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I think Alfred made the case say "good soldier" because he was one too, for decades. Perhaps he equates serving your family as being a good soldier because of that. Still fucked and a lot of miscommunication, but I think Alfred basically meant "dearly beloved" when he put the sign as good soldier.

yeah im about to go on a ramble in response to this. A POSITIVE RAMBLE BTW I LIKED THIS ASK but its loooong and filled with my opinion

Tw : Death, grief, minimal swearing

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Yeah I totally get that. But still, Jason was a child and even though he was a vigilante, calling him a soldier is a bit, like you said, fucked. Also making the memorial (to my knowledge) without telling Bruce is also not great, or even if he had told him Bruce was very obviously not doing well mentally and to put this in a space that hes in so often as the Batcave? Obviously all characters have flaws but this just gives me serious ick

But yes the dearly beloved thing is a good point to mention, because it's likely a case of good intentions with poor consequences. The Robin case is essentially a personal grave site where Jaybin (not Jason, but specifically Robin) can be remembered, or at least thats how i interpret it. Because he does have a grave where he is publicly remembered. Anyways so this was set up by Alfred as a way to grieve Jason in totality, so we have the civilian Jason grave and the Robin Jason grave. He put a good soldier because thats what Robin was, a dearly beloved vigilante. That's probably why 'son' and 'brother' didnt make it onto there, because they were on the public grave. Alfred is a butler, he didnt get to have a connection put onto the public grave so on this private one, he put his connection. I mean Jason is the only batkid (to my knowledge) to call Alfred by a nickname. Comrades in arms, a good soldier. Good intentions.

The bas consequences that comes from this is (well probably multiple, I can't imagine Dick or Bruce were thrilled about the plaque but maybe more understanding since I assume Dick knows, and Bruce def knows about Alfred being the one to set it up) the main consequence is that Jason doesn't know it was Alfred. Bruce isn't a soldier, it doesn't say on the memorial 'curated by Alfred', so Jason can logically assume Bruce is calling him a good soldier in an emotionally distant way because he's Batman (and that's kind of his thing) and Jay was Robin

Also the whole displaying his uniform thing was just unnecessary like damn Alfred kick a man through his coffin why don't you?

Anyways good ask, 10/10, would answer again.

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Ok no because it's actually really unfair that no one told Jason anything about their reactions to his death? Obligatory I've never read the comics all my knowledge is from the fandom yadda yadda, read on if you're ok with that

TW : Talks of grief, death, and slight swearing. Also its a chunky one so strap in y'all. ~♡~

Ok so. Jason dies and everyone is devastated of course. But he doesn't know any of that and from what I've heard he was low key brainwashed by the loa into thinking they didn't care, which isn't helped by the fact that he came back two years later when most of the public grieving had ended (imo grief is something that doesn't ever truly end). One of the main things I see with Jason is he thinks Bruce didn't care and he replaced him. But Bruce literally didn't want another Robin, didn't want Tim, didn't want another son after Jason. Alfred and Dick made Tim Robin. From what I know, no one ever talks about that, so Jason and probably Damian doesn't know either. Like yeah Bruce came around on Tim but he didn't want him. Another thing is the Joker situation where Jason is (rightfully) upset that his killer went free and unpunished. But he didn't? Dick killed him, Bruce tried to kill him, like..???? No one told Jason this? No one, not even in the heat of an argument was like, I TRIED! I tried to kill him! No? No one? No one even mentioned Superman himself stopped Bruce from killing the Joker? Third kinda more minor thing but I still see it sometimes is the display case. You know the one that says a good soldier? That Jason thinks Bruce did even though Alfred put it up? I think it's so unfair not only to Jason but also to Bruce that no one is telling him these things. Jason comes back from the dead, he lost everything. He didn't have much really in his life, he was used to that part. But he lost his father and when he goes back to Gotham and finds out about Tim (or before he comes back whatever) he loses him all over again. Not just physically this time but emotionally. He thinks he got replaced, he thinks his dad doesn't care about him. Which is so heartbreaking because Bruce really loved Jason. And also I think it's safe to assume none of the newer kids know any of this either. So Cass, Steph, Damian, Duke. They probably assume the same things. Sure Maybe they can see Bruce more as a grieving father, but they still probably made the same logical leaps as Jason. Tim is probably the last batkid who ever got to see Batman both before Jason's death and while he grieved. Yes Duke too since hes a gothamite and maybe even Steph but like they had their own issues and lives so I don't think its at the forefront of their minds that Batman is being a bit more aggressive unlike everyone's favorite stalker. Did Gotham even realize Robin died? The villains surely knew, but i mean Dick literally left to go join a different team around the same age Jason died so did the city just think "Oh another Robin left the nest good for him"? "Hope he has funny in Star City or wherever the Titans are"? Anyways yeah. I think someone needs to tell Jason about those things. He lost everything when he died, and a big part of his story is grieving himself. From his perspective, maybe Dick grieved him, maybe Alfred did, but Bruce didn't. Yes Alfred and Dick are close to him, he loves them, but Bruce is his dad and I think it's unfair that Jason was never made aware of just how deeply he was loved.

