like a fling (which I could see happening? Like some casual romantic hanging out now that he's maybe less busy with his movie making stuff?) or some fun times (I mean they are both incredibly pretty and athletic people I won't blame them if they want to have fun with that), I can only support them if that makes them happy.

Lastly maybe it's also the different sort of yucky feeling of seeing the gossip media talk about Tom and a woman AGAIN, especially since we in the McQruise bubble (I take it you are there too anon, whoops) are so desperately loving them and appreciating the totally real and visible admiration these two people have for each other. To see all the analyses we did on the BFI hug or the premiere red carpet hugs and then go to gossip media to see a blurry photo of Tom making a picture of Ana's foot (I think I saw that right) on a boat with Ana wearing only bikinis (I don't remember what Tom was wearing, I looked at it because I am cruel to myself and let me hurt myself, but then I guess I deleted most if the picture from my memory) while not looking at all like he's looking at McQ all the time, that stings. It just stings that we are so happy here with this ship and all the evidence and love, and that the rest of the world just doesn't see it. Instead they wane about how Tom wants to impregnate Ana so he can try again after Suri disavowed him (I read that take somewhere and it almost made me sick that somewhat legitimately wrote that down and wanted us to take it seriously)! That doesn't even fit in the future he is shaping for us he wants (which is not the strongest argument because people lie all the time and persona's exist and Tom definitely has a strong persona, but still you can't say Tom is working at least eight projects with McQ and then that he wants to get a child with Ana)!

So long story short, thanks for the ask, I'm glad someone else is feeling the same way.

Know and understand the feeling is uncalled for because it's a parasocial relationship, but that doesn't mean it isn't there and you should ignore it. It's okay to mope for a day or so about these rumors and the possibility that they are true. It's not okay to go and hate Ana or Tom now and I wouldn't recommend sitting in the yucky feeling for too long.

Sorry for rambling for so long, I hope you got something out of it😅😊

[yoshifan456]

As long as Liman doesn't want to make it TV-reality vibes like in American Made, I am hopeful for his direction (because Edge of Tomorrow is amazing).

And McQ doing screenply rewrites instead of fully writing the script on his own sounds like a perfect plan, I like how he can add amazing things to already existing stories like what he did for GP and TG:M.

Also just underwater horror movie sounds pretty cool. I feel like Ana can be an excellent scream queen and Tom's funny horror bits in The Mummy were the only good part of that movie so who knows? I hope they go all out and make it genuinely terrifying with a heart instead of just campy.

I don't know, they have to try really hard for me to see these two people in a movie and see them as completely equal (although that's also just how my brain is wired currently, that's not really their mistake).

I know gossip media is usually nothing but bullshit but I couldn't keep away from it and now I've seen pics of Tom and Ana spending time together on a boat at the Spanish coast and I don't even know why but I'm kind of upset about it.

Omg exactly the same here.

And I know its irrational and not the place but I don't want to stifle my emotions so I've been accepting the dissapointment and kinda like dread creeping up on me for the last day.

Firstly though, these pictures say way less than the gossip makes them out to be. Tom goes on dates to the Eras Tour and Wimbledon with his friends Chris and Heather and a few years ago he went swimming with someone that was a dude (could have been McQ I don't remember) and paparazzi made pictures and the whole TG-discord was fawning over them yada yada. Anyway what I'm saying is that this isn't definite proof Ana and Tom are dating.

The source for the yucky feeling? I want to say it's that Tom's objectively too old for Ana. (Good news is tho that they probably met through filming that new movie and if they were to be dating at least it wasn't arranged by Scientology, which is always a good sign).

But really the truth is that it just hurts when my blorbo is not available anymore. And not to say I want him available for me myself (that dude is thrice as old as me and chews with his mouth open, nuhuh) , but more that I want him to be available for others. I know the McQruise thing is fictional and just for fun, but it gets so so so much sweeter if there is a legit curdle of hope buried in there. Hope that you will never ever expect to be fulfilled and are ready for it to be destroyed, but hope that's there nonetheless. And in the case of McQruise, it's a quite big kernel of hope, because Tom's still 'free' (and McQruise is a polycule so Chris is too in a way). So to have that hope snuffed out, even if you realistically knows it's not ever a viable thing to hope for, yes that hurts. Hope is a very dangerous emotion for many reasons, but it also makes life worth living and ships worth destroying your sleep rhythm for.

I remember having the same feeling when Tom Hiddleston got together with his girlfriend (although that might have been a bit more to the 'I just hope there is a gay dude in Marvel as highly regarded as Hiddleston who will change the world by getting a boyfriend' hope that got snuffed out, although that hope is very present too in McQruise for me).

