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there was something about people in need that drew jason in, maybe it was the constantly helplessness he felt in his own life that compelled him to take an active role in others, one where he felt he had some type of control, an ability to help when no one came to his aid. he couldn't help the way his heart twisted as he sat next to jonathan, nodding silently as he listened and letting out a heavy sigh, "okay. we don't have to talk. we can just...be." he finally said, setting his backpack down and settling in for what he was sure would be a long afternoon.

┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ☪︎ . *. ⋆ IT WAS MAYBE A LITTLE WEIRD, being offered help by a stranger like this. even more weird was that the stranger was none other than jason carver, a teen who existed on probably the opposite end of every spectrum jonathan could pinpoint his own standing within. in this moment he became GRATEFUL for the darkness, hiding his tears, but unable to hide the shaking in his voice as he replied. ❝ not really ... but you can sit, if you like. ❞ he didn't really wanna be alone.

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♱ hi friends !! i will be here tonight, actually doing my replies and such, but i'll be around to chat for anyone who wants to plot with jason in the meantime !!

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🐝  *  ―  𝑭𝑶𝑼𝑹 𝑾𝑶𝑹𝑫 𝑺𝑬𝑵𝑻𝑬𝑵𝑪𝑬 𝑺𝑻𝑨𝑹𝑻𝑬𝑹𝑺.

❛  are you kidding me?  ❜ ❛  at least you tried.  ❜ ❛  can i kiss you?  ❜ ❛  come and make me.  ❜ ❛  did you hear that?  ❜ ❛  don’t give up now.  ❜ ❛  don’t lie to me.  ❜ ❛  don’t listen to them.  ❜ ❛  for once, shut up!  ❜ ❛  have you told them?  ❜ ❛  i can’t help you.  ❜ ❛  i care about you.  ❜ ❛  i don’t believe you.  ❜ ❛  i didn’t mean that.  ❜ ❛  i had no idea.  ❜ ❛  i’m here for you.  ❜ ❛  i’m not giving up.  ❜ ❛  i need your help.  ❜ ❛  i’ll try my best.  ❜ ❛  i’ll never forget you.  ❜ ❛  i’m proud of you.  ❜ ❛  it’s my turn now.  ❜ ❛  i’ve made a mistake.  ❜ ❛  sometimes, life really sucks.  ❜ ❛  stay with me, please.  ❜ ❛  story of my life.  ❜ ❛  tell me the truth!  ❜ ❛  thanks but no thanks.  ❜ ❛  thank you … for everything.  ❜ ❛  to hell with it.  ❜ ❛  wait, are you serious?  ❜ ❛  wanna talk about it?  ❜ ❛  we’ll get through this.  ❜ ❛  what’s wrong with you?  ❜ ❛  what did i do?  ❜ ❛  what do you think?  ❜ ❛  when will it stop?  ❜ ❛  where did you go?  ❜ ❛  will you marry me?  ❜ ❛  you can’t just leave.  ❜ ❛  you could’ve been hurt!  ❜ ❛  you don’t trust me.  ❜ ❛  you don’t wanna know.  ❜ ❛  you lied to me.  ❜ ❛  you’re jealous, aren’t you?  ❜

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♱ ooc; how is everyone tonight?

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jason nodded, mostly because he didn't want to outright lie about it, he had been in california, that's all anyone needed to know. he'd always wanted to go to california, under different circumstances. "yeah, it's…sunny." he murmured, feigning disinterest in hope that eddie wouldn't feel the need to further this topic of conversation, regardless of the fact that he'd been the one to veer it this way. anything to get past the talk of their past…situation.

at eddie's next attempt, jason couldn't help the way the corner of his mouth turned upwards a bit, the comforting ribbing hitting awkwardly, much more stilted than the banter they used to have, but the offering was appreciated and jason latched onto it with both hands, his eyes rolling dramatically as he let out an over the top grunt, "i always kick ass at basketball." he emphasized the word and shook his head, "you would know if you didn't already purposely schedule your dork sessions on game nights. don't think i don't know what you're doing there." he teased, letting his gaze roam eddie's face. he'd always felt an acute attraction towards them, but this more masculine version settled onto eddie's face in a way that jason appreciated more than he wanted to let on. "or did you also give up playing with toys over the summer?"

