feeling-in-blurs

[feeling-in-blurs]

Reduce, reuse, recycle my own damn emotions

“You can’t be a system!! You and ___ both do this!!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ LOVEEE this!!”

We still share a brain.

“You and ____ talk very similarly!!!”

We still share a brain.

[feeling-in-blurs]

In September I was assaulted by a police officer while trying to get mental health assistance at a VA hospital. I’m having a hard time dealing with the trauma. My life feels so scattered and shattered. Nothing is distracting me from the pain min my mind. After destroying myself for my country before I was legally allowed to drink, this treatment makes me feel so worthless and unwanted.

I was asked by my lawyer not to shave the videos or images from the assault as trial is pending. (They are pressing bogus charges to cover their asses.) I do want to share my experience once this is all over.

[feeling-in-blurs]

I am still digging for my trauma. If you have tips to dig for them so they can be dealt with, feel free to DM

nah. idgaf.

endos and other non traumagenic “systems” aren’t valid. theyre not a system.

they’re a sick freaks pretending to have a serious TRAUMA DISORDER.

you can def be groomed into believing you are an endo or dont have trauma, and in that case. i’ll support you. or if you don’t remember your trauma.

but NOT REMEMBERING YOUR TRAUMA ≠ ENDO. YOU JUST DONT REMEMBER IT. DO NOT LABEL YOURSELF AS NONTRAUMAGENIC LIKE AN IDIOT.

[feeling-in-blurs]

Are you thinking of your future or thinking about possible futures?

The future shouldn’t be plural.