brainisonfire

[brainisonfire]

This post exempts you from any and all “If you don’t ___ this post, ____ will happen.” You are hereby immune to it all. You are now protected! Be free!

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ocd is literally just having a guy in your head that torments you with false prophecies & visions

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the only way I can bring myself to study is while being kind of high, kind of drunk or on benzos

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euphoria is so fun until it wears off and suddenly your bones have never been heavier and the ache in your chest has never been so full yet so empty and hollow :)

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Hahahahahahahaha BPD episode

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Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

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i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

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the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me feel like i dont belong anywhere.

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march please be kind

I need life to be more gentle than this

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I don't know if it's the Zoloft or EN that makes me feel like this but holy shit.

no I will not elaborate

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why is my brain calling me an attention seeker for breaking down... I'm literally alone...

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I wish ocd could let me cook without scaring me about the possibility of undercooking and overcooking food. for my brain undercooked means poisoned and overcooked means whoever eats it gets cancer. which means I'm almost always terrified of cooking, and I'm almost always on my own at meal times so I can't avoid to do it. and not knowing what I can and can't eat according to my brain triggers my now-kinda-under-control eating disorder a lot. so yeah can I please just have one (1) thing going for me? apparently not

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to every beautiful girl out there with moral ocd i hope you learn to stop engaging in/obsessively following online discourse. your life will improve. one thousandfold

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'It's not that deep' I repeat in my head 14939843 times while by brain connects dots that make it seem like it very much is that deep

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Listening to three different live versions of Rejoice by Julien Baker back to back. Because I'm a healthy and well-adjusted individual.

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"the things you share online are concerning" oh believe me my friend, I know.

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I literally hate making plans when I’m in a good mood, cause 85% of the time when it comes time to do/complete said plans my mood has switched or shifted and I’m over it before it even starts.. lmfaoooo

- ash