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Disney’s Big Hero 6 - 2014

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Juliette: I don't drink much myself, since my body is a temple, but taking sips at certain losses would be fun. I"m game to add it if you are.

Juliette: All I meant was that I'd kiss you but if that still sounds ominious to you, I'll find another method.

Zoe: Yeah, I think that could be fun! We can totally add it to our game. And maybe something to help organize and tie it all together using cards and a board?

Zoe: Oh- Oh, that went way over my head, I didn't realize that's what you meant. No, um, I wouldn't be opposed to that at all. If you aren't. I think kissing you would be very intriguing.

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Duncan: She's always been Dylan but idk, before everyone else realized how beautiful she was, it was different. But friends stay loyal throughout all the different stages in life, right? We all change and grow, in theory. I'd love live commentary! I'd love any distraction from my weekend, actually. I'm going home for the holidays and that means big feasts and loads of ribbing from the older cousins. I wouldn't mind a whole weekend of Friday the 13th at all. I've never seen any of them but they're classics so they've got to be good, right? And even if they're not, it'd be fun to hang with you. Let's do it then. Should we match day one or day two? And why don't we do Marvel or DC for our matching day? You know, since you like them so much.

Zoe: What was different? Well, yes. Friends can be for life. I know mine are. But also remember that friends can be just as toxic as relationship partners so I guess it just boils down to knowing when you're reaching that line. Then consider yourself the only audience member to my live 'hero' family thanksgiving. Feel free to ask for a refund whenever you need. Oh that doesn't sound very fun at all. Not even the feasts? That's what I think! I've seen a couple Friday the 13th films before but I had no idea there were so many other movies. Are you sure there's no other movies you want to throw into the mix with them? We can match one day and then go for the surprise the next day. And it would be really fun to do a marvel/dc theme. have you seen any of those movies or shows?

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Juliette: The only imposters are those who dare try and trounce your confidence. Twister is equal parts stretch and strategy, I think. Trivia and Monopoly sound brilliant. Do you drink? We could add a drinking game element.

Juliette: I'll remember, and if I do end up wanting you to be quiet, I'm sure I'll find a way to make that happen.

Zoe: Hm now that I think about it, twister is pretty strategic. I haven't drank much but I have drank before! Socially, of course. Which this would be considered a social event so adding a drinking component would be interesting. Certainly gives an intellectual and a physical disadvantage when you lose and have to take a sip.

Zoe: Sounds very ominous! 😂 I'm curious what that entails

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Duncan: Thanks. It's tough. I've been friends with Dylan a long time, way before she was like this, so it's easy to want to give her some slack. I'll try to pay attention to the patterns, even if I'm not as good at picking up on them as you are. Let me know all about your holiday, if you can. I think the rules are whatever we make up so... I don't know, what if we do a two day thing? That way we can watch all the Friday the 13th movies you want, and one day we can match while the other day we can surprise each other? Or is that too much?

Zoe: Ah so she wasn't like this before. I guess we all noticed an appearance change, I suppose a personality change also makes sense. The more practice you get with recognizing the patterns hopefully you can learn them better. And I will absolutely keep you updated on how the holiday goes! You'll probably be getting live commentary. What are your plans for the holiday? Really?? You wouldn't mind a whole weekend of Friday the 13th? Is there any movies you'd want to watch that we can throw in the mix? I think it's a good idea! Not too much at all. I've done the marathon thing a few times with marvel and dc content 😬

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Juliette: It's thrilling to see you embrace who you are. Being as great as you and I are, we can only stand to win by being ourselves in this life. Good idea! We should start by picking out which games we most want to incorporate. I heavily nominate Twister and Giant Jenga. Both of those have a physical aspect that I adore. What about you?

Juliette: In that case, feel free to ramble aimlessly about whatever makes you feel like you. A half hour? Impressive. I doubt I've ever talked that long consecutively.

Zoe: It's fun to feel a little confidence in myself for a change! Even though sometimes it gives imposter syndrome. It's nice for those good moments! I think those would be fantastic additions! Although be warned, I'm not that stretchy. lol I would love a hint of Trivia of course. And if we can find some similarities to Monopoly to add into it?

Zoe: Thanks! Just remember you asked for it! lol And please feel free to do whatever makes you feel most like yourself around me too! 😊 Yeah I tend to not know when to stop. Things just kind of... go on and on and on in my head.

