yourderekbiebs-blog
yourderekbiebs-blog
your bbygirl, demi, loves you lukiss.
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Derek Bieber | 18 years old | my baby. Hello there, beautiful. I'm just another Bieber anon, but i'm here to make you smile all the way up 'till your eyes and laugh until your stomach hurts. If you're feeling down, or maybe just bored you can write me. I will always be here for you if you need me. I can be your bestfriend, shoulder to cry on or maybe boyfriend. ;) Keep smiling baby, we got this. I love you. KIK: yourderekbiebs. yourderekbiebs > yourcharliestcloud "Trust your heart if the seas catch fire, live by love though the stars walk backward." - Charlie St. Cloud, the movie. _______________________ Nessy was here.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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baby boy, i miss you like crazy. still can't believe you're gone.
i keep fighting for you. even though you broke your end of the deal, i'm still keeping mine. i love you lucas <3
-chelsea
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Everyday I fight. I fight for you Lucas. I'm staying strong for you.
- Louise.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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post a picture of lucas so we have something to remember him by?
I will not.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Hey baby, I miss you. you're were the awesomest big brother I could ever ask for. you kept me strong, made me laugh. now I know you're watching over me. I wish you were still here.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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You know, it's really difficult for me to live without you, Lukiss.
Hi baby, my guardian angel whose watching me.
Just in case you haven't noticed, I miss you very much.
It's me, your Demi. Your princess. Your ex girlfriend.
The only thing that breaks my heart the most is that you broke our promise. You promised you'd stay strong for me and your friends. That's what I'm mostly upset about. But the thing that kills me the most is that you're gone. I won't have anyone to keep me strong anymore. This is something I have to struggle with again. Being strong. I've been crying every night about you. And basically every minute of the day. It's hard to turn on the radio and listen to a love song and try not to burst into tears, knowing your gone and no longer in my sight. It's really depressing, y'know. Because for some reason, I feel guilty that you killed yourself. Because we didn't have the chance to stop you and tell you we loved you. Even though, I'm sure all of us had told you thousands of times that we love you so very much. This was too much to handle.. The idea that you're gone, I mean. You & I both know the crazy life I have, and now that you're not here.. It's like.. I can't breathe.
So tell me love, how do I breathe without you?
This mistake is permanent and cannot be undo.
So all I have left to say to you, Lucas, is: I love you so much. I know you're watching over me right now. You are my angel. And I miss you so dearly, love. I wish you had stayed.
I can no longer type anymore due to the tears all over my keyboard.
And I also deleted my Tumblr because all it did was remind me of you.
Jeg elsker dig, baby.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Hi mr perfect! When I heard what happen to you, I was very idk worried sad mad and yeah. I thought you were gonna be strong for me and you<3 but I will miss you so sang much baby & I love you so much bby~<3 you will always be in my mind and heart ok I always here. Bye baby
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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baby, i miss you so much already. i know you're watching over me, it's been raining nonstop here since i found out you're gone, kind of like my mood. i need you to send me signs that you're watching over me. i'm going to keep writing to you in that notebook i told you about, i want you to read it. i'm still fighting my battle, i'm fighting for you. i'll always be your dork, nobody will replace you in my heart. you'll always be my lifesaver and i'll never be able to repay you. i love you so much.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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If you guys want to know anything, write Lucas something you wanted him to see or anthing, i'll be posting and answering whatever comes to his ask.
- Louise.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Hey angel,
I had a dream about you last night. You were here with me. I could feel you hugging me and telling me to stay strong. Its just hard without you. Its not the same without you. I miss your laugh, your smile. I miss the way you texted me. I miss you showing up at my place without you telling me. I miss the way we told each other everything. I just miss you baby. Your mom misses you. And your dad. And your littlesister. Oh lord your littlesister. I saw her today. She hugged me and wouldn't let go. I'll take care of her for you, no worries Lucas. Can you feel me missing you? My tears won't stop. I need you here to make them stop Lucas. I need you. I need one last hug baby. Please. Come back. - Louise.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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I am mad at you Lucas. You broke our promise, you pinky promised you would stay and fight through it with me. You told me you'd always be there for me, well where the hell are you now? I need you, so bad and you're gone forever. I wish I could just talk to you one more time, maybe I could of helped you change your mind. Life is not going to be easy without you, you kept me going on the hardest days. You were my best friend, i loved you so much. You always kept me laughing and smiling. You had this thign about you that I still can't figure it out but it's something magical. The way you were, just your presence lightened up my darkest days. I never thought I'd be sitting here writing this message.. my last hack to you. I didn't think it'd be in memory of you. I know life was hard for you, and I know how much you were hurting. But I promised i'd be there for you that I wouldn't give up unless you did. I kept my promise baby boy. I don't know how I am gonna be without you here anymore. I do know that you're probably up in heaven looking down and getting mad at yourself right now. You're realizing how dumb this was, that so many people loved you, that I loved you. You were so worth the fight Lucas. I hope you're going to be happy up there in heaven, I hope it's everything you ever wanted. Pinky promise you'll be by my side forever. My heart will always have a special place for you. I love you so much Lucas. I have to go now cause I am getting choked up writing this. I fucking love you Lucas.. and I miss you like crazy.
Love Your Best Friend,
Chelsea
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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I'm going off your blog now my angel. I love you.
I won't answer your messages. I think your girlfriend or bestfriend from here should do it. I love you my angel. Okay, my tears is coming again. I need to leave. - Louise.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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It takes all my straight to write this.
My mom got a phone call some hours ago. It was my bestfriends’ mom. My bestfriend from real life took his own life yesterday. He was in rehab, trying to get better. I know he was in so much pain, everyday. Everyday he had to deal with stuff, I can’t even…
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Funny that I need to hack him to get this out. And I'm fucking crying. Come back Lucas.
- Louise.
It takes all my straight to write this.
My mom got a phone call some hours ago. It was my bestfriends’ mom. My bestfriend from real life took his own life yesterday. He was in rehab, trying to get better. I know he was in so much pain, everyday. Everyday he had to deal with stuff, I can’t even...
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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Queue. Lol.
My Meg is beautiful. And she deserves a beautiful life. I love you.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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This is a queue. Again.
My bestfriend is the most beautiful girl on this planet. She's strong and she doesn't even know it. I'd do anything for her. I love you Chels. No matter what.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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This is a queue. Woop. I love my baby.
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yourderekbiebs-blog · 13 years ago
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okay no, i gotta go again. Fucking shit.
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