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"My Goodbye" from Epic The Musical but with Gertrude and Gerard having some kind of falling out.

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Could you imagine the kind of theories Jon Sims would come up with while watching a show/movie or reading a book?

Worse: Could you imagine the kind of theories Jon Sims would come up with if he were watching his own series that he is the main character of? I genuinely think he'd start to theorize that Martin was a puppet made of spiders at some point.

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In my opinion, one of the biggest moments that shows why The Eye picks Jon over Elias happens in Season 3. And it's when Tim insists that he gets to help take down the circus.

Elias, who's main goal is kickstarting the apocalypse, doesn't want Tim to go because he see's him as a rouge element to his plans. If he goes off the rails then it might hinder Jon's ability to go up against The Stranger and get marked. That's just not worth it in his opinion.

Jon however, wants Tim to go, because as he says himself, "I would rather have you were I can see you." Jon KNOWS that Tim is spiraling. It's very obvious to anyone around him and it's easy to draw the conclusion that his unstable behavior is going to lead to him lashing out at some point. But, Jon is willing to risk that so he can keep his eye on Tim and see what he does when faced with the thing that took so much from him.

Jon truly and utterly serves The Eye, while Elias spends a lot of his time serving the concept of the apocalypse. What happens with Tim is a great example of that because Elias favors his plans instead of the knowledge of what Tim will do when unleashed on the circus, and that's exactly why The Eye favors Jon as it's pupil.

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On Isolation

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im not coloring this take it

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don't worry you're doing great michael

Chapter 10 - Part 1: Your New Summer Job (2)

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jon being silly-goofy for so much of season 5 ("methinks the spider doth protest too much," playing I spy, etc) but it's because the eye is in full power and pumping him with so much dopamine that he actually has the energy to goof around. he's full of energy and endorphins but it's all because he's powered by everyone else's suffering. makes you think.

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i am not immune to the "character's eyes glow when they use their powers" trope

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the purpose of friends is to have people who unconditionally hate your shitty exes & relatives. like maybe YOU have a complex relationship with your father but i sure don't. i'm outside his house with a gun. he's not the unforgivable asshole who raised me he's just an unforgivable asshole

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yall in this fuvking fandom dont know what an animatic is huh

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i am not a wholesome queer artist I am a faggot who likes fat trans furries and likes drawing porn of my OCS while being mentally ill and a messy person. i know people look up to me but remember I'm a human too.

being called wholesome and woobified that way makes my skin crawl. i am a complex person who isn't perfect all the time. people tend to treat marginalized artists as these important community figures instead of just regular ass people and it's freaky.

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"Punishment works!!!" We're drowning in three to four generations of people so pants-shittingly terrified of ever being wrong that half of everyone has constructed a worldview wherein they never even consider the possibility that they could be wrong and the other half behaves like one wrong move will make anything or anyone explode violently into a million irreperable pieces. I don't think it works guys

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"doesn't this charater under insane stress going through extremely traumatic events realize how inconvenient their irrational emotional reactions are to the people around them?" well, see, you're not gonna believe this, but the thing is,

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God. What if Micheal had lived? Not, never fed to the Distortion but like. When the Spiral rejected him and Helen became the avatar, what if it just ripped itself out of him, and he collapsed into Jon's arms, weak and shaking and half dead, just as he'd been before he and the Distortion became one. His hands are normal. His eyes are normal.

He can barely talk and Jon doesn't know what to do but his heart wins out and he takes him to a hospital for treatment, and when Jon goes back to see him Micheal's first, feeble, scared and confused and whispered words are, "Where's Gerry? Do you know where he is? Is he okay?"

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Much needed rest

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big fan of when art labels the human body for its cuts of meat (i.e. diagram of a person with labels for flank etc). im not even rlly into cannibalism or nothing but i love the strange intimacy of examining the body as an object. i love how it reworks the perception of oneself as simply another animal

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Fiona’s voice will forever haunt Edwin in SOTM…