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“i know that i’ve been the hardest to love,” the blonde admitted to the male as she looked him the eyes. from the start, her relationship with richie was something she had to fight for. they conquered seemingly everything that got in their way, even making it to be married and having a child. but even she knew that at times, she had made it hard to keep things together: whether it was intentional or not. they were both to blame for it. but she had to admit her own guilt. “i know that sometimes maybe i do things i shouldn’t, say thing i shouldn’t. i know that it’s hard to deal with it all. but i’m not going to give up on us,” she vowed. “i’m going to fight to make this better. i’m going to find a way to make you yourself again, not just for ricky or for you, but for myself. you just have to let me fight for you, for us, in spite of all the faults. you really just want to push me out?” @younqblccd​

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“i wish that i was good enough, if only i could wake you up,” she admitted as her hands went on to sam’s shoulders. no matter how hard she tried to distance from him, all she wanted to do was try and get through to him. after all, iris cared about him. she was not a quitter, she couldn’t just stand by and watch whatever it was swallow him whole. all she wanted was to have the man she met back in that bunker back. there was a life she pictured in her mind—the both of them. the hunter who would always come back to the reporter. both determined and stubborn people who melded together in to something special. she just had to try to get him to see that whatever had a grip on him? it was only going to serve to hurt him, to bring him down and potentially destroy him. “sam, this isn’t you. no matter what you try and tell me, this isn’t you.” there was a stern tone to her voice as she looked him in the eyes. “beneath all this? there is a loving, funny, strong individual in there. in there is someone who is empathetic and knows they are better than this. i love you, sam,” she admitted as she felt her grip on him only tightened. “if you’re not going to fight this for me? then do it for your brother, for the others who care about you and don’t want to see this darkness overtake you. please… you have to.”

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“my god, your love, it seems so harmless.” there was a breathless tone to his voice. the blonde was far from his usual choice of women that he seemed to fall for. but from the start, their path to where they were only made him fall for her. in typical elijah fashion, the love started to become all consuming of him. though of course he was in denial about it for a good amount of time, the blinds finally started to come up lightly. “but i am beginning to see that perhaps it is not the best for you, or myself. there seems to be something inside you that just wants me to hurt you, and that is the last thing i wish to do to you.”

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“what if I’m down? what if I’m out? what if I’m someone you won’t talk about?” izzie couldn’t help the tears that threatened to spill, using the back of her hand to blot them away. it wasn’t like she was in the best place to fall in love. she was so focused on career, so focused on her makeshift family. not only that, but lately she hadn’t been feeling well. it was impacting her life, and of course she had to use it to try and sabotage her relationship with dylan. whatever relationship the two had anyways. it was formed as a doctor and patient, was it wrong to feel this way? maybe that was part of the reason she was acting this way. “not that it would matter—you would have dodged one hell of a bullet. i come with a lot of baggage.”

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“wanna feel alive, outside i can fight my fear.” after speaking, freya found herself gulping back her emotions as best as she could. but it was betrayed by the tears that pooled in her eyes. it was scary to suddenly become something you weren’t before. in a matter of a moment her whole life had just changed. on top of that? she was back with emerson, the person who changed her life. now she had no choice but to trust him, even if she was still angry, even if she didn’t fully forgive him. yet somehow she had this caring for him still. all these emotions were too much. she felt herself starting to swallow it all down. “but i can’t feel alive if i want to fight these fears, to trust you. it’s like—i can’t allow myself to be angry, to be sad. i’ve got to shut it all away or i’m just—-i’m just going to break. i’m not strong, this isn’t something i can deal with.” as she spoke again, her voice began to crack. as if this facade of being complacent were chipping away to reveal her true feelings, her true fears. “how am i supposed to deal with not being me anymore? how am i supposed to deal with feeling so… alone.”

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“tell me how I’m trash and you could easily replace me.” there was resentment in the blonde’s tone. until now, serena could have sworn that was she getting to derek: getting underneath that cold surface that he put up. but in the blink of an eye he was back to his broody self. it was more than frustrating. “i’m not a stranger to people i care about freezing me out and saying horrible things to my face. so if you’re trying to break me so i’ll just go away, you’re going to have to rethink your tactics. you could just tell me to go and that would be just fine.” there was a hurting in her heart. it felt like being back in new york again, with the cruel words people had for each other. no matter what was happening, someone had to hurt someone else. this was something she wanted to leave behind her. “but thanks for showing me that you can be a massive asshole.”

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“wouldn’t want nobody else by my side.” there was a warm smile on her face as esme looked in to nik’s eyes. there was so much love that she had for him. there was no one else she would rather be having a child with. “i know you’ve got doubt about being a parent. but trust me, i’ve got all the faith in the world that you’re going to be a great father. one day, i’m going to get the bakery back up and running, and we’re going to have a nice life together: all three of us. i can promise you that.”

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“i’m falling for you, so much so that it’s freaking me out.” it was the emotional words of a woman who had fallen so hard for someone that she probably should have known more about to get these feelings. but she couldn’t help it. “it’s like—it’s like the thought of you just fills up my lungs, it literally just sucks all the oxygen away. when i think of you, it’s like i’m filled with such warmth. and it’s SCARY. are people even supposed to feel this way? i’m a doctor, i should be able to fix this feeling. but—i can’t. and all i want is to see you more, and be with you more. i know you’re all wrapped up in someone yet i just can’t help it.”

