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I don’t feel loved. I don’t feel loved, and it’s killing me. You’re killing me. Look at what you’ve done. Prove to me that you love me just as much as I love you, please. I don’t think that I’d be able to go on living if you didn’t
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putting dividers on the top and bottom of ur post doesn't make it a good post
#not targeted btw#well maybe op or others meant it that way but i dont#i just see ppl insecure over not getting engagement bc their posts are 'boring'#bc they dont have nso sprites or big fancy dividers and stuff#and i dont fw that yall are cool regardless
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I can't stand the fact that an Ashley fictive appearing made like 30 other alters poof bc she took over. Like she summed up their entire existences well enough that they just left. No idea what that means for them but I know she's NAWT having a good time. At least the others are getting a break and it's less likely for the other main fronting pool to burn out and leave as well
#ashley meaning ashley graves btw#and yes im aware the source is controversial but idrc#we grew up just like she did except we didnt have an andy to lean on#it just ended up a chaos with more collateral damage and less murder and demons#though my mom was in a cult so maybe theres a bit of that element still#anyways its reallt scared me how close our host Blank has faded over time#hes the main disociation holder and its caused him to loose almost every aspect of himself#he used to be full of interests and unique traits but now hes just a tool for others to front through#i have no idea his intentions or thought process why he does things or anything#he doesnt even seem to front anymore hes just passively there and then things happen#like hes flipping switches and pressing buttons and i have no idea what or why
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It’s so upsetting when I see younger jirais on here. I wish I could tell them it gets better but I don’t want to lie. I just want them to be safe.
To all my young jirais:
your struggles are valid despite you being a kid, please be safe on here tho. Don’t message anyone any personal info, don’t talk to older men or women, don’t send anyone pictures of your face or body. Creepy people lurk on here. I understand the need to get worse but you don’t have to, you’ve already been through enough. Take care and be safe. if anyone is making you uncomfortable please talk to an adult or a trusted moot!
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A close family friend that I saw as a grandma died 6 months ago and I'm only just finding out now bc I asked why she hasn't been around lately. I miss her so much she was one of the only ppl who cared abt me when I was a kid
#she was one of the few ppl who were affectionate to me too#it made me a bit uncomfortable cuz it wasnt normal to me but#that goes to show even more why she was such a good thing to me#why didnt my dad tell me i didnt get to go to her funeral or grieve in any way#i just thought she wasnt coming around us very often anymore#she showed up again like once or twice before she died so i thought she was ok#just busy since she was getting older and idk adult issues ig but no shes dead#tw death#ventposting
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I’m not small enough to be worth protecting.
I’m not pretty enough to be as rude as I am.
I’m not a cute little thing worth being cared for with any ounce of effort
I shouldn’t expect so much from him, I clearly haven’t worked enough for it.
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Me trying to flirt: I'm going to beat the shit out of you
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BPD culture is I hate how much control they have over me without even intending to. I hate how much they dictate my life. I hate how dependent I am on them.
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Real (I'm nonbinary transmasc sapphic omnique and my partner is pan bigender transmasc but we both call ourselves wlw since we feel it fits us better than mlm cuz idek tbh)
how are you a lesbian with a boyfriend
idk i'm just better like that
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I'm sorry if I'm a bad person
As time goes by i realize just how many mistakes I've made over the years and I'm actually so sorry for everything I've done
Idk what I have/not shared here but if u know anything abt me from before 2024 it wasn't good, and neither were my actions. I just wish I could magic it all away because holy shit what do i even do abt all this hurt I've caused
#i turn 15 in less than a month and i never thought id make it that far#ive been assuming id die every new year since i was 9#im trying my best to be better and grow as a person and apologize when needed#but its so hard to go back and right my wrongs when i cant remember them#gotta love having osdd or did or wtv it is
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i feel so alone in the world... even with the internet there's still that barrier between us...
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it feels like everyone else knows how to be friends except me, and i'm just faking it and pretending i know how to be one. i am trying my best though
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i hate people who make everything sexual for no reason
#i hate when my bf does this ngl#like i get hes hypersex but i am too so its like when my brain finally stops he starts#i can never get a break from it#and its extra sucky cuz its clear the porn has rotted his brain and idk how to cope
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Guess whose been getting better ✨️
(It's not me)
#my partner is though#he genuinely regrets what he did and has stopped#and has been trying his best to make up for it#and now that im processing it im just so miserable still
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I'm my mom's favorite child, yet she hates me because I look just like her. She loves my younger siblings, but she hurt them for acting out because of the pain she caused. I hate my mom, but to hate her is to also hate myself; as she's the one who taught me everything and gave me my shape.
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