Also that he thinks Bruce was the one who made the weird ass memorial case cause just... wtf Alfred? A good soldier? Fuck off with that

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Forbidden spaghetti

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So I didnt finish my superman or nightwing sweaters.... but i did make this!

I'm gonna sew it on top of a jacket :)

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Put up a singing video on my tiktok (HauntedFae) check it out if you want to! The lyrics are below the cut as a poem if you... if you don't want to watch me sing... 🥺😢

Blow me away like dandelions Yeah you swept me off my feet Now I know that you're lying My heart trembles in defeat I wish that I had known you For the one you were before But now I only see you as the general in the war Don't blame me for your faults Don't act like you're above it all I thought I broke your walls I thought that we were close But now I see you only hurt The ones you love the most Leave me alone I don't want your love anymore Leave me just ghost It's all you're good for Cause you weren't good for me

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Just a snippet cause I haven't decided if I even have the ideas to finish it with lmao

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Saja Boys Wallpapers!

Posted on tiktok first (HauntedFae there too) and forgot thrice to add them here!

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Someone take my creativity. Please.

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Ok so, Saiki K headcanon/theory/whatever about Akechi below the cut because I ramble lol

So you know how in Saiki K he used his mind control to make it normal that people have faster thoughts when in a quick situation, like in the example of the baseball guy who had the ball flying at him and was like speed thinking

Does Akechi have that just like, all the time? Does he have like an anxiety disorder and so his body is constantly believing 'ok danger need to think quickly' and thats why hes always talking and speaking so quickly too?

I have anxiety and depression and have lived with them so long I can't recognize their presence until it gets really really bad, like sometimes my gf will notice before I do, so I wonder if thats what's happening with Akechi. Everyone thinks its normal because that's how he's always been but if he, idk, like, took a Xanax would he finally slow down?

Just a thought.

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Some kids drew pictures, I wrote fan theories about two British men

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I love writing but I wish I could skip the hard part (writing)

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They're smiling at their phone their probably looking at other people

Me :

Hehehehhehehe 🤭🫣

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My phone screen has been undertale themed for the past like 5 years or so, but honestly Saja boys got me thinking of changing it 🫦🤔

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Barry owns the bathroom now

I still need to pee. I might go to McDonalds or a gas station or whatever the hell is open at 1 10 am

there's a spider in my bathroom and im being so brave abt it (im literally crying and considering pissing in the kitchen)

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20 minutes now I texted my gf and shes talking me through it im gonna move the laundry bins and try to get eyes on Barry

God does not give his toughest battles to his strongest soldiers, he tortures people with zoophobia after they drink liquor (i had 1 shot of vodka with some hot cocoa)

there's a spider in my bathroom and im being so brave abt it (im literally crying and considering pissing in the kitchen)

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Around 10 to 15 minutes with what ive named Barry because idk it makes it less scary (no it doesnt). I have no idea where it is and I keep crying. Considered burning down the apartment but remembered other people live here so no dice

Dont know why im live posting this event but it makes me feel better ig

Might call my mom even though she lives 3 hours away and its almost one I was doing so good living by myself too (my gf is housesitting so Im genuinely alone)

there's a spider in my bathroom and im being so brave abt it (im literally crying and considering pissing in the kitchen)

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anyways I think mystery and baby saja would probably eat spiders and even though im deeply in love with them and all their 5 seconds of screen time I wouldnt kiss them because of that

there's a spider in my bathroom and im being so brave abt it (im literally crying and considering pissing in the kitchen)

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there's a spider in my bathroom and im being so brave abt it (im literally crying and considering pissing in the kitchen)