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“I was 12 thinking about killing myself. I am 21, still thinking about killing myself.”

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I haven’t met all of me yet.

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I don't know how many times I survived myself without telling anyone.

-V. J.

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Lovers II by Giulia Bersani

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simple & soft asks. send me a number!

What did you dream about last night?

What is your favorite color?

Do you feel more connected to the moon or the sun?

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?

Name a movie that makes you genuinely laugh.

When’s the last time you felt like you were floating?

What do you enjoy daydreaming about most?

Do you believe in guardian angels?

What’s a smell that reminds you of home?

What is something (or someone) you’re in love with?

Describe the memory of the last time you felt true happiness.

Name a song that makes you feel ethereal.

What’s your ideal summer aesthetic?

Talk about one of your most cherished childhood memories.

Talk about something exciting or good that happened to you this year.

Where do you feel most at home?

What is something you own that is important to you? What makes it so important?

Do you believe dreams have meanings or are they completely random?

Do you believe in love at first sight?

What’s the sweetest thing someone has done for you?

Do you believe in mermaids?

What do you like most about nature?

What’s your zodiac sign? Do you think you fit the general characteristics of that sign?

Are you more of a hopeless romantic or realist?

What’s a song that gives off good vibes anytime you listen to it?

Do you usually remember your dreams?

Have you ever written a love letter?

Name a book you don’t mind reading over and over.

Do you collect anything? And what are some hobbies you have?

What do you do to feel at peace?

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— 𝗝𝗮𝗻𝘂𝗮𝗿𝘆 𝟬𝟯 - 𝗮𝗹𝗺𝗼𝘀𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗴𝗼𝘁𝘁𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗲𝗻𝗱𝗲𝗿/𝘀𝘁𝗮𝗿𝘁𝗲𝗿 —

𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭 𝗶𝘀 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝘁𝗹𝗲, 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗺𝗲 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗹𝗱. 𝗜 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗶𝘁’𝘀 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟬 𝗱𝗶𝗱 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗯𝗲𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲. 𝗔 𝗵𝗼𝗽𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝗻𝗲𝘄 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗻𝗰𝗲𝘀. 𝗔 𝗴𝗹𝗶𝗺𝗽𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗷𝗼𝘆. 𝗔 𝗿𝗶𝗱𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁’𝘀 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗺. 𝗡𝗼𝘁 𝘀𝗼 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝗻𝗱, 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗱𝗲𝗹𝗶𝗰𝗮𝘁𝗲.

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I’m really working hard to be good at what I’m doing. I guess all my efforts will never be enough. Tanggapin ko nalang, di talaga ako magaling kahit saan.

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𝙏𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙎𝙃𝙀 𝙞𝙨, 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙛𝙡𝙖𝙬𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙛𝙖𝙪𝙡𝙩𝙨.

I’ve always been so insecure about my body. I always wish I am thinner. I always wish my complexion is fairer. I’ve been wanting to have fuller bust and wider hips. I always wish I am taller too, for I am such a small bean. I’ve been envious about other girls’ well defined curves, hoping I could be like them someday. But lately I’ve realized that I should start accepting all my flaws. I am now trying to build my self esteem; the confidence i never had. I’m still on a process, and a long way to go, but what’s important is, I can see a little progress.

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“Highly sensitive (introverted) people process their environments - both physical and emotional - unusually deeply. They tend to notice subtleties that others miss - another person’s shift in mood, or a lightbulb burning a touch too brightly.”

— Susan Cain, Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can’t Stop Talking (via wordsnquotes)