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i miss this fandom hold up lemme try one more time to log in

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posting to say i was @zaachknight but i got logged out 😔😔😔 yall i still like this damn book i just cannot remember my shit for the life of me 😭 I WILL BE BACKKKKK

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grew up with people telling me i had a crush on draco malfoy..... yeah so about that i wanted to be him so badly i started cosplaying him and became a boy

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drew these on my shoes ft. my clicker on my shorts

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the demons got me again (internalized cringe)

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The holy trinity

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duster being sampled by ethel cain changed me fundamentally because WHAT WAS THAT

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growing up masking your autism and then having to unlearn "cringe" and stuff you thought were stupid is so hard but so rewarding. now i think im a therian or at least otherhearted.

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mac n cheese 4 din dins :3

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can you be a therian and a furry??? like where’s the line??? i feel like there’s a spectrum of non-humanity and i swing wildly between being a person with ears and a tail and being a wild animal. btw this feelings aren’t related to the autism at all (lying)

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ahhhh thank you!!!

first time wearing my collar out !!!

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hey. it’s important to validate fat therians. otherkin. there are fat angels, demons. there are so many of us and if you aren’t plus sized you’ll never understand the pain we go through and the trauma we faced growing up. never seeing our favorite characters look like us. folks treating us like literal filth, making assumptions and feel lesser than them. the violence we face both physically and emotionally. the fear of public spaces and growing up in a world surrounded by commercials ads tv shows reinforcing the idea that our bodies are something to fear becoming. a marketing tool to demonize our existence. the struggle to find clothes, especially when the trend is to buy everything oversized and the larger sizes get picked before we can even try. the painful body dismorphia and this feeling of “i’m not like them. because they do everything to make me feel like i don’t belong.”

i was compared to animals all the time. parents. family. kids at school. pig. whale. ostracized by society. it was ingrained in me since the beginning that it was wrong to be this way. it’s the same for nearly all of us.

your friends, family that are plus sized that are in communities. frictionkin. otherkin. therian. alterhumans. queer communities. trans communities. cosplay communities. please remember us and include us in your community. we face so much from ignorance and judgement. i think it’s just important. idk. i just want to exist in a space where i don’t feel alone and hated anymore.

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being a plus sized therian sucks so much. i can't do quads, and i hate how i look in every photo with my mask. it hurts so much. i hate not looking like everybody else.

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plus size kemonomimis, therians and other alterhumans pls interact w this im tired of not seeing some like me :(

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first time wearing my collar out !!!

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important psa

autumn j uses AI to generate her "music" 🤢 uhh so yeah guys don't support her stinkyyyy ewwwww ai stinkyyy

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how it feels telling the internet your nonhuman