anonosys

[anonosys]

I fucking love telling people nice things.

If you read this, go tell someone something nice. Text them. Whatever. I'm serious.

Be an unexpected, positive break in everything that's going on in this world.

[anonosys]

even before we realized how wrong and miserable being anti-endo was, we HATED traumagen anti-endo servers. there was a really big one we were in a while back (it got deleted or something, it randomly disappeared) and were in while learning more about endos

the amount of fights that happened in the server over stupid shit. "this introject has a problematic source!! you can't be here/exist/talk!!" "you can have 100+ alters but ONLY if you're ramcoa" "ramcoa is super rare so anyone who says they are ramcoa is a faker"

eventually we just used it to see funny arguments and to get name ideas (which also had a lot of drama)

We are really not endogenic but I hate hanging out in traumagenic-only spaces so fucking much.

"OMG YOU CAN'T SWITCH THAT FAST" + "YOU'RE SWITCHING WRONG" + "HEADMATES CAN NEVER BE HAPPY, DISSOCIATIVE PLURALITY IS ONLY SUFFERING" + [constant complaining about "fakers"] + [interrogating people to make sure they aren't the aforementioned "fakers"] + "Um you can't have THAT many alters" + "If you don't have constant blackout amnesia you're faking" + [anti-introject cringe] etc. etc.

Like okay we get it, you don't like people who have different experiences than you. Holy fucking misery olympics

[anonosys]

being extroverted and autistic is one of the worst combinations i swear

like yes, friends!! hanging out!! fun things, living life, yapping, spending hours together and meeting new people!!!

but then i get just a second alone and realize that holy SHIT i am tired. i am exhausted. everything makes me want to cry. i don't want to speak for the next week. i want to bedrot in comfy clothes, i want to lay in my closet until my legs hurt from cramping too much to bear. and then i have to go back to my friends and be fine and then i start feeding off the energy and using the amount of Spoons i have that are in the negative now and will make me have 0 energy for much longer than i should

so anyways i've hung out with 4 different people in 5 days and have a sleepover with 3 people at the end of this week, i was just with those 3 people for the 4th surrounded by people i barely knew, and literally interacted with a total of 2 people all of june why is july when everyone comes for me???

[anonosys]

that mild little bit of fear you get when fronting long-term but acting wildly different than the singletsona your system has made. we just yesterday decided to have a group of frequent fronters to help us prepare for and get through the next school year (though it's in a few months), and i was chosen for the main day-to-day at home one. i am very low energy compared to most other alters and how we have presented for years. i type more "serious" (not the right word, but without as much tone shift). i would rather spend all day on acnh than talking to most of our friends with the exceptions of 1 or 2... and so now i get to have a small dilemma every time i have to respond to someone who doesn't know we're a system and have to choose: do i mask or do i just go with it since i'm here for a while?

[anonosys]

being a system with a lot of multiples of various sources is kinda funny sometimes because we just get versions of people that have one major attribute changed but are very similar to the source otherwise

big example here is me, i'm australian, my source is not australian, my source isn't even fluent in english, and i am very source-aligned except for having lived in australia at one point

[anonosys]

y'know i was gonna make a new account to talk about random little things relating to our autism but then i realized i can post those here too!! woah!!!

so yeah anyways we recently realized that yeah our autism is actually disabling. in the past we never thought it was (even tho to be diax it has to disable you in some way) but we've been severely burnt out as of late and super prone to melt downs. this means our texture issues are increased by a Shit Ton and jesus that actually makes it so hard to function. wdym i cried for half an hour at school and had to go home early bc my shoes were Too Tight when these shoes felt perfect on me just the day before, wdym i can't watch comfort youtubers because their mic quality sucks (small youtubers) and it outta nowhere makes me wanna shut myself in a closet for 3 years, wdym my favorite shirt is super uncomfy because of the long sleeves that i was Able To Ignore before because i love this shirt . . . . make it make sense, autism!!! cmon!!!

anyways yeah shout out to those who have their Autistic Comfort Stuff suddenly stolen from their autism itself

[anonosys]

so the old system actually had an entire bit about this with a friend of ours who is also plural. idk who in their system started it, but from the Few Survivors of the System Death, some guy started by saying how when they invent some sort of mind reading tech they were gonna use it to make a printer that only worked for plurals to show photos from headspace

honestly great idea, hop on this melon husk

i think plurality needs like an upgrade where i can take pictures in headspace and upload them to my actual phone here, so I can show people what the duck everything looks like without having to type it all out.

[anonosys]

okay, i don't know whats going on in syscourse currently attacking willos like hell for whatever dumb reason, but let me get one thing clear for this blog.

Willogenic systems are systems.

Mixed origin willogenic systems are systems.

"Radendo" is a term consisting and engraved with ill intent to divide the plural community. "Radendo" implies that willogenic systems are not part of and under the endogenic umbrella which is objectively and inherently wrong. Endogenic systems are systems that formed for ANY reason other than trauma. this has ALWAYS included willingly creating a system.

Pro-endo always means you support willogenic and mixed origin willogenic systems. you are not pro-endo if you don't.

anti-willos, get off this blog, aswell as the pro-endo tags.

[anonosys]

wooow hi!! we entirely forgot we made this blog-- lots have changed in our system since making it so it was like, entirely gone from our memory. was trying to sign up with the email on this one before realizing this existed

yeah idk what to put here but maybe we'll start posting !! if you see this, feel free to ask or say something to us so we have something to reply to :3

[anonosys]

hi!!! welcome to our blog 🫶

we're Anon, or Anonosys. this is the blog we feel more comfy sharing our views on because we don't want to be flamed on our other account. lets go over basics and boundaries!!!!

basic info about us ;

• trans masc bisexual

• we use he/him pronouns collectively!

• we are a MINOR!!! (we are 15-17) so don't be creepy

• we are neurodivergent and mentally ill (other than the did)

• our blog is an endo safe space

• we are mixed origins did

• we have a high headcount, complex innerworld, and are introject heavy

• we will block if you are disrespectful ; asking questions in a respectful manor is ok

some boundaries!!!

• feel free to dm! anyone can dm, but if you're 18+ then be mindful

• do not spam our dms (you can like as many posts as you want)

• if you dm and are not respectful, you will be hit with a block

• if you reblog just to be an ass we will block you

• if you disagree with us on anything about us/our views, please just either block/ignore our account, or dm us to ask RESPECTFUL questions

• do not ask for personal info (name, exact age, etc)

• do not try to fight us. do not belittle us. just, generally don't be a dick

• if you are anti-queer, anti-neurodiverse, anti-pagan, anti-jew, whatever, then just dni

• MAPs/pedos, zoophiles, necrophiles, etc ; dni (including pro-contact paras)

for everyone who is gonna interact with our blog, welcome!! im not sure how often we will post or what we will post, but we're happy to have you here🫶

creds for the boxes : @devils-myriad