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die!!!!!

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My fucking ex case worker who stopped answering my calles three years ago is demanding $250 in "unpaid fees". I know I paid this years ago but it's been so long there's no way I'll be able to find the receipt. He tried to do this to me once before back then, but this is ridiculous. At least I had proof that time.

Hi I hate to do this and I'm gonna try not to bug y'all too much but two things happened in quick succession and I could use a bit of a fall back in case something else comes along. Tldr see my Kofi attached at the bottom.

As some of you may know, I've been out of work for over a week with severe tendonitis in both arms/shoulders and apparently also my neck, and while I'm going back to work Monday (hopefully with no issue) I've missed out on a lot of pay. If I get sent home again I may lose out on even more. They can't even see me for a physical therapy intake until very near the end of the month. Despite being on strong steroid anti inflammatory medicine, I'm still in some pain.

My mother/current roommate may lose her job soon. Apparently school bus drivers are not allowed to have diabetes as it is considered a liability (for example if you pass out while driving). She has 3 months to "fix it", whatever the fuck that means, before the doctor will take her CDL away or whatever. This has been her main job for an absurdly long time and she has no will to look for a new career. Honestly, her mental state is scaring me. She has two side jobs, but before today's appointment she was considering quitting both, one of which is seasonal. Neither of them pay nearly as much as her current career.

I'm strapped for cash, and to be fully honest I have been trying to move out. I may or may not be able to move in with my brothers, but they keep pushing the date back and I'm not as sure it will work out right now. In the mean time I may start looking for a single bedroom. I can't leave town as I have no license or car. I often rely on others for rides or walk if needed. I cannot be responsible for my mother's mental health, especially if she takes it out on me or threatens to hurt herself.

Here is my Kofi. If you want to give in another form, I have other options, just dm me. I can't make anything for you as my arms are still weak/healing from the tendonitis, honestly it still kinda sucks to type/hold my phone sometimes, let alone cook for myself.

I have $38 dollars until next week, and then a lackluster paycheck that might go straight to essentials/food. Anything helps, even a reblog.

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Hi I hate to do this and I'm gonna try not to bug y'all too much but two things happened in quick succession and I could use a bit of a fall back in case something else comes along. Tldr see my Kofi attached at the bottom.

As some of you may know, I've been out of work for over a week with severe tendonitis in both arms/shoulders and apparently also my neck, and while I'm going back to work Monday (hopefully with no issue) I've missed out on a lot of pay. If I get sent home again I may lose out on even more. They can't even see me for a physical therapy intake until very near the end of the month. Despite being on strong steroid anti inflammatory medicine, I'm still in some pain.

My mother/current roommate may lose her job soon. Apparently school bus drivers are not allowed to have diabetes as it is considered a liability (for example if you pass out while driving). She has 3 months to "fix it", whatever the fuck that means, before the doctor will take her CDL away or whatever. This has been her main job for an absurdly long time and she has no will to look for a new career. Honestly, her mental state is scaring me. She has two side jobs, but before today's appointment she was considering quitting both, one of which is seasonal. Neither of them pay nearly as much as her current career.

I'm strapped for cash, and to be fully honest I have been trying to move out. I may or may not be able to move in with my brothers, but they keep pushing the date back and I'm not as sure it will work out right now. In the mean time I may start looking for a single bedroom. I can't leave town as I have no license or car. I often rely on others for rides or walk if needed. I cannot be responsible for my mother's mental health, especially if she takes it out on me or threatens to hurt herself.

Here is my Kofi. If you want to give in another form, I have other options, just dm me. I can't make anything for you as my arms are still weak/healing from the tendonitis, honestly it still kinda sucks to type/hold my phone sometimes, let alone cook for myself.

I have $38 dollars until next week, and then a lackluster paycheck that might go straight to essentials/food. Anything helps, even a reblog.

