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schedule for today 馃┓:
wake up and cry
go to work
go home and cry
try not to think bad thoughts
try not to think about bad memories
watch youtube or do anything to make myself feel slightly better
go the fuck to sleep
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told one of my co-workers that i hadn't ate breakfast or anything yesterday besides chips and they told me to not stress them out 馃槶
#showed more concern than my therapist#i told her about how i hadnt eaten anything for an entire day and her response was well i guess you werent hungry 锟斤拷#like haha yeah having little to no appetite and skipping meals is definitely normal (/sarc)#and i mean. sometimes it can be? ik she didnt fully know how little ive been eating but that was still frustrating#vent#disordered eating#?#tagging just in case
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mentally (and probably physically) exhausted but i have to go to work
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I always seem to be alone in my darkest moments
I hate that
I wish someone was there for me
#I thought that was supposed to be my parents job but they arent really interested in helping me with problems like this#so i guess i'll have to do deal with it on my own#like always#:(#i hope someday im not so alone#vent#trans
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So do you cry about showering or are you normal
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i hate this expectation that no matter what happens im supposed to move on and keep going
but what if i cant
what if im tired of doing that
im allowed to be hurt
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the desire and need to get better vs the urge to get worse and fall back into old habits
#vent#mental health#lgbtqia+#trans#transgender#cant say the idea of going back to old unhealthy habits doesnt ever crossed my mind
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Crying about my gender again
#everything is so overwhelming#i want to feel happy about myself#and be seen#but im not#and i hate it#i hate living like this#i want this to just be over#im so tired and angry and sad#and desperate#i want a new body#i want people to actually listen to me when i have a problem#and acknowledge thats what is going on#so tired#vent#lgbtqia+#trans#transgender#transmasc#trans men#pre transition#gender dysphoria
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Handwashed my binder, now it feels tighter and hurts to wear :(
#thankfully i should be able to buy a new one but this still sucks#how am i supposed to wash them ??#lgbtqia+#trans#transgender#transmasc#trans men#gender dysphoria#vent
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When you're crying so much you decide to just go to sleep
#Eventually started crying again but at least I got to avoid feeling my emotions for those 2 hours I was sleeping#I'm such a crybaby#Also very weak#vent#lgbtqia+#nonbinary#trans#transgender#self hatred#mental health#gender dysphoria
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I'm not a good at being a man
I'm unsure if there's anything I am good at
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I talked to my older sibling about my dysphoria. We didn't get to talk for very long but it was still nice. I feel strangely relieved whenever I tell people about my dysphoria and my identity, like I'm glad that when I'm gone there will be people who know who I am. Whether it be people close to me or complete strangers, I'm just happy that there is someone who will remember me the way I want to be remembered.
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I'm trapped in a body that isn't mine, being treated as someone I'm not
What did I do to deserve this?
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im so damn selfish complaining about this shit
acting like my problems are actually that bad
(can you tell my feelings werent validated as a child)
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the desire to kms and the desire to live and the fear of dying and the fear of life not getting better are at odds with each other 24/7
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