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What should i post omfg im having blogger's-block ughhh

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Why did this post get more attention in 24 hours than any other wtf?? I see how y'all feel. *scribbles in notes* 👀😒

Don't say I don't fuckin love y'all ;

You're .WELCOME. To answer your question, VODKA BABES. VODKA 🫶🏼🤌🏼

Love u babes dont forget ur vitamins, water and sleep!!

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Reposting bc I've been there n it sucked beyond belief. U got this soldier. 🫡🫡

My mom found my tumblr account...

So last night I told my mom about my $h and she made me give her my phone & password so she found my tumblr :\

I'm just gonna start again on this account and @ all my moots from my other account

@dec4yingdogteeth @gl4ssprinc @gloriousreignandarcane @moth-boyyyy @allulose-add1ct @faggotvirus @h4unt3d-m0un6x @two-pieces-of-toast @perfection-pls @star-riding-through-clouds @sparky4577 @chronosrequiemm @coke4life @sarah44ana @weezerphile @not-evenn-an-angel @paperweightfeatherlight @sk1nnyb1tchin @p-arkerr @twistedangelbones @just-stopeating22 @siriuslypads

Thats all the people I can think of, please repost this so I can build up my blog again :\

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Why r so many n$fw ppl following me like. Ew. I, have an 3d, im not s3ggually needy. Go away. Bye bye. Sayonara , Good fuggin buhbye. Im. 17 hunnie bunches n oats. Get a grippskis.

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Yuh type shi

Anyways i been like sliding backwards like a mf and i just hit... 122. Yeah. Yikes. So like dw dw imma get back on my shit ive jus had a lot of events lately where i literally cannot avoid eating w/o lookin sus n getting hospitalized potentially n im tryna, yk AVOID that. Lol. Cz like that would literally undo everything I've worked so hard for yk. Anyways love u guys bye bye xoxo

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Don't say I don't fuckin love y'all ;

You're .WELCOME. To answer your question, VODKA BABES. VODKA 🫶🏼🤌🏼

Love u babes dont forget ur vitamins, water and sleep!!

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My acc has been dead lately so im gonna do smth controversial

Guys....

I gained 20 lbs in a binge (my broken scale says so   ˃̣̣̣̣̣̣︿˂̣̣̣̣̣̣  ) sorry guys ik ur disgusted

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Lol i felt kinda pretty so yuh face reveal idk if i alr did but haha hii

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Wake, Bake, be fake.

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Felt kinda bloated so I took a pic to see (horrid mirror quality) and ew...

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Reblog if you're an active 3D blog in 2025 and are okay with teen mutuals

(I need mutuals)

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Hot Take

I fucking

HATE

HATE

HATE

HATE

HHHHAAAAAATEEEEE

Being autistic with my whole soul, my entire being. Fuck this stupid ass curse, "oh but autism is a superpower" superpower my FUCKING ASS Britney no its really not i fucking hate it i hate the way my brain works i hate sensory issues i hate not being normal i hate being different and i FUCKING HATE the urge/reflex to correct and or dumb myself down for people to accept who the fuck im actually not i hate masking i hate being different around other people just so i have fucking "friends" THEY DONT EVEN LIKE ME AND ACT LIKE I CANT TELL, its so fucking lame and exhausting, why cant i just be chill why do i have to be mentally kaput, donezo, 24/7. My will to be is in flames, i have zero motivation, everyone is barking down my back aswell as my brain but i just cant do it, whats the fucking point if im gonna end up in the dirt by 30 MAX.

My bad shitty rant again. Sorry.

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Drinking was how i got skinny, NOW YOURE TELLING ME IT FUCKING MAKES ME FATTER??? Oh. Helll. No.

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I need alcohol rn but i know it'll make me fat and that'll make my problem worse . Fucking hate today.

Oh and guess what.

Still have classes for the rest of the week and then im finally on break n get to go on vacation

FAT

Again.

Why did i drink that bottle, why did i let her talk me into eating that, why cant i just stop eating, its not a bad bad habit like it used to be but its not good. Not good at all.

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Cope post if u cant handle really messed up humor or me going on a tangent about some touchy subject plz scroll.

So uhm we have horrible news, and sad news,

1. my cat (14) has really bad jaundice and is rapidly declining unfortunately. (Im not even religious but im just praying to whatever the fuck is out there he recovers, fuck me wanting my ex back, i want my cat to be okay finally. [we've been struggling with his health issues since we adopted him as we weren't informed too well about them on adoption/when getting him])

2. He lost/is still losing weight faster than me. (theres the joke/not a joke why is he not eating hes taking antibiotics and has clean water n good food, CLEAN litter DAILY, resides in my nicely ventilated (slightly open window fans creating air circulation and a slightly cooled room) with his heating pad on low for him on his futon, like genuinely what am i doing wrong... Like literally just another example of shit in my life i somehow fuckup even tho its supposed to be "So EaSy" for "EvERyOnE" this is my second orange cat, I'll let you guess what happened to the first..

3. We can't afford treatmentttt.

4. My other cat (Gray cat/5/Gary) hates him.

But idfk what to do hes my everything my sweet boy and i cant help but feel like its my fault, would he be like this had i not been the one to adopt him?

Sorry for the rant/vent i just literally have no irl friends to tell so.

I really want him to be okay, idfk what to do.

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Excuse. Me.?!?! Name. Details. Where to block? WHERE TO REPORT LIKE WHAT... 🤧🤢🤢🤢🤧😷😷😬😬😬 no ty. Gross.

WHO WAS GONNA TELL ME THERES A 61 YEAR OLD MAN ON EDTWT RN…….

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That's a shame ur so funny tho 🤧😔 they're all missing out on how cool u r 🥲🙏🏼

I swear it feels like posting on tumblr I barely get notifications- like wanting to talk to people or to see people respond to my post just to see like two likes😔