California, huh? It seemed fitting, Jason getting to spend the summer in a place like that. If Eddie were to allow his mind to wander, he could picture seeing that smile he enjoyed so much again. Only made worse at the thought of sunlight making blond hair shine golden when bathed in California beams. Mentally shaking the thought away, he gave a nod. "California sounds nice...Never been myself." It was a faint attempt at small talk though Eddie knew it wouldn't last. Everything was different now. "Thanks...Good luck kicking ass at your next laundry basket game. Sure you'll win with ease." Eddie mused, giving a faint smile. One of their old teases at each other was Eddie or well..Eden back then...referring to basket ball as a laundry basket game. Of course, DnD had also been on the table to make fun of at that time too.

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❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜

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jason frowned, his voice lowering as he took a step closer, it was true he and jonathan had never been close, but sometimes, when tragedy struck, it could bring people together. "like what?" he spoke low, his eyes glancing around, and when he was sure they were alone he took a seat next to jonathan. he knew it was shallow, to even care about what other people thought, to worry that he might be ostracized because of who he spent time with, but he'd always been that way. concerned with the way other people saw him, to the point of obsession. still, his bleeding heart couldn't just walk past someone in pain and not stop to at least offer a helping hand. "do you want to talk about it?"

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♱ ooc; i'm going to spend a bit of time here today, but i have some reading i need to get done before this book's pub day tomorrow, so my free time today will be split between this and that. in the meantime, my ask is open - and don't forget to follow my multimuse @storyfm !!