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“i’m restless, craving your attention.” the blonde genius found herself lightly biting her lip. it was sort of new territory to be so open with someone. it had been quite a long time. “so, why don’t we—i don’t know, make some popcorn? watch a movie? i think i’ve got some free time tonight.” if anything all she wanted to do was spend more time with jason. the two were polar opposites, way different personalities that should have clashed, yet she wanted nothing more than to be the object of his affection. “promise i won’t make you suffer through a rom:com this time… maybe… actually i make no promises.”

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“if you love me, let me hear you.” it was ultimatum. even the woman that was always down for games, this was beginning to be too much for her. despite her best judgement, the curiosity did indeed get the cat. the feelings she had for the male had grown in ways she never expected it to. it drove her to think things, to say things that perhaps she normally wouldn’t. “no more games, no more back and forth. if you love me, i want to hear you say it. despite what you may think, i don’t have my whole life to play this back and forth. there is so much more mischief i could be having otherwise.”

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"no, not to check up on you." he denied; feeling almost embarrassed for showing up at his moment.. especially after the assumptions; he was never good with showcasing how he felt; it took some time and manifestations.. so here he was; finally; ready to have his heart right on his sleeve.. but at her statement he wasn't quite sure if he should bite the bullet or back out. "i wanted to tell you- i've been thinkin- and i want you back with me.. but if you don't want to be- i'll walk away, and we can be done.. it's up to you, dallas."

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“keep playing my heartstrings faster and faster,” the brunette stated with a venomous undertone. it had been some time since miguel had just pushed her out of his life. why? all to protect her. it was some misguided notion that he seemed to think he knew what was best for her. it still made her blood boil. but yet someone all he had to do was walk right back up to her, and that heartbeat would quicken and slam against her chest. “it’s what you’re good at. you can just push me away and pull me back and i’m like putty. but not this time. you made your choice. you don’t get to come here to, what, check up on me?”

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"Jessica.." his accent laid thick as his concern manifested.. he might of been the devil- satan himself, but seeing the girl he loved in such vulnerability? it caused him great despair and ache; his brown hues tore deep within her bambi eyes.. "what are you talking about? of course it will be, i'll make sure of it.." he insisted; feeling himself losing control of the situation; something he always feared, control was power.. and power was what he thrived on. "look- we're going to get married, and we can adopt those little brats if you please.. whatever you want we'll get- i only want you to be happy.. because- you make me happy.." he explained; reaching an arm out to wipe away her tears ignoring the smear it did on his skin. "i'm sorry if i ever made you second guess how i feel- you're exactly the vampire this devil wants." he tried to lighten the mood with a small smile; trying to keep it sweet as he kept his eyes on her's.

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“i’m afraid that we won’t make it.” there was a lump forming in the red head’s throat. after all, why wouldn’t she feel that way? her love with hoyt ended in disaster, her love with jason seemingly disintegrated before her very eyes. why wouldn’t this love get away from jessica as well? in that moment it was oh so hard to breathe. the blood tears pooled in her eyes, they threatened to escape and stain her porcelain cheeks in a crimson red. it had been such a whirlwind start, what if it all came down in a fiery crash? “i don’t know, i’m just scared that this ain’t gonna continue bein’ this perfect fairytale—lucifer and a vampire. what it just isn’t as meant to be as we thought…”

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osiris was never one for love, he always claimed his place as a lone wolf, he didn't need anyone.. everyone he ever cared for ended up leaving; so he figured it was safer to have his heart closed off.. but when he met this sunshiny blonde, he knew he was done for. "is- you took the words out of my mouth- and i've never been good at expressing myself. but- i was thinking you and me? we could keep this thing going forever ?" he hinted, "i know- i don't have the ring- but i've never been one for romantic jesters.. and i wouldn't even know where to begin about ring sizes- and gold- and silvers.. but would you want to marry me, isla? i get if this is too fast but- i can see you in my life forever, and i'm not about to give that up- not now, not ever. if i can help it."

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“when you said ‘hello’, i knew that was the end of it all.”  from the day she saw him moving in to the apartment next door, she knew that something was bound to happen. even in that first moment, she had felt her heart skip a beat or two. through all the ups and downs, isla’s love for osiris never disappeared. even when it should have, it lingered and had a grip on her. “ever since day one, you’ve had me. even when i didn’t notice it. after we had that space, i knew if i ever got you back i was never going to let you go again. so, consider this me telling you that now you’re stuck with me. this time i’m not going to let this go without a fight.”