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They're just like me fr

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I swear to God I'm gonna start praying

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"I love going to sleep when it's raining and or thundering! It's so calming." I don't. Like good for you but if I don't go to bed with complete silence I won't sleep. The worst part of summer is trying to sleep with a fan running, no matter how quiet. I could never live in a large city.

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Man I hate when I think of a good comeback line like. What is it, 3 or more years later??

Got called racist for asking politely asking people to not use a certain intersexist slur that starts with f. "That's a Japanese word! I'm Japanese and since that's the word we use you are silencing Asians!" Or whatever the fuck they said. They for sure called me racist tho.

I just want to point out. Just because a word isn't commonly considered a slur in one place doesn't make it not a slur. I even have an example now.

There is a word that starts with s that, in the UK, is commonly used as a slur towards those with autism. It's like the UK version of the r word. In the US, it's commonly considered to just mean someone who is wild or out of control. That doesn't make it not a slur. Even Weird Al, who used that word in a song once, upon realizing its meaning elsewhere, no longer uses the word when performing the song anywhere. Is this silencing Americans?? Is this racism?? 😶

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Idk where to ask this and I'm not ever touching reddit again so here goes.

I have been (for a long while, maybe a year off and on) having arm... Soreness? Pain? Idk?? It's like a 3.5 to 4 on the pain scale, which like. IDK why but numerically it sounds like it hurts more than it actually does? It's just very noticeably annoying, especially when I'm trying to sleep. I don't want to say it feels numb because it doesn't but I guess it feels adjacent? Like similar to how pins and needles feels, but not the same kind of pain? It's mostly my upper right arm, but it's been in both my arms and both sections of my arms so I don't know what to think. I hesitate to call it soreness because I didn't do any hard work with it/them when I feel the pains, and it doesn't feel like I have either. I don't know what to make of it but it feels bad and sucks.

INB4 someone tells me "just go to the doctor!" Then can have and will ignore my pain. A few years ago I was having random severe chest pains (that I still, albeit VERY infrequently, get from time to time) and I was basically told "I don't give a shit unless every over the counter pain med on the planet stops giving you any sort of relief, and even then I might not care unless you're literally dying. No we will not test you for anything, it's bad enough you made the emergency room waste resources on a CT scan the third time you went." They will also misgender me. Someone keeps going into my file and either changing my pronouns to they/them or she/her or removing my gender identity all together. After every visit it feels like I have to check my app to make sure the information is still correct.

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i have a really bad idea where is the junkrat period post

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Spiffy the living fursuit

colors are a little desaturated from the design it was built off of (which i have also drawn and put under the cut)

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Knight who seeks to get injured in combat so she can be tenderly held by her Lady but she keeps absolutely killing it out there and she's too honorable to throw a fight

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@does-the-mashup-slap this

is there any chance of a full version of "Spider D.A.N.C.E." or does it already exist somewhere

here's a longer version, but i'm not calling it Spider D.A.N.C.E. because my pal Jenny already took that one

This was recorded entirely in FUSER, thanks to mods authored by IFoundTheE and MalwHare

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Hey! For multiple reasons, including unsolicited dms from strangers who refuse to tell me who they are, I've changed the username of my discord. If you're a mutual/friend who doesn't have me added, you're free to ask about it! If I've posted some kind of call/search somewhere and listed it as how to contact me, feel free! Otherwise, leave me alone!

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Congrats to the queen of hyrule on her transition

Beautiful woman named "Dinner" keeps calling me

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No you aren't supposed to blindly believe me and just give the post a like.

Actually nevermind I forgot what website I'm on. No one fact checks anything here.

hi i love spreading misinformation. did you know sharks are smooth af?

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I don’t like that we’re adding the ability for customers to watch us online through the security cameras. I’m uncomfortable with the idea of strangers being able to record me without my permission or knowledge. If my manager sees me stimming on the security cameras it’s one thing, she’s cool and knows it doesn’t interfere with my job, but complete strangers who can potentially upload video of me online without me so much as seeing them is something else. I hate this.

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