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The Answer

Why do people kill flowers?

I asked myself for so beautiful they are.

Why do people miss trains?

I asked myself for home is needed and far.

Why do people kiss each other?

I asked myself for it feels pretty null.

Why do people miss each other?

I asked myself for it seems nearly dumb.

But now that I found you,

I kill flowers, for they brighten up your face

I miss trains, for i want to spend more days;

I kiss you for i can't resist being lost in you

I miss you as for once we're one and next we're two.

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Changes

Whatever I leave behind is a lie, don’t take it the way it sounds. I used to speak vaguely but you brought me a new world, now I speak clearly of my heart. My fate might mould itself in forms two-  one, i dislike, where my past with you is not a lie; two, I desire, where my past with you is termed not a past but good old memories.

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They say ‘nothing lasts forever’ but they’re just scared, it will last longer than they can love it.

- Ocean Vuong

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I’ll see you tomorrow then

Tomorrow I will date yesterday’s you

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I got to meet you, that's everything. I won't let anyone overwrite this feeling ever again. I'm glad that I met you

Hijiri Sanagi’s dialogue in ‘Parasite in Love’

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we will meet again after sometime

It is not only the feeling of two lovers on a small break. It is the feeling you get as a child when you part with a friend you made in the summer in your aunt’s neighbourhood, knowing that you’ll only get to see them the next summer.

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You're painting,

Im reading

Meet me in the middle of

Choas and rustling

We run into each other,

When the sun goes down

We'll meet;

With you it's all sweet.

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I relate so much with Sawako-chan! I'm also the quiet type in class who gets misunderstood most of the times for being cold but I really love it when i interact with my classmates. I wonder if they understand me...also, i get really shy when i see the person i like. I confessed to him in written, it's almost impossible to say it. But i feel really grateful for having all these people by my side. My dull college life has some meaning now, thanks to them...

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what is my fault if im born with less feelings in general? It's in my nature. I've never seen anyone being called out for not having feelings of misery for lost friendship. Isn't it rather toxic how people want you to feel grief for them? I think they need to think less or grow up rather than blaming me for being heartless and labelling me as someone who can never be a good friend to anyone.

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maybe in your eyes i'm just a leaf falling from a tree but in mine, you're the tree underneath which i seek escape from the brightness of this place. It lights up my soul with the magical golden inside its brown as i read to free my mind, its bark and scars.

- to you from me; when we were strangers trying to be known

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So what if we get lost in the woods?

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I see the universe entangled in your bones and the serenity of your presence. It's like I'm in the arms of nature which soothes each of my body cell and the cell-less, indescribable soul.