dividebyeveryone

[dividebyeveryone]

i'm trying to accept myself. but i can't, i think i'll never be able to do it. too deep in my head is the idea that i'm wrong, disgusting, that someone like me should rot in the ground. i still often think that i don't deserve a normal life, it's so hard for me to overcome these thoughts

the only thing that makes me feel calm from hopelessness is that i understand that all these experiences dissolve into emptiness. no one cares, but i don't complain. this is how everything should be

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everything is fine

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i did it again

the only thing i notice every time is that i don't like the smell of my blood

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zero even taking into account the units

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god has fangs

[dividebyeveryone]

okay, several questions

What kind of proshiper are you?

Why do you only publicly answer anonymous answers?

What kinds of asks are off limits?

And is it okay to draw your oc?

thank you for these several questions :)

1. oh... well, i don't understand what you mean. in general - i stand for freedom of creativity, people should be able to express their feelings directly, in writing, drawings and other creative works. i also want to note that for me it is especially important to speak out against censorship, since i live in an authoritarian regime, where censorship and deprivation of rights are commonplace, so i will fight for freedom in any case. but, i want to note and, as in the profile description, indicate that "one person's freedom ends where another person's freedom begins."

2. i don't want to ruin anyone's reputation. indicating a profile in a question may be a mistake, and the person may not be aware of the meaning of the term "proship"

3. i can't say right away, but the first thing that comes to mind is all those questions that will de-anonymize me

4. yes, sure

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i haven't felt a future for a long time

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If someone offered you a hug, would you accept?

WOAH. honestly i would be scared and confused like "someone actually wants to hug me what" but i would agree. grhh i love hugs :p

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scarlet spots, you are open

we are ready for the table

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i decided to update my self-presentation

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tw i will probably mention and draw $elfh4rm in this blog

if i interact with you when you have radqueer dni, well... cry about it. i don't look at a person's dni when i liked their random post on my feed

about me

i'm a proshipper and radqueer, you can block me. anyway, i'm not a conflict person

in fact, im against censorship as such

for the most part this blog is a vent

english is not my native language, keep this in mind