And it's a double feeling because for one, you are in a parasocial relationship with these people and you are actively spending energy on hurting while they don't give a shit about you personally. And secondly, you are really happy for them. Or at least I was with Tom Hiddleston and I kinda maybe am with Ana and Tom if that's true (which for the record I still think is not true, also because idk it didn't feel like Tom was waiting/grasping for a partner in the marketing of the last few years to me, he seems perfectly happy working on movies (with McQ) all the time). Also they are both consenting adults (I presume and do think can say. I feel like Tom has respect for women) so if they want to have something like a fling (which I could see happening? Like some casual romantic hanging out now that he's maybe less busy with his movie making stuff?) or some fun times (I mean they are both incredibly pretty and athletic people I won't blame them if they want to have fun with that), I can only support them if that makes them happy.

Lastly maybe it's also the different sort of yucky feeling of seeing the gossip media talk about Tom and a woman AGAIN, especially since we in the McQruise bubble (I take it you are there too anon, whoops) are so desperately loving them and appreciating the totally real and visible admiration these two people have for each other. To see all the analyses we did on the BFI hug or the premiere red carpet hugs and then go to gossip media to see a blurry photo of Tom making a picture of Ana's foot (I think I saw that right) on a boat with Ana wearing only bikinis (I don't remember what Tom was wearing, I looked at it because I am cruel to myself and let me hurt myself, but then I guess I deleted most if the picture from my memory) while not looking at all like he's looking at McQ all the time, that stings. It just stings that we are so happy here with this ship and all the evidence and love, and that the rest of the world just doesn't see it. Instead they wane about how Tom wants to impregnate Ana so he can try again after Suri disavowed him (I read that take somewhere and it almost made me sick that somewhat legitimately wrote that down and wanted us to take it seriously)! That doesn't even fit in the future he is shaping for us he wants (which is not the strongest argument because people lie all the time and persona's exist and Tom definitely has a strong persona, but still you can't say Tom is working at least eight projects with McQ and then that he wants to get a child with Ana)!

So long story short, thanks for the ask, I'm glad someone else is feeling the same way.

Know and understand the feeling is uncalled for because it's a parasocial relationship, but that doesn't mean it isn't there and you should ignore it. It's okay to mope for a day or so about these rumors and the possibility that they are true. It's not okay to go and hate Ana or Tom now and I wouldn't recommend sitting in the yucky feeling for too long.

Sorry for rambling for so long, I hope you got something out of it😅😊

[yoshifan456]

Ahh intriguing.

I do am happy too, I think she is a wonderful actress that could be so fun with Tom in a movie! I hope she's not his love interest and that they play with a more mentor/mentee role, not really because I don't want them to be together wherever, but because I think this pure no sexual mentor/mentee thing is so rare these days (I love me some Ethan & Lindsey and Benji & Paris for instance). But we can't do anything about it if they do are love interests and they are both pretty people so at least the images will be pretty.

I know gossip media is usually nothing but bullshit but I couldn't keep away from it and now I've seen pics of Tom and Ana spending time together on a boat at the Spanish coast and I don't even know why but I'm kind of upset about it.

Omg exactly the same here.

And I know its irrational and not the place but I don't want to stifle my emotions so I've been accepting the dissapointment and kinda like dread creeping up on me for the last day.

Firstly though, these pictures say way less than the gossip makes them out to be. Tom goes on dates to the Eras Tour and Wimbledon with his friends Chris and Heather and a few years ago he went swimming with someone that was a dude (could have been McQ I don't remember) and paparazzi made pictures and the whole TG-discord was fawning over them yada yada. Anyway what I'm saying is that this isn't definite proof Ana and Tom are dating.

The source for the yucky feeling? I want to say it's that Tom's objectively too old for Ana. (Good news is tho that they probably met through filming that new movie and if they were to be dating at least it wasn't arranged by Scientology, which is always a good sign).

But really the truth is that it just hurts when my blorbo is not available anymore. And not to say I want him available for me myself (that dude is thrice as old as me and chews with his mouth open, nuhuh) , but more that I want him to be available for others. I know the McQruise thing is fictional and just for fun, but it gets so so so much sweeter if there is a legit curdle of hope buried in there. Hope that you will never ever expect to be fulfilled and are ready for it to be destroyed, but hope that's there nonetheless. And in the case of McQruise, it's a quite big kernel of hope, because Tom's still 'free' (and McQruise is a polycule so Chris is too in a way). So to have that hope snuffed out, even if you realistically knows it's not ever a viable thing to hope for, yes that hurts. Hope is a very dangerous emotion for many reasons, but it also makes life worth living and ships worth destroying your sleep rhythm for.

