iknowidontknowme

[iknowidontknowme]

Coming into a fandom late

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Tell me why it’s midnight and I’m CRYING at this answer to my search

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[iknowidontknowme]

Don't let darkness from others smother your light. Shine, darling. You're going to be amazing.

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is it really christmas eve already i can’t feel anything

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Me at night, when my depression, anxiety, body image issues, past trauma, lurking past eating disorders, and slight adhd all convene to make me want to die, sob for hours, dance to really fast-paced music, workout for an hour, eat three meals, never eat again, convince me no one I thought loved me ever did, and that no one will ever love me but then proceed to decide on me lying still while internally Turn Down for What plays at bass-boosted volume.

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Every time I abandon my core values I deprive myself of love and lose connection with my soul. When I lose connection with my soul I feel disembodied and drained of life. I owe it to myself to end this pattern and stop making decisions out of stress that betray my core values. I’m going to do better because I deserve it.

[iknowidontknowme]

Ok but the other day I said

OHhH Billie Eilish? I love her!!!! ......music!!!! I love her music!!!!

And while I do not have any attachment to Billie I do indeed have to learn to shut my face when people speak of females’ beauty.

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Just a set of quick photos I did for class.

[iknowidontknowme]

for anyone who needs a pick me up today, remember that you are growing! even if you’re in a situation where you feel like you’ve made a mistake or didn’t get the outcome you were expecting, you are growing. you’re gaining experience and learning the necessary skills to improve, to do better, to try again. you’re learning to persevere.

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In times of hurt and struggle, it's important to take care of yourself. Put your needs first. Make sure you're eating enough. Getting enough rest. Neglecting yourself will only make it feel so, so much worse. You're worth the effort.

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“It’s not that I can’t fall in love. It’s really that I can’t help falling in love with too many things all at once. So, you must understand why I can’t distinguish between what’s platonic and what isn’t, because it’s all too much and not enough at the same time.”

— Jack Kerouac

[iknowidontknowme]

When you wanna come out

to your lgbt spectrum friend but

you’re PANICKING

[iknowidontknowme]

I look to others

But it doesn’t help- I have noooo idea who I am

[iknowidontknowme]

reblog if you’re mentally preparing to be the gay cousin at thanksgiving this year

(i am mentally preparing myself because i know i’m going to be the gay cousin)

[iknowidontknowme]

Wanna be sexy

Don’t wanna have sex *woot woot*