yousmellofstorms

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I can love you to death but still can leave you in the mid of a storm

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I hate myself for getting attached to people to a point where it actually makes me sick

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girls and their obsession with, "I can fix him" against the world

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What we had was delicate yet haunting at the same time. You came in my life in the most unexpected way. You came when I had given up on love, you came as a longing for something that felt like a miracle after years of numbness. You broke open through the doors I thought were sealed shut. And now you are gone. I know we didn’t get a lot time together and you left me hurting in the mid of a storm. But after years of numbness, this pain is what makes me feel alive and I am going to cling on it like a little child holding onto his mother in a market full of strangers. I am scared, this pain will fade away with time because right now, it’s all I have left of us. After the pain, there will be nothing- and that scares me more than any storm your absence could leave behind

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funny how you did exactly everything I told you I was scared of

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I revisit the night our stars aligned, just to watch them fall again

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Update: but it ended, before it could even begin

I fell in love with his voice, much before I could fall in love with his eyes

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I fell in love with his voice, much before I could fall in love with his eyes

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I wish there was a way to tear away this heart and not feel anything again. Or someone—just someone—who could lift this weight of unshed tears. I can feel it. I am losing my mind and there’s no way out. I want to break open my ribs, take my heart out, keep it on the table and stab it with the sharpest knife. I want to see it bleed until this pain makes sense

- yousmellofstorms

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how do I convince myself that love is not made for people like me?

I am so starved for love, I don’t know how to breath

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how unfortunate it is that love doesn’t find you worthy enough to even give you a chance, as if even heartbreak is a privilege you are denied

- shya via yousmellofstorms

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come take shelter in my storm, for nothing can make me calmer than your touch

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witnessing the beginning of a love story, not mine but my best friend's

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I don't have any games for u, I'm here with my heart stripped naked without any armor

- written by someone I hate now

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falling for the wrong people at a very young age, we ruin the idea of love for ourselves for the rest of our lives

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I would knit my arteries into a cardigan,

if you tell me you're cold

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life feels pretty amazing once i accept the fact that love isn’t meant for me