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[yukikorogashi]

how do you need to be touched?

cautiously — your teeth are bared, as they have been, your jaw aching for so long as growls slip free. you always have to defend yourself. you lash out in fear. you need someone who does not shrink back... a hand falling slowly to your shoulder, however briefly, in a reminder that you do not have to lunge. there is no danger here, now.

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💕❤️💕 HAPPY BIRTHDAY @lcstwarricr!!! 💕❤️💕

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❄️～～ The dream you have is like a prayer in ink on parchment                         The thing that your small hands cling onto does not yet exist                             Even so I wish to protect that road you will travel down                                               And to keep what’s beautiful as beautiful～～ ❄️ 

Independent - Highly Selective - Private ITSUKI from SENGOKU BASARA                                      As Loved by BECKOWSKY

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SONG: 1st Movement

ARTIST: New Japan Philharmonic Orchestra

This is the Intro Cutscene music from the video game “Onimusha: Warlords”. It’s very impressive! It’s orchestra mixed with Traditional Japanese Music. Who would have thought you could find music worthy of Japan’s great historical legacy in a video game? Onimusha is a story-driven, action-adventure game with plenty of fighting and combat sections. It may even be a precursor for games like the Sengoku Bassara series. There are many games in the Onimusha series, so check it out!

[yukikorogashi]

what cycle do you keep repeating?

The Caretaker Loop

you build homes in other people. you notice the unspoken needs in a room and instinctively try to fill them — emotionally, practically, spiritually. you’re the one they lean on when things fall apart. but somewhere along the line, your own needs became negotiable. you learned (maybe too young) that being useful was how you earned love. now, even when you’re exhausted, you keep showing up. you listen until your ears ring, offer softness until you go numb, smile through the ache. and part of you resents it. but then you feel guilty for that, too. the trap: you give to feel needed, but being needed keeps you from feeling truly seen. the truth: you don’t have to earn your place in someone’s heart by tending to their wounds. to break it? learn the difference between care and self-erasure. you matter too.

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"they won't get away with this." 🥺

PROTECTIVE PROMPTS

THE INTENSITY OF HIS ANGER was something to behold, as Itsuki shared with @crocifissione everything her people and her have gone through.

For even before she had become this village's leader, even before she was born-- the EVIL SAMURAI had always taken far too much pleasure in raiding their little village, and taking them for all that they were worth... With they as peasants at times barely meeting ends meet at it is, it was truly a nightmare-- having to deal with these supposed nobles, as they came time and time again to terrorise them like this.

... Men of Honour? HAH! They were just MONSTERS hiding behind their fancy armours and swords...

And despite how she had tried her very hardest to fight them off, there were times when Itsuki would feel completely HELPLESS. To a point that no matter how much they screamed, it seemed like no one could hear them. Even if the GODDESS UKANOME was on their side, blessing her with a gift that would allow them to finally stand their ground against them...

... But it still wasn't enough.

"They don't care about us... they treat us... look at us like we ain't even human, bro..." And it hurts, saying this all out loud. As she glanced down to a few bruises that have long since begun blooming over her arms from that last fight, tears would begin to blur her sight. "Ah jus' wanna put a stop to this, once an' fer all... ah want mah people ta stop livin' in fear like this..."

But the thing was, she wasn't sure if she alone could.

[yukikorogashi]

Me: I can draw furry too.

Me: Just draws a Sanrio character.

[yukikorogashi]

Big bro is going to give her the biggest bear hug!! (From Scott ofc!)

❤️ HUGGING ITSUKI HOURS!!! ❤️

AWW, THAT'S HER SWEET BIG BRO FOR YA~!

Always giving her some much needed love and affection, especially when she needed it the most! And as she was pulled into @storybounded's arms, Itsuki still couldn't help but squeal as she was engulfed within his GINORMOUS BEAR HUG! Her mood already improving and any sadness felt prior quickly forgotten-- as she was distracted by this boisterous display of affection by the other.

... Boy, the bro never did know his own strength, did he? Or maybe, he simply didn't care and knew that this lil' girl could take it!

In return, she would try to return his bear hug the best that she could. Offering-- well-- the BIGGEST CUB HUG that she could muster then. Putting as much of her own strength into this, as she squeezed him in return with a humorous little noise of concentration (Almost as if she was lifting some suuuuper weights, than she was hugging someone)...

.... Though this hug out was starting to turn into a bit of a WRESTLING MATCH though, and maybe someone should pull them apart before Itsuki herself knocked out from lack of oxygen... seeing as she herself just refused to let go or even tell him to let her go.

... C-Cat sis?

