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I relapsed 3 days ago and self harmed for the first time in years.

My bf still hasn’t noticed and we live together, shower together & sleep together. Ahhaa..

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I'm sorry if I'm difficult to deal with. I don't know how to deal with myself either.

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not eating > eating healthy > eating normally > binging

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Lil snack before I make dinner -

13 Carmel Rice snacks and green tea.

I had a tropical blend smoothie this morning and went for a walk. Ngl I gained some and I’m trying to lose it to be back to 111 lbs 😭

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Confessions of an anorexic:

I watch overweight people mukbang on tiktok to prevent me from eating and getting hungry. It’s like me watching someone eat a lot is kinda like them eating for me, I eventually get full just from watching.

Anyone else the same??

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To be corpse pretty

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Hope these help

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Mental illness is crazy cause I’m just sitting here trying to enjoy my day off and I randomly get a thought that i want to kill myself… why can’t it ever just be normal and easy

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༺♡༻༺♡༻RESIST or REGRET

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Weight Log:

Weighed in today at exactly 111 lbs. MyFitnessPal pointed this out - let’s lose 9 more

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You can always be thinner.... look better

ꔛ𓇢 𓆸

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Body Check

Recent photo from this morning. I dropped another pound.

SW: 120 lbs (3/12/25)

CW: 111.8 lbs (4/14/25)

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You won’t remember what you ate today in summer.

I repeat

YOU WILL NOT REMEMBER WHAT YOU ATE TODAY IN SUMMER.

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Body Check

Here’s a recent body check from this morning after weighing in at 112.8

SW: 120 (3/12/25)

CW: 112.8 (4/13/25)

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Weight Log:

Seems like I’m losing a pound or so a day now. Yesterday I weighed in and I was 114.8 lbs. I also went to the hospital due to my asthma. These breathing treatments make my heart accelerate fast as if I’m working out while sitting. I weighed in today and my face of shock…

SW: 120 lbs (3/12/25)

CW: 113 lbs (4/11/25)

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Weight Log:

I’ve been really sick for the passed 4 days with a cold, I’ve been so miserable except for the fact that being sick is making me lose weight and not wanting to eat so much. I weighed in this morning and I dropped!

SW: 120 lbs (3/12/25)

CW: 115.6 lbs (4/9/25)