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"and you think I do? feeling things isn't exactly a walk in the park for me either.. i feel all mushy inside like a milkshake- i still hardly know what this all means.." he rambled on; feeling the heart he figured was long rotted away throbbing.. it was throbbing at the mere image of her; and he wasn't sure why.. "come on, we both know safe isn't fun. it's so.. boring, so predictable.. why would you ever want that?" he pointed out; though the more she spoke the more he felt his heartstrings being pulled. "i'll admit- i do lots of scummy things, sort of my brand.. but when it comes to you? i actually like having you around, i guess i can get why you'd be scared.. but i wouldn't hurt you-and i know that sounds crazy even for me- and i'm not sure why.. but all homicidal tenedices? they subside around you, and that has to count for something, right?"

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“i don’t wanna fall in love, with you.” there was a shakiness to her voice. the tears that aria were holding back threatened to break through. it was a scary prospect. how did she end up caring for a guy like this, and this deep at that? it was a dangerous game to be playing and somehow she had gotten roped in to it. “i can’t. you—it’s not to safe to fall for you.” but it may have already been a tad too late. no matter how much she was in denial about it. eventually she was going to have to face it, and to face the consequences of having those feelings. “you would throw me aside like garbage when you got bored of me and you know it.”

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caroline forbes was always a second choice, a second thought.. nobody prioritized her and she became so numb to the fact that it was simply her norm.. so to hear the male's words?? his declaration of love she felt her dead heart leaping straight from her chest.. never had anyone felt that way for her; love was all she ever wanted.. to be someone's choice.. at his touch she felt herself melting; her blue eyes met his in a dance of fire.. he was so attractive- so sexy.. she wanted to taste him; to feel him underneath her fingers.. before she knew it her lips were placed upon his mouth.. so softly it was before it turned passionate and rough; hands tearing at his shirt.. she so desperatedly wanted it off to see his bare chest; to feel his abs.. she never been so hungry for a touch; not like she was for his.

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‘your love could start a war.” the words rolled off the male vampire’s tongue like velvet. it had been a secret all his own at first, to how, the blonde vampire had caught his attention. at first it was just a fun little cat and mouse game of lust. little did she know that for him, it had grown much deeper than that. the seeds had been planted for his feelings just by being herself. now those seeds had spouted and their roots had planted themselves insides his non-beating heart. almost methodically, his hand reached up to cup her face. in the process, he moved away her blonde locks to get a better look in to her eyes. “i’d fight any man for it,” he stated seriously. the tone of his voice held his strong convictions. there weren’t many words to escape him, but they all held the weight of the meaning behind them.

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"and you won't. he assured resting a hand right upon her shoulder in a way to comfort her, he never liked seeing her upset, or anyone for that matter. he felt his heart ache as he looked upon her sad eyes, "hey- we all come with a lot of baggage.. but that doesn't mean we're hard to love- it just means we're a little stronger then the next guy. emma I promise you i'm here to stay, nothing that you tell me will change that, -i love you." he told with almost a speechless grin upon his face.. he hadn't said that word in so long it felt forbidden.. as if he were a child cursing in front of his parent.. but he meant it; he meant it more then anything he said before..

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“i don’t want to know what it’s like to live without you,” the blonde admitted in a rare moment of vulnerability. she had began to invest so much of her emotions and heart in to the man in front of her. she had even gone so far as to introduce her son to him, to let him in to this unusual co-parenting situation she had going on. the idea of him just leaving? it wasn’t like her to be scared, not truly, yet the prospect actually put some terror in her.  “I know i’m a hard person to love sometimes.” saying the ‘l’ word was always hard for her to do. love was not something she was able to hold on to for long. but at this moment? all she wanted to do was grip it tight. “i know that i come with a lot of baggage and a really strange sorta family dynamic right now. but please… i really just don’t want you to go, to walk away.”

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at every mission the gecko went on hanna was left with a heavy heart and bad anxiety; she knew anytime could be the last time shed see her husband, and given how much she already lost? She couldnt handle anymore shed break; so when he returned home she felt as if she could finally breathe again.. he made it out alive; she wouldnt be a single mother Ashley wouldnt know a world without her dad.. with a quick movement as always she brought him into a hug; not even getting the first word or greeting in. Though at his sentence she could only nod and agree of course she knew the world was wild ; it was the world she lived in and through. "You're telling me, i had my best friends twin stalking me and my friends for like 5 years if that isnt wild i dont know what is." She attempted a joke; placing a hand over his. "I know . I just wish itd all stop, i know it sounds too good to be true but i just want some normalcy.. a world where its just us and ashley- and we're baking brownies and she asks to lick the spoon, it isnt realistic.. not for us but i want that for us.. at least one day even if we're old and wrinkly and ashleys grown up and has a kid of her own- i just want that normalcy even for a split second.."

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“baby, it’s a wild world,” he admitted as he sat across the table from hanna. after the last skirmish he got in, carlos back for his head, he managed to get away and find his way back to hanna and his kid. he didn’t know how long that would last. how much longer did he have to spend with them before he had to flee again? it was for their safety, of course. but god damn did it actually sting for once. his hand reached over for the beer in front of him, pulling it close to put the bottle to his lips. god, did he need a sip of it. “it’s not like i’m wanting to just run all over this fucking country like a lab rat on the loose. but it’s a hell of a lot better than getting you and ashley mixed up in all of it. because you think you’re scared now? you think richard is scary? you’d be even more terrified if i just let it in, shitting your pants i bet.”