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what if I texted you goodnight and ended my shii
wouldn’t that be wild
I should do it lol
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You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself
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i know i'll be lonely forever,
because no one truly cares.
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I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. I want to die. want to die. I want to die. I want to die.
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Death is a beautiful thing. I don’t want to wait for it to happen to me. I’m gonna make sure it happens soon.
#vent#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd vent#borderline personality problems#bpd feels#bpd problems#vent post#tw suic1de#tw sui attempt#suic1de
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If it keeps going like this imma have to really kill myself
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I beg for love, but I can’t love. Does that make sense?
#vent#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd vent#borderline personality problems#bpd feels#bpd problems#vent post
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When will people realise that I’m sick and this is not just some silly game I’m playing for some stupid attention. It’s not a game neither is it a phase. I’m sick. I’ve never been normal I’ve never felt normal I have always been sick and I can’t be helped. I have no future my life is meaningless. Everything I do or say is wrong. People say that I’ll get better but when? I have been like this for years. There is no hope. It would be better if everyone just kept their mouth shut and left me alone. Just leave me alone it’s not that hard.
#vent#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd vent#borderline personality problems#bpd feels#bpd problems#vent post#tw ed not ed sheeren#tw ed ana#cw ed#tw edtwt#ed rant#male ed#tw ana bløg#tw 3d vent#tw bpd vent#tw €d#tw eating issues#shtmblr#tw sh implied#tw sh related#ana male#bpd stuff#borderline thoughts#being borderline#vent blog#borderline personality disorder
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I hate being myself why can’t I be anyone else?
#vent#actually bpd#bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd vent#borderline personality problems#bpd feels#bpd problems#vent post#bpd thoughts#borderline problems#living with borderline#borderline blog#borderline pd#kill me#I hate this shit#might actually end it soon
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How do you expect me to be nice when I feel like dying
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i wish you couldve been a good person I wish you could've been the mother I needed but instead you made me want to die you made me want to kill myself you made me nothing
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Gonna ⭐️rve myself to death.
#male ed#tw ed ana#disordered eating cw#anor3c1a#cw ed#tw 3d vent#tw €d#tw eating issues#tw ed not ed sheeren#ana male#ed rant#bpd#vent#actually bpd#actually borderline#bpd blog#bpd vent#borderline personality problems#bpd feels#bpd problems#vent post
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SOMEONE FUCKING KILL ME I'M SO FUCKING TIRED OF LIVING PLEASE FUCKING PUT ME OUT OF MY MISERY FUCK
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