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@kolarpem is the only one keeping the zoyalai fandom sane right now

TRULY their daily doodles are a god damn gift and always make my day, and they are also hugely responsible for turning my blog into basically joint Malina and Zoyalai central sdkjfdshkfdshk

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it's so cute how Nikolai's worried about Zoya when he's the Otkazat'sya

Morning Doodle: Rainy Days

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BENNNNIII LOOK AT THIS UNOFFICIAL OFFICIAL ARTS!!! ITS DONE BY ONE OF THE ANIMATORS FOR THE ANIME!! IM SCREAMINF I CHOKED ON MY BURRITO WHEN I SAW IT

NO WAY OH MY GOD— SHUT UP NOT THE FKING GENTLE HAND HOLDING, HAND ON CHEST HEART BEAT, HAND ON SCARF AND CLOSE PROXIMITY, EREN’S EYES BEING A TINY BIT OPEN WATCHING HER WHILE MIKASA’S ARE COMPLETELY CLOSED. JUST KISS ALREADY YOU CLOWNS— WAIT THAT ALREADY HAPPENED BUT OH MY GOD WHAT

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You and I are perfect for each other. Never believe anything else.

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all they wanted was each other💔

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bad things always happen to good people but why cant they have just one freaking moment of peace

the absolute simplicity yet pain of “i don’t want to die. i want to be with her.” absolutely wrecks me every single time i think about it. it’s so plain, yet eren can’t even have that after everything.

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the absolute simplicity yet pain of “i don’t want to die. i want to be with her.” absolutely wrecks me every single time i think about it. it’s so plain, yet eren can’t even have that after everything.

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Maybe in another life

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“You are a fever I am learning to live with, and everything is happening at the wrong end of a very long tunnel.” - Richard Siken, Straw House, Straw Dog

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Levi: *got blown away, heavily wounded, lost two fingers, lost an eye*

Erwin from above: bro your death is pathetic

Levi: bitch you died from a fucking rock

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Attack on Titan FRAGANCE

By: Kozuha

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idk but the possibility that eren wouldve ran away with mikasa if she told him he loved him makes me backflip and cry while my bones r broken

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LOUDER

A rant about Eren in the last chapter.

❗️Obviously there’s going to be spoilers.

Since I only have one friend that keeps up with aot manga who didn’t like the ending, I rant here.

Personally I loved the ending.

I think the peaceful nature of it was perfect. The chapter felt like a sigh of relief after a whole series about fighting and stress and worrying for their lives.

People are confused or angry about the fact that Eren turned “weak” and “his character completely changed” during the part he broke down over Mikasa and I just want to express how I viewed it.

First of all Eren’s “tough/cool/badass” version that we see after the time skip isn’t truly Eren. That’s not his personality that we all know. You can even see in the people making “what would the aot cast do if...” jokes on tiktok when they make two Eren’s, S1-3 Eren and S4 Eren. We know exactly what the real Eren is like from right up until season 4. He was impulsive, loud, angry, at times whiny and he never hid any of his emotions. But he was also passionate and we saw how much he cared for his friends and his goals.

Season 4 Eren was a complete personality flip, not because he grew in that direction but because he knew his future and what he had to do to carry out his goal. He had to push everyone away and shut off all of his emotions or else he wouldn’t have been able to do it. Because of this, this version of Eren didn’t even feel human, let alone like the Eren we knew.

Then Eren had to say his goodbyes and explain his plan to all his friends. This is where we start at the beginning of 139. For the first time in ages it feels like Eren is back, and he is heartbroken and exhausted. We even see Armin realising the extreme burden Eren had to carry “all alone.”

Eren is a 19 year old who’s childhood was stolen from him by the cruel world he lived in. He immediately became a soldier and never even got the chance to properly mature in his teenage years because he had so much responsibilities that were so much bigger than him. He had to deal with so much pain anyway even before he unlocked all the memories, and he even says himself that his thoughts became “incoherent.”

He is literally on the verge of a mental breakdown and when Armin brings up Mikasa, the person he loves most in the whole world and possibly would’ve ran away with if she told him she loved him, he finally snaps and shows what he’s really thinking.

Eren doesn’t want to die. Eren doesn’t want Mikasa to move on because all he wants is to live on with her. He hasn’t been able to live any sort of life his own way because he had responsibilities put on him since the day he was born.

Of course he was going to start whining about her. He’s human. Humans have selfish wants and he just wants this one thing he can never get. He sounds immature when he says it because he is immature. That whole part of their conversation honestly brings a smile to my face because of the childish nature of it.

He literally gave up his life and people are complaining because he whined a little bit to his best friend because he couldn’t be with the girl he loved. He is not “weak”, a “simp”, an “incel” or a “pussy” for this. He’s normal.

Eren Jaeger is still the best written character in AOT, and the fact we see his emotions just furthers that point for me.

Ending note: My apologies I’m not good at writing and this was not written to attack people who disliked the ending, everyone is entitled to their opinion. The only thing I will not accept is either side attacking people who don’t have the same opinions as them or attacking Hajime Isayama for how he ended his own story when he knows the characters the best.

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"the aot ending sucked" SHUT THE FUCK UP AND LOOK AT THEM

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goodbye to the boy who seek freedom 

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EREN IN CHAPTER 138 now that we've seen chapter 139

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A soft eremika kiss for yall 🥺 Challenging myself to post a fluffy aot sketch a day until ch 139 comes out!