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"I'll be right behind you." (from imelda ;v;)

PROTECTIVE PROMPTS

IT WAS SCARY...not being allowed to look back. To not even be allowed to spare a little peek over her shoulder then.

To be told that she had to keep LOOKING FORWARD, if she truly wanted to RETURN HOME. And as she gathered herself at that very moment, Itsuki would find herself clinging onto @sleepywrter's words, clutching onto them like a hand to her very shoulder. The sis was going to accompany her for as far as she possibly could, but otherwise-- the rest was truly up to her.

She was going to miss her, and she was certainly never going to forget her time here with her and the others.

While Itsuki had already given her as many hugs and words of goodbye as she possibly could before coming here, it was at that moment that she felt that it still just wasn't enough. As she fought off the desire to turn around and hug Imelda again, she would simply take a deep breath-- before finally taking that first step forward.

Walking closer and closer towards the light at the end of this long, long tunnel. While listening in to every single step that was taken behind her, like it was her very own heartbeat... until that itself finally stopped, causing he heart to drop just a little-- as she continued onwards in silence...

She already misses her, but knows that the sis will always be in her heart, from this day on.

[yukikorogashi]

Sorry, but if you are going to get upset with me for not being on here 24-7 and missing out on one or two of your posts, then I'm not the blog to follow.

I already made it clear that I am extremely slow and stay off the dash 70% of the time due to work and health problems, I try my best to engage with everyone with what I have, but I also need to take care of myself too-- which I want everyone else to do as well. Please, please just be more patient and understanding to all those around you...

[yukikorogashi]

“are you alright?”

PROTECTIVE PROMPTS

A STARTLED GASP would escape the little one, as her tear-filled eyes darted over to where @determinazione was now standing.

She hadn't even heard him open the door, her normally sharp ears having not even caught a single creak from the old, rickety thing! But, then again... she had perhaps been just a little too lost in her own weeping. As she had buried her face right into her hanky in an attempt to keep her sobs quiet and away from the neighbours.

... Ugh, this was so embarrassing... She really hadn't expected him to visit today, of all days. And now that he had caught her in such a state, there really was no way to hide it from him.

"O-Oh, h-hi, bro!" She would still try at first, managing up a smile as she went over to him. Quickly wiping her face of any remaining tears and snot (Ew...), as she did, "... u-uhm okie..."

But, as she stammered out those next two words, so would that already tiny little smile fall like a ton of bricks. As bloodshot eyes casted themselves down shamefully, she really didn't want the bro to see her like this... to worry him, for that matter. A visit from him had always made her HAPPY, and she never wanted him to ever see her SAD like this...

"... s-sorry, bro... ah had a rough day at school... today..." It was still kinda vague, but the bro likely got enough out of that alone.

And she suppose, what made it worst, was-- her coming back to an empty home to cry like this... There was no longer a warm, apron-clad lap that could bury her face into. No soft, comforting words whispered to her as a hand patiently stroked the top of her head. And no one to simply hold her until she was all cried out...

Days like this was so much worst, upon being reminded that she was no longer here.

[yukikorogashi]

Thank you for loving my snow daughter, never forgot that she loves you too!!! 😭

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“  kids are afraid of the dark.  ” from yuki

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OH, YEAH, DEFINITELY, SIS. Seeing as-- well, she was one of them.

Or sorta still is, seeing how the DARKNESS would still unnerve her at times. Especially when it came to WHAT it was that lurked within them. Non-magical beings were a little luckier in that regard, she suppose. As they could continue to believe that there was indeed nothing to be afraid of in the dark... Just a little luckier, mind you-- as not being able to see them didn't mean that they were safe from them, sadly enough. With them having no chance in fighting them off, in any way.

She is a little older now, enough so that she had better control in handling this. Better control over her own FEAR and NERVES, especially as she continued training her way into becoming a more competent sorcerer.

Looking at @tsukiigami herself, her SENPAI always seems so STRONG and CONFIDENT, regardless of whatever came her way. Always seeming to know what she wanted to do with her life, especially when she made the big decision not to ally herself with Jujutsu High. And especially as a SPECIAL GRADE SORCERER, as she did things her own way-- when it came to bettering this CURSE-INFESTED WORLD of theirs.

"Were you... ever afraid of the dark yerself, sis?"

[yukikorogashi]

Admittedly feeling extra sad today, but then I managed to take a deep breath and remember how blessed I am to have such amazing friends that I love so dang much. 😔❤️

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This reminds me so much of the Encanto outfit I drew for Itsuki. 😭❤️

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If you’re reading this, I just hugged you. And wanna remind you that you are so wonderful and loved… Keep going, don’t stop now.