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Duncan: I mean, it's hard to say if there's a balance but that's mostly my fault. I don't know what "getting to have my own moments" even means. I'm way better at following people, not leading. And that's good to hear. I hope those boundaries make your cult Thanksgiving super awesome. Yeah? Cool! Except now I need to come up with an actual costume but I'll come up with something good, I promise! Any movies or anything in specific you want to watch?

Zoe: I totally hear you on that. I just don't want to see you being taken advantage of with someone who's supposed to be your friend. Always pay attention to the patterns, it's a staple in science. Patterns don't lie. It's basically an algorithm. If you need to, take notes. I hope they'll make Thanksgiving super fun too!! I have high hopes 😊 Oh same!! Should we match since it'll just be us? Or should we surprise each other to make it fun? I don't know if these things have rules or not. I really really wanted to watch the Friday the 13th movies! Maybe not /all/ of them since there's... a lot and that would take all weekend. But at least one or a couple would be cool?

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Juliette: Good, because I am not the sort of person who pretends to be interested in anything just because a hot person likes it first. A jigsaw puzzle or a boardgame do sound significantly more fun than the movies, but maybe we can elevate that even further. What if we made our own game? It could be a mix of giant Jenga, a boardgame, truth or dare, and Twister, or some other mix of intellectual and physical exercises, and making up our own game together could be a fun bonding activity.

Juliette: I like your being a total nerd, as you put it. Being so unabashed in your interests in highly attractive. Please feel free to talk about whatever inspres you around me; just don't expect me to have anything to contribute. When it comes to sci fi movies, I can't tell the difference between a Star Wars and a Star Trek and I don't care to.

Zoe: I wouldn't expect you to be that kind of person. You're just purely yourself it's awesome. It's one of the many qualities I admire about you. I know I might not have been as confident in the past but I think I'm getting there in terms of being fully honest with myself and others about who I am. Even despite what they presumed of me. Also your brain is just, magnificent. I would love to create a game!! Do you want to hash out the ideas a bit so by the time we go out we have a start on what we're doing?

Zoe: Thank you! I love my nerd side, I think it's a somewhat essential part of my personality on top of other things. It's also what bonds me with over half of my friend-family. And that's totally okay if you don't know what I'm talking about. Sometimes I might just need to ramble aimlessly for like a good half hour and then it'll be out of my system.

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Duncan: It's not that my feelings don't matter, it's more like they don't matter to her as much as hers matter to her? And that kind of makes sense? Shouldn't we all care about our own feelings the most? I don't, and my therapist tells me that's something to work on. It almost makes me think of how the twins are with you, you know? Obviously they care about you but they just have their own ideas about what's best for you. A Halloween redo sounds like it'd be really, really nice though. We could watch scary movies and eat lots of candy and wear costumes, maybe? Or is that taking it too far?

Zoe: We should care about our own feelings to a certain extent! And they can do things that make me feel bad sometimes and end up making up in the end. I guess as long as it's not like something that happens all the time like you get to have your moments and she has hers so there's at least a balance. I think we've worked a bit on boundaries though so there hasn't been much issue. Although thanksgiving is coming up and I have no clue what's going to happen this year. Last year was crazy. Also that's not too far at all! It'll be super fun! I've never had a private Halloween before and not going all out seems like it would be a waste!

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Duncan: I did say no, a few times, but it didn't matter. If I hadn't faked sick I would've had to do it no matter how much I didn't want to. I wouldn't even know how to begin to talk to her about it. This is just kind of how we work, and I don't want to throw off our whole dynamic. I think I just needed someone to tell me I wasn't a huge asshole for not wanting to do everything she tells me to do so thanks for that, Zoe. I appreciate it more than you know. I kind of wish I'd been able to do something with you this Halloween instead. Like watch scary movies or something. I ended up not wanting to do anything Halloweenish and going to sleep early instead.

Zoe: I just hate that you had to feel like that on a holiday you should be spending with your friends. And I really wish we could've spent that time together too. But with your friend, you're fine with your feelings not mattering to her? It just seems like she doesn't respect your opinions. Well it's not Halloween but we can still watch scary movies if you want to. And give you a personal Halloween redo!

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Juliette: I have not heard of this movie at all, so I don't know what you mean by "those kinds of movies" but in truth, I don't care much for movies at all, of any variety. Two hours sitting down staring at a screen are two hours of life wasted in my opinion. For example, two hours sitting side by side without looking at your lovely face or making pleasant conversation with your brilliant mind just feels like a waste, does it not? I am always open to the idea of spending more time with you, but I'd rather spend that time with *you*, not with actors I don't know acting out a story I don't care about.

