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much needed dump

it is imperative for my mental health to begin journalling as much as possible again. I've known this for a few weeks now ( honestly months, maybe a year.. i havent been great)

but i ordered a new journal to fit in the sleeve my last one lived in. and I full heartedly mean it when I say I'll be writing in that bitch almost every day.

whoever I date next, must be able to talk about music with me, but also have significantly different music taste from me as well

"must" lol get over it!!

whatever high standards i guess!!

music is my favorite, and best (sometimes only) distracter

work has been good, interesting.. i feel good, sometimes like i still don't fit in if im honest.

but i think thats also just my personality at work, i can't connect like a normal person.. xoxo

i also gotta get into the way I always always ALWAYS feel like i've wasted my day when it comes to an end. like I've always gotta justify how i spend each, and every day.

i always think of my 8th grade typing/ keyboard class that i almost never went to lol, sat next to hannah c in that class though! ;*

season 4 of hacks has been airing! c; the newest episode, episode 4 was the first this season that made me baby cry a bit. I was kinda in a lul with is sadly! i was enjoying the heck out of it still, and it was bringing me life.

i went to universal the premiere day and coincidentally rode the jimmy fallon ride first! felt fitting

lorde dropped a single!! big news there!

about 2 years ago when silver moon and that other unreleased songs were played live, i was kinda terrified for more lorde.. but alas she is coming at the right time. and even this last month, i got into melodrama again, and its resurface felt extremely fitting for this next chapter in life again.. idk its the angst, the joy, the thrill of being alive. isnt it her who said the themes are all the same?

excited about it, a world alone is playing rn actually hehe

willow has been staying/ damn near living with my mom right now. it just makes sense :/

its been great just trixe and I lol

oh yeah, this is my first journal entry since moving into my own apartment over a month ago. yeah, i dont live with my parents anymore!

but it is 4:42 am right now, i need to eat a lil snack and go to sleep!!

xoxo ttyl, zakery quinn

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feb 17 2025 2:05 pm

every bit of my life has, or is changing.

i feel a bit out of body when I put thought into it.

my work life has completely changed.

since being promoted for the only job I've ever really had, I look back and it is a whole new job. I mean the role is completely different, I'm at a new store. With a completely different relationship now with my peers/ employees!?

Everything does work out for a reason though, I believe that when I see how I feel at work now. I was opposed to the new store, wanted nothing more than to leave for a different store. ( return to my home store )

I worked VDAY at my home store (birth store is what I'll call in now) and man it was a mess.. / I'm a bit spoiled, LUCKY for the store and team I work with now. I enjoy being at a busy store. I've been so focused on developing myself.

I think atm I need to work on putting all my skills together and balancing them to all get my attention to detail. Taking notes has been extremely helpful- need to stay on that.

I made the switch late August. So it's been 6 months now. I can say that I love it. I've been in a groove with it recently, and now Its shifting my personal life to change as well. In a month, I'll be moving out of my parents house. For the first time in my life, I'll be living alone. I'm excited, but I must also recognize the intensity of having my life change so much.

Minus the 8ish months I lived with a roommate, I have always lived in this house. The bedroom I'm writing this in, even when unable to fully relax me, has been MY bedroom.

I'm excited to have way more space to exist in, however I want.

Two bathrooms, just for me LOL what the heck! No more litter box in my bedroom. Laundry can be done at any time I wish. A bedroom, basically JUST for my bed! Quiet, complete control.

I know the quiet may feel lonesome at times, but a space I get to control completely is needed for me. I think I defiantly have OCD like intensely. I must use my insurance correctly this year and take care of my mental health.

I'm off today, and I should really pack a bit for my trip soon. Ruby, Sam and I are going to Tennessee on the 23rd. It's bascially pack now, or night before the trip and get slim sleep 1 or 2 nights this week. I am working a few MID shifts this week, so I'll have time there.

I really need and want to put together birthday gifts for all the girlys who just had birthdays, Sam, Gracie, Ruby (soon) and even Kayla!

I've spent way too much money on ubereats this last week!

I know I have needed to journal pretty bad recently, with all the changes happening.. This has been a good ice breaker.

I'll talk soon.. xoxo zakery q !

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being on tumblr is like being in a car in a parking lot

like it's technically public, but you're also sorta in your own little bubble, and people have to be Actively trying to listen in order to hear you, if they're even aware that you're speaking at all. and then sometimes you accidentally bonk the horn with ur elbow and suddenly the whole parking lot knows you're a virgin

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existence

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was v emotional getting over tht, but even more surprised at how quick my attention left tht

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idk i feel like i dont have anyone to really vent to

and rn i want to explode

no i dont want to, i feel like IM going to!

fuck that guy

fuck doing everything

let me go buy some fucking stickers

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🎬 Ritual in Transfigured Time (1946)

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Reblog if your ask box is always open for chatter.

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they got lost in the woods, but at least they have each other

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do it

I went ice skating once as a kid, and a rollerblading obsession followed.

do not regret it, I still rollerblade sometimes. it’s relaxing

thinking of learning to rollerblade...

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It's my 11 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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