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❛ close your eyes and hold out your hands. ❜ ❛ what are you smiling at? ❜ ❛ i can’t leave you alone for one minute, can i? ❜ ❛ was it you? did you do all this? ❜ ❛ i don’t know how you do this every day… ❜ ❛ that is not an appropriate question to ask a lady you’ve just met. ❜ ❛ i’m not sorry. ❜ ❛ i did warn you not to trust me. ❜ ❛ do you remember anything? at all? ❜ ❛ you’re lucky you’re cute. ❜ ❛ why don’t you just kill me? ❜ ❛ did you hurt yourself? ❜ ❛ i could show you the way. ❜ ❛ i don’t feel so good. ❜ ❛ you owe me a dinner. a very nice dinner. ❜ ❛ don’t go. please. ❜ ❛ you wanna know what your problem is? ❜ ❛ i’m here to drink alone. ❜ ❛ don’t run away from this. ❜ ❛ i’m just saying, murder is an option. ❜ ❛ i didn’t realize you were in so much pain. ❜ ❛ i guess it runs in the family, huh? ❜ ❛ you wouldn’t understand. ❜ ❛ we’ve been through a lot. i think we should just lay low and take it easy. ❜ ❛ dangerous to be out so late. ❜ ❛ i hope you haven’t been standing out in the cold this whole time. ❜ ❛ i made a mistake. ❜ ❛ am i not good enough? ❜ ❛ i’m going to get you out of here. ❜ ❛ why did you bring me here? ❜ ❛ aren’t we in a good mood today? ❜ ❛ don’t shut me out. please. ❜ ❛ the storm’s getting worse. ❜ ❛ i never meant to hurt you. ❜ ❛ you’re about as intimidating as a butterfly. ❜ ❛ have you come to laugh at me in my miserable state? ❜ ❛ here, take this. you’ll catch a cold. ❜ ❛ this is the part where you leave. ❜ ❛ why are you talking like we’ll never see each other again? ❜ ❛ you stepped on my foot! ❜ ❛ you’re not a very convincing liar. ❜ ❛ we’re in completely different leagues. ❜ ❛ how did you find me? ❜ ❛ i don’t need you anymore. ❜ ❛ rough day today? ❜ ❛ snap out of it! ❜ ❛ you look better in my clothes than i do. ❜ ❛ why are you still here? ❜ ❛ can i ask… what happened? ❜ ❛ are you saying you care about me? ❜ ❛ i won’t let anyone hurt you. ❜ ❛ it’s not stealing if it was mine to begin with. ❜ ❛ well, this is where i live. ❜ ❛ we’re not so different after all. ❜ ❛ how long have i been asleep? ❜ ❛ no more lies, no more secrets. ❜ ❛ can you forgive me? ❜ ❛ i thought you… i saw you get shot. ❜ ❛ why are you really here? ❜ ❛ i wish we never met. ❜ ❛ you look like you need a hug. ❜ ❛ would you run away with me? ❜ ❛ see? i’m not just a pretty face. ❜ ❛ we can stop them. i can help you. ❜ ❛ what now? i’m tired. ❜ ❛ i didn’t want you to see me like this. ❜ ❛ i can’t do this without you. ❜ ❛ if you tell me yours, i’ll tell you mine. ❜ ❛ are you threatening me? ❜ ❛ did you ever care about me? ❜ ❛ treat me like the princess that i am! ❜ ❛ i’m not leaving you. ❜ ❛ why did you come? ❜ ❛ i need your help… and you need mine. ❜ ❛ i wish i could hate you. ❜ ❛ i see you don’t recognize me. well, it was a long time ago. ❜ ❛ you’ve lost a lot of blood. ❜ ❛ i had my suspicions, but until now i wasn’t sure. ❜ ❛ there’s nothing left for me here. ❜ ❛ that is… literally illegal. you’re describing something illegal. ❜ ❛ wait. i’ve heard that sound before. ❜ ❛ just try to hang on. ❜ ❛ so why’s it so important anyway? ❜ ❛ i’ll stay in tonight, thanks. ❜ ❛ we can’t keep going on like this. ❜ ❛ in about a minute, you’ll be sorry you didn’t listen to me. ❜ ❛ is this seat taken? sorry, it’s a bit crowded here. ❜ ❛ you can’t leave me here alone! ❜ ❛ i’ll believe it when i see it. ❜ ❛ why are you laughing? this is a very serious situation. ❜ ❛ i bought two. here. ❜ ❛ i’ve seen you before, walking by. ❜ ❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜ ❛ c'mon. aren’t you worried what might happen if we go? ❜ ❛ walk with me? ❜ ❛ it’s very rude to stare. ❜ ❛ how many times have i told you? you can’t visit me here. ❜ ❛ we can’t fix this. can we? ❜ ❛ are you going to kill me? ❜ ❛ it’s not like you can stop me. ❜ ❛ it’s not safe for people to see us together. ❜ ❛ take me with you. ❜ ❛ some risks are worth taking. ❜ ❛ let them go. take me instead. ❜ ❛ what do you want in exchange for it? ❜ ❛ is being drunk an excuse? ❜ ❛ promise me you won’t overreact. ❜ ❛ how can i possibly trust you? after all you’ve done. ❜ ❛ how long have you been standing there? ❜ ❛ why did you wake me? ❜ ❛ i’m not here to talk about my feelings. ❜ ❛ you were going to leave without saying goodbye? ❜ ❛ for some reason, i’m attracted to you. ❜ ❛ promise me? ❜ ❛ it’s nothing, i’m just tired. ❜ ❛ i feel safe with you. ❜ ❛ i don’t need your help. ❜ ❛ i think i have a bit more experience with this thing than you do. ❜ ❛ no way, i’m not doing that. ❜ ❛ i do care. ❜ ❛ you snore in your sleep. it’s adorable. ❜ ❛ i have a spare bed. ❜ ❛ you’re very kind. some day it’ll get you killed. ❜ ❛ you’ll always have a home with me. ❜ ❛ of course i care. you’re my family. ❜ ❛ you shouldn’t insult people that are bigger than you. ❜ ❛ i never wanted to hurt you. ❜ ❛ i swear it wasn’t me. ❜ ❛ we can just sit here, you don’t have to talk. ❜ ❛ did you miss me? ❜ ❛ this isn’t just about you. it’s about what’s best for all of us. ❜ ❛ you can never admit when you’re wrong! ❜ ❛ is this what you wanted? ❜ ❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜ ❛ sorry to put you through that. i guess i owe you one now. ❜ ❛ the only time you talk to me is when you need something. ❜ ❛ i’m still learning. ❜ ❛ if you have something to say, spit it out. ❜ ❛ you… don’t like me very much, do you? ❜ ❛ i’m on your side. ❜ ❛ i risked my life for you! ❜ ❛ whatever you’re going to ask, the answer is no. ❜ ❛ you can stay with me. ❜ ❛ i just need time. ❜ ❛ please don’t do this, don’t act like you care. ❜ ❛ who the hell invited you? ❜ ❛ what? no witty remark? nothing clever to say? ❜ ❛ i just wanted to say i’m sorry. ❜ ❛ think of it as a compliment. ❜ ❛ do you ever stop being so serious and dull? ❜ ❛ it’s rare to see your kind around here. ❜ ❛ you remember me. that’s good. ❜ ❛ you’re a terrible flirt you know. ❜ ❛ are you kidding me? we’re not ‘fine’! ❜ ❛ right now i wish i was dead. ❜ ❛ i guess i should’ve told you. ❜ ❛ you’re not alone. i’m here. ❜ ❛ you’ve been so quiet. what’s on your mind? ❜ ❛ knowledge is power. ❜ ❛ you scared me. ❜ ❛ well, what’s so strange about that? ❜ ❛ don’t look at me like that. ❜ ❛ i want to be there when you get what’s coming to you. ❜ ❛ just who do you think you are? ❜ ❛ you look… amazing. ❜ ❛ we’re safe, aren’t we? ❜ ❛ you know, i really hoped i’d never see this place again. ❜ ❛ don’t touch me. get away from me. ❜ ❛ i thought you’d like this. ❜ ❛ it’s too dark, i can’t see anything. ❜ ❛ what’s that smug look for? you think you can do any better? ❜ ❛ who did you piss off this time? ❜ ❛ you should’ve thought about that before you got into a fight. ❜ ❛ i only wanted to help. ❜ ❛ you knew and you didn’t tell me? ❜ ❛ you don’t scare me. ❜ ❛ wow, look who remembered my existence. ❜ ❛ change isn’t easy. ❜ ❛ why did you help me? ❜ ❛ why do you hate me? ❜ ❛ i can’t even trust myself anymore. ❜ ❛ i was making sure you weren’t dead, since you never called. ❜ ❛ you look awful. what happened? ❜ ❛ are you here to kill me? ❜ ❛ you know you aren’t allowed in here, right? ❜ ❛ was that a friend of yours? ❜ ❛ two years later and you haven’t changed. ❜ ❛ you look like you just saw a ghost. ❜ ❛ nobody tells me what to do. ❜ ❛ you’re too scared to do it, aren’t you? ❜ ❛ come on. it can’t be that bad. ❜ ❛ i hope to repay your kindness someday. ❜ ❛ just let me do this for you. ❜ ❛ why were they coming after you? ❜ ❛ how many people have you killed? how many? ❜ ❛ how much do you value your life? ❜ ❛ you don’t know when to give up, do you? ❜ ❛ don’t lie to me. ❜ ❛ i’m not sober enough to talk about this. ❜ ❛ have a drink with me. ❜

