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A work in progress. Waiting on some paint brushes to arrive

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Thought I'd share some of my interests on here, anyone else neurospicy interested in The Amory Wars universe (or Coheed and Cambria)?

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Guess I should share that it's official. I am autistic in addition to having ADHD, I found out about 3 months ago.

I still don't think I've come to grips with it. How does that even go when you're 35?

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Accurate.

oh btw. I've taken to saying "I'm taking my ADHD out for a walk" when I'm starting to get restless and feel like I'm going to bite the walls. I "have" ADHD the same way I have a dog. and buster. we are going for a WALK

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Well it's happening, my evaluation is set for Wednesday. Been on a waiting list.

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How am I supposed to differentiate between what I'm actually interested in and what's just a passing hyper fixation that I'll just waste loads of money on only to abandon in a few weeks' time?

Honestly, not knowing who you are and what you actually enjoy is exhausting.

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My cutlery goes from spoons, to sporks, to knives. However, I'm always out of spoons.

Sorry I Spent all mY spoons this week already and it's fucking Tuesday. We're heading to the knives

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First art "that looks at least a little finished sketch wise" of 2024

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Sketches with no specific purpose

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On the brink of tears in my own house while trying to unmask just the tiniest bit.

This is my life now forever.

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Okay brain, we talked about this. New Year's resolutions aren't going to help us mentally, and over-optimizing is a recipe for failure. So let's see about a new angle...

"You should write an album, get your comic book finished, workout every day, save money, code the art app you designed..."

We aren't even 24 hours in, stoppit.

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Does anyone else sing the word "insomnia" to the tune of the Activia jingle?

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"I'd like to append edit retract my last (5) statements.

Nevermind I'll just delete the post."

The adhd urge to use parenthesis in every sentence (because every thought comes with additional bonus content)