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heyyy....

I'm not dead...

Sorry I haven't been posting lol I just haven't been listening to much malevolent recently.....

I'm working on it! Actually listening to it now so I should have another update soon!

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jonathan is the most bullied by women man of all time and if sam wants to catch up melanie's gonna have to be a bit more fast and loose with that poker

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I am constantly hurt by the callousness with which people dismiss the harm of restricting adult content and porn, only concerned about the knock-on effects for queer people and radical political groups. Sex workers ourselves matter just as much as non sex working queer people and leftists.

We are not canaries in the coal mine whose deaths you can dismiss while you frame groups you actually care about as the sole human casualties of these policies. I need you to care that laws like the Online Safety Act lead sex workers to have to return to abusive third parties to find clients or to work in brothels we hate or to such poverty that we starve. I need you to care about payment processors refusing to pay out for adult content because it means sex workers cannot rely on online work when selling sex in-person becomes too much for our bodies or too risky.

Please care about sex workers' suffering, rather than only the fact your favourite queer game was de-listed from itch.io and that you have to use a VPN to access adult subreddits without giving your ID now.

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I'm crocheting howls jacket from howls moving castle but I did it to quickly and now I have a fucking repetitive strain injury. I have been crocheting for 7 fucking years and this has never happened??? I'm honestly impressed.

Anyway now I'm doing the proper thing and resting my wrist for a few days but omg I'm so bored now lol I just wonna crochet!!!

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should I have done this like idk 2 fucking months earlier or something... Yeah. At least I'm here now...

Ok instead of recommending 1 fic for you all I'm just gonna recommend the whole fucking author cause omg their so good. Though I'll link one of their fics cause I can't link the authors page smh.

Ok this is Janekfan. Say hi. Go on. Do it.

What Im recommending you all is their sickfics. Their area of expertise is hurt/comfort and Tim angst specifically. I would say the Tim angst is like some of the closest to real canon I've seen for tim related fics during his season 3 fucking hating Jon (deserved) era. Some fics are even more angsty then canon...

The fic imma link is Duress, featuring Tim angst, hurt/comfort, and a happy ending ish. I would have preferred if Tim got beat over the head with a pipe at the end of this fic but that's just me so...

But yes please please go check out all their shit its so fucking good omg!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/30665933

(keys and 6hrs 47min are also very very good)

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So, what do we know about Celia? Tall? Dark hair? Welsh accent?? Jumped dimensions to start a new life???

Howl Jenkins Pendragon you motherfu-

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The back half of TMAGP 45:

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I fucking love Heinrich's insistence about the chair its so hilarious. I desperately hope that its not a plot point in any way and just some eldritch abomination's prized ikea purchase.

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I don't think Sam is sharing other Sam's nightmare. I think he's sharing Alice's nightmare. Not because he's Sam, but because he took her statement.

After all, Sam is awfully familiar now with watching and listening to what other people fear the most.

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Magpod headcanons: where the TMA characters are in TMAGP

Elias Bouchard: Stoner. Tried to get a job in civil service but...

Michael Shelley: I would like to think that he is a librarian or a therapist for kids (not for adults, only kids)

Annabelle Cane: either an author or a politician.

Jane Prentiss: She still works at the crystal shop.

Oliver Banks: Works at that shop with Jane, lives happily with a husband.

Peter Lukas: dead.

Tim Stoker: He has a Youtube channel with Danny and they post whatever adventures they find themselves in, he also works part time as a freelance writer.

Sasha James: ethical hacker.

Melanie King: Youtuber, again, has crossed paths with Tim and Danny, has a fandom feud with Georgie but it's all in good fun.

Callum Brodie: In school, probably bullying some kids.

Jude Perry: Welder, I don't know why, she just has that vibe.

Rosie Zampano: Librarian or detective.

Julia Montauk: actually had a pretty normal life since her dad wasn't a serial killer (because the reason he began killing wouldn't exist), probably in a band.

Jurgen Lietner: art collector, Gerry still hates him.

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The first piece I’ve been able to finish in quite a long time. Slowly breaking out of artblock one messy drawing at a time.

This is a TMA oc of mine: Danny Mallory. An End Avatar predicting deaths with a deck of tarot cards.

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Omg I have fucked up my fyp so fucking bad omggg. Umm how do I fix this hahahahhhhhh

I'm very sorry but imma tag this with tma so I can try and fix this ignore me

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Being online is great because it's somewhat anonymous and it has so many spaces for so many different people.

Being online is bad because doxxing! and now I have a crippling fear of being doxxed it's actually kinda really bad umm whoops.

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“i really loved you, you know?” will always get me

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haven’t posted any art in a bit sooo

FEAR WHEEL

(btw yes the dice is purposefully all snake eyes, just clarifying)

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once i was watching your stream really, really high, and you mentioned a pair of pants you liked, and i started uncontrollably sobbing because it made me think about my own favourite pair of pants

This is why I do it

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hey followers. have you ever wanted to know how it feels to be inside a bag of cornflakes