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I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone

😂silly fucking me 😂

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my biggest s3xual fantasy is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me lol

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Writers are made of two things: stardust and stories we’ll never admit were about ourselves.

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What radicalized me? Oh many many things, but the most heart breaking one was when my 8th grade history teacher was instructing us what to do in a pew pew disaster and said to run and leave her behind because she will fight for us until she’s gone

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someone please see i’m struggling and be gentle to me!!! wipe the blood from my skin, hold me, kiss me, comfort me until i feel like something, until i feel like i’m worth existing

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my sh playlist cus y’all need to hear this shit:

Small cuts - the brobecks

I deserve to bleed - sushi soucy

Scars - the crane wives 

Sharpener- cavetown 

Today - the smashing pumpkins 

Hurt - nine inch nails

Razor cuts - genitorturers

I’m so fucked up - rebzyyx

Painforever - rebzyyx

Blonde hair, black lungs - sorority noise

All I want is you - rebzyyx

Last resort - papa roach

Under the knife - icon for hire

Bleed like me - garbage

Carve a name - mother mother 

Hey bunny - baby bugs

Bandaids - baby bugs

Diseased - baby bugs

Hey bunny (remix) - baby bugs

Strawberry gashes - Jack off Jill

Miss wanna die - jubyphonic

My R -Lollia

Stitches - Silverstein 

Beautiful? - illymation

Just - Radiohead 

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Shout out for my very tiny mustache carrying my masculinity

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Sadly all the poetry I have in me is because of not having you.

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God, how I ricochet between certainties and doubts.

Sylvia Plath

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“It always shocked me when I realized that I wasn’t the only person in the world who thought and felt such strange and awful things.”

— John Green

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You lodged a bullet of hope in my heart and I believed every word you said. I die slowly now, with a gaping hole in my chest. And I just can't figure out why you made me love you if you never meant to love me back.

Natalie Jensen

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I WILL DIE YOUR DAUGHTER // ON MOTHERHOOD

Carlene Bauer Girls They Write Songs About // Lidia Yuknavitch The Chronology of Water // Yellowjackets (2021-) cr. Ashley Lyle & Bart Nickerson // Warshan Shire How to Wear your Mothers Lipstick // Hole I Think That I Would Die // Yellowjackets (2021-) cr. Ashley Lyle & Bart Nickerson // Mara Avoth The Ghost is Dead, Long Live the Ghost // Höstsonaten (Autumn Sonata) (1978) dir. Ingmar Bergman // Adrienne Rich Planetarium // Yellowjackets (2021-) cr. Ashley Lyle & Bart Nickerson // Milan Kundera The Unbearable Lightness of Being // Chen Chen Popular Street // Yellowjackets (2021-) cr. Ashley Lyle & Bart Nickerson // @honeytuesday

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A close up of the Blanket Octopus during a blackwater dive with The Three P diving club , Romblon Island, Philippines. Credit: Joseph Elayani

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“I am nothing. I'm like someone who's been thrown into the ocean at night, floating all alone. I reach out, but no one is there. I call out, but no one answers. I have no connection to anything.”

Haruki Murakami, 1Q84 (1Q84, #1-3)

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It's now safe and warm with some hazelnuts