I remember having the same feeling when Tom Hiddleston got together with his girlfriend (although that might have been a bit more to the 'I just hope there is a gay dude in Marvel as highly regarded as Hiddleston who will change the world by getting a boyfriend' hope that got snuffed out, although that hope is very present too in McQruise for me).

And it's a double feeling because for one, you are in a parasocial relationship with these people and you are actively spending energy on hurting while they don't give a shit about you personally. And secondly, you are really happy for them. Or at least I was with Tom Hiddleston and I kinda maybe am with Ana and Tom if that's true (which for the record I still think is not true, also because idk it didn't feel like Tom was waiting/grasping for a partner in the marketing of the last few years to me, he seems perfectly happy working on movies (with McQ) all the time). Also they are both consenting adults (I presume and do think can say. I feel like Tom has respect for women) so if they want to have something like a fling (which I could see happening? Like some casual romantic hanging out now that he's maybe less busy with his movie making stuff?) or some fun times (I mean they are both incredibly pretty and athletic people I won't blame them if they want to have fun with that), I can only support them if that makes them happy.

Lastly maybe it's also the different sort of yucky feeling of seeing the gossip media talk about Tom and a woman AGAIN, especially since we in the McQruise bubble (I take it you are there too anon, whoops) are so desperately loving them and appreciating the totally real and visible admiration these two people have for each other. To see all the analyses we did on the BFI hug or the premiere red carpet hugs and then go to gossip media to see a blurry photo of Tom making a picture of Ana's foot (I think I saw that right) on a boat with Ana wearing only bikinis (I don't remember what Tom was wearing, I looked at it because I am cruel to myself and let me hurt myself, but then I guess I deleted most if the picture from my memory) while not looking at all like he's looking at McQ all the time, that stings. It just stings that we are so happy here with this ship and all the evidence and love, and that the rest of the world just doesn't see it. Instead they wane about how Tom wants to impregnate Ana so he can try again after Suri disavowed him (I read that take somewhere and it almost made me sick that somewhat legitimately wrote that down and wanted us to take it seriously)! That doesn't even fit in the future he is shaping for us he wants (which is not the strongest argument because people lie all the time and persona's exist and Tom definitely has a strong persona, but still you can't say Tom is working at least eight projects with McQ and then that he wants to get a child with Ana)!

So long story short, thanks for the ask, I'm glad someone else is feeling the same way.

Know and understand the feeling is uncalled for because it's a parasocial relationship, but that doesn't mean it isn't there and you should ignore it. It's okay to mope for a day or so about these rumors and the possibility that they are true. It's not okay to go and hate Ana or Tom now and I wouldn't recommend sitting in the yucky feeling for too long.

Sorry for rambling for so long, I hope you got something out of it😅😊

[yoshifan456]

People mag have clarified they’re not together. It’s the only publication that managers use in Hollywood to get a message out. As expected it benefitted the marketing for their movies but they’re not a couple.

🥳

Also it seemed like their had a good time on that boat so that's fun for them too, I am happy for them for that, yippee!

[yoshifan456]

Hi, upset anon here again.. first of all thank you for such a long answer! Reading that was really helpful in sorting out my feelings.

To answer your question, yes, I'm very much part of the mcqruise bubble and if there's something like jealousy by proxy that's what I'm feeling I think. I just so much want the possibility to be real that he's romantically involved with Chris and Heather. Of course, rationally I want Tom to be happy no matter who he's dating or if at all but these pics hurt nevertheless.

And on the pics I saw it was Ana in a summer dress and Tom with a shirt and shorts doing something on his phone. It's really nothing and I feel a bit stupid for having these weird parasocial feelings.

Ahhh. My pleasure answering it, it's nice to parse through my feelings because someone else could be helped by it!

[yoshifan456]

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hi, you. yeah im talking to you. You like my stuff from time to time and reblog once and a while, and I always recognize you in my notes. we’ve never talked, maybe you dont like to say much or you’re nervous or something. it’s okay, whatever it is. 

I see you. you mean a lot to me. sometimes when I’m having a hard day, I’ll notice your name once again in my notifs and it makes me smile. im not kidding.

I don’t care if you’re a “ghost” follower or you send me asks all the time. i see you and I love you so much, genuinely and truly. you are really important to me. 

thank you. thank you for being there. <3