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you are 16. you are talking with a gay man in his 50s or 60s, a friend, huge and gentle with a scarf and short fluffy curls of gray hair, who has directed you in two plays staged in your mid-size artsy town. (he has not yet asked you to be in his production of The Laramie Project which will change your life. this conversation will also change your life.)

he is talking about theatre. he is talking about theatre when he was younger. he says, "of course, it was AIDS then." in the pause, you ask him. clumsy and quiet and 16 and "straight," you ask him. what was it like.

he takes a moment in which his face is not like a person's face. "there was a time," he says, "i'm not sure how long, years. when i went to a funeral every weekend." he tells you about two funerals in a day, and choosing between friends when you couldn't make it to both. he does not look at you, he looks at them. his wet grey gaze is so clear that you start to see ghosts. it will be years before you understand why it feels like your grief too. why the ghosts call you family.

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how does it feel knowing tumblr reposted you to instagram

WHAT

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anyone at GDQ: trans rights!

the entire crowd, every time: WOOOO!!!!! YEAH!!!!

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STARTING TOMORROW

Scientists in weather and climate are live streaming for 100 hours to make their case to the American public.

They are live streaming, but engagement is necessary for it to work. SHARE THIS WITH PEOPLE, RECORD THE STREAM, POST CLIPS OF IT THAT ARE FUNNY, if you can tune in, PLEASE DO!

This is something that has to be heard by as many people as possible. Put it on in the background! See if you can get other people to watch it! Do whatever you can do support those who are trying to be supported! Anything and everything helps!

TUNE IN HERE

article I posted screenshots of here

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i do think you have to be a bit pathetic to be truly hot

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What is Akira Kurosawa's best film? Cuz I've seen Rashomon and Seven Samurai and both blew me away. I might write more about this later.

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Friends have disrespectful sex and risky creampies these days, didn't you hear?

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Daydreaming about that first push inside you. Nothing makes me feel more like you're mine.

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this shit is soooooo infuriating to me like some people have trouble climaxing through NO fault of their own—maybe it’s a natural variation of their bodies maybe it’s medication side effects maybe it’s trauma—it’s actually really common and it’s something that makes a lot of people feel really ashamed and miserable… you haven’t “masturbated yourself into dysfunction” in fact masturbation often helps you get better at figuring out what makes you climax like !!!!!!! and even if you HAVE been hitting the vibe too hard recently you can always cool off for a week or two until you get in the mood again. your clit isn’t ruined forever. christ. this chewed-gum approach to sex simply does not have a basis in fact. pleasure is not a scarce resource

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I want someone to cockwarm me while watching smth with a rape scene and feel me get bigger and start throbbing inside them

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Do you have any tips for when a guy likes their neck being kissed? Like, if he likes that how could I take it further?

rip his throat out

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So many tboys in my asks asking if I like tboys. The answer is yes, dude. I like boys in general, and I like wet, willing holes, and if you have a tdick I can suck to overstim you that's even better

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How much of an ally am I? Well let's just say, I use NixOS.

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I need a dyke friend who makes the same lewd comments about girls we see and notices how pretty my hair and eyes are, so when I complain one night about how it's been dry recently and I just wanna cum she offers to help. What's a handjob between friends? But she gets surprised by how pretty it is, how lovely the feeling of thick, throbbing veins in her palm is, the noises I make and the aroma of my cum as it shoots up into the air and lands down on her hand. And later the night she shamefully remembers the feeling of my cum on her hands when she rubs herself before bed, and imagines, traitorously, of taking it inside her. And she never brings it up, of course, cuz who doesn't fantasize about fucking their friends? Especially pretty friends with big, pretty dicks? But she knows. And every time she meets another partner of mine she knows they've felt that same cock inside them and she feels just a little bit jealous. That's the sort of friend I need, I think.