Juliette: I hope it's not a dealbreaker that I didn't know a new Spiderman movie was coming out, or that I have not and will not watch any existing Spiderman movies. If it is though, that's your prerogative.

Zoe: That is totally okay! And super flattering. Spending time with you does sound like a treat, especially uninterrupted. In this spending time together thing, should I prepare an activity for us to engage with? Like a big jigsaw puzzle or a boardgame that does require intellectual thought to play.

Zoe: It's definitely not a deal breaker so long as me being a total nerd isn't one! I love those kinds of movies, the sci fi ones. So I probably would talk about them a lot. It's like the next best thing for inspiration for innovation!! That and just entertaining in my opinion. But I won't subject you to watching them since you don't really watch tv.

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Duncan: Am I a bad friend for pretending to be sick on Halloween so I didn't have to crossdress like Dylan wanted me to? Because I've been feeling really guilty about it since and I can't tell if it's because I did a bad or because she's really, really good at guilt-tripping.

Zoe: I wouldn't call you a bad friend for that, no. I would take it as a sign that she makes you feel like you can't just say no and that be the end of it. Is it something that you can talk to her about? Halloween should be fun! And speaking as the person who was outcast from the group costume last year, your feelings are important too.

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gastonthethird​:

Is there anyone in this stupid city brave enough to agree that cream cheese is not the best bagel topping?

Aside from the obvious way to test that, my personal favorite is not cream cheese either. If not cream cheese, which do you like better? I prefer avocados.

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Zoe: Have you heard the news about Eternals being out?? I'm not very sure if you're interested in those kinds of movies anyway but I was wondering if you wanted to go see it with me?

Zoe: and if those movies do peak your interest to trade possible theories about the new Spiderman movie. If it's not your thing then you can just omit this part of the text :)

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Greta: 👀👀👀

Zoe: i'll assume that means you'll keep this a secret. i mean it's not like it's all that interesting. i just prefer to reach out to credible, reliable sources for things i am not knowledgeable in and you are certainly most qualified from what i see to answer this.

Zoe: i am still a virgin, no big surprise there. but i don't want to be anymore. i'm curious. i've never really been interested or saw the big deal about it before i had a boyfriend. and now i just kind of want to understand why people talk about it all the time. like is it really that interesting??

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Zoe: if i were to create a mechanical contraption for the purpose of jump scares where would the best place to put it be? i know it's that season, but i also know that not everyone is into those things.

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Duncan: I don't know why you'd expect anything else from me but well, there you go, the kissability of someone isn't something you can just assume, including that of yourself. If care is part of your requirements then yeah, that'll be much harder, but not people of you; most people don't have more than just a handful of people in this world that care about them, you know? You being inexperienced is the point though, the other person being inexperienced won't teach you anything about sex and whether or not you'd like it. And you're not annoying but even if you were, what does that have to do with sex? It wouldn't get in the way, but clumsy could and anything that could leave you hurt instead wouldn't be good. I know I must have at least one good quality or else I wouldn't have any friends, but I don't think any of them would be good for sex stuff. I don't know why I want the whole 'being in love' for sex thing if we're being honest. I don't really think anyone's ever going to fall in love with me so if I keep waiting for that, I might be waiting for forever, but maybe never doing it at all is even better. That way I don't let anyone down.

Zoe: Because, like I said, you would obviously make a really good boyfriend so I'm surprised. And you play sports and that really attracts people too despite your quality of play. Yeah the thought of doing it with a stranger or even someone I don't know well makes me all kinds of uncomfortable. but given the real life events of things, asking friends to sleep with you is.... tricky. I see pros and cons to both sides of going with someone experienced versus inexperienced. but I'd feel like I'm trying to pressure you if I keep talking about it and I don't want you to get that impression from me. I just want to point out that you said yourself, you don't know a thing about sex. So you have no idea if your qualities would be bad or excellent for the experience. You keep putting so much doubt into yourself but even though I'm not going to be that person, whoever you have your first time with is going to be extremely lucky. It might be their first time too, maybe not. We all have insecurities about ourselves but it doesn't mean they're true. However you want to have your first time is up to you. Some people want it to be their first relationship, when they're in love in said relationship, with a friend or someone they trust, or some people just don't care at all how it happens because 'virginity' is kind of a social construct. Either way it is up to you and whatever your choice is, you are valid in it.