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jason watched as eddie moved, an unfamiliar gate as they walked a few paces and stopped, and for a moment jason let himself feel, a sadness that he would never know this person, not in the way he had once. but he understand why it was over. it was for the best. jason had a habit of turning everything around him into something worse, and after this summer, he didn't have any plans to push the issue, everything was too much of a mess to even think about trying to.

"don't worry about it." he spoke, his tone cutting as he clenched his teeth, his fists closing for a moment before he let his grip loosen and slung his backpack over his shoulder, "i honestly haven't even thought about it. i was in california all summer." only one of those statements was true, and it wasn't as if he was seeing the sights in california, but his ex-something, didn't need to know the details. "good luck with…whatever this is."

Jason was taking it all so calmly, almost too calmly. Maybe he had been listening to and remembering their talks more than Eddie had originally thought. Those talks were things he still treasured, even now. But he couldn't let Jason know that, or know about any of his feelings really. Eddie would only get Jason in trouble, more trouble than his old self ever would have because now things were wrong on a completely different level. Doe eyes stared at him for a few moments longer, lips parting as if he wanted to say something but chose to swallow it down and let it die in his throat instead. Eddie had ended things for a reason. He had done it to keep Jason safe. To keep himself safe. "Yeah...I'll see you." Eddie nodded, giving a hard swallow. But just before starting towards the building, he paused. Keeping his back to Jason for a moment. "For what it's worth...I'm sorry...for how things ended." His voice was quiet, to the point one might have to strain to hear since he didn't want them being overheard.

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♱ sometimes i forget that canon!jason has basically no background information and everything i know about him is simply made up stuff from my head.

me: jason is actually such a deep character with lore and history. canon purists: he's literally the most one dimension character on the show me:

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it takes jason a moment, his face blank as he stares at the… person in front of him. eden. EDDIE. it shouldn't even come as a total surprise. jason knew this about eden-eddie, in their most private moments, in the moments when they let everything around them go and were truly vulnerable withe ach other they'd told each other secrets that no one else knew. for jason it was about the way he struggled, the people he found himself attracted to despite everything he knew to be right. for eden, for eddie it was that they'd always felt they were trapped, not just in hawkins, which was a common disease among their peers. no, for who was now eddie, it had always been much more than that, and jason had done his best to understand it. but this…

jason felt his body tense, his back straightening as if sizing eddie up, his eyes dropping to the tattoo eddie let peek out of his sleeve, as if it was a secret code between them and jason let out a heavy breath. "oh." he finally spoke, only to fill the silence with something, because jason, for the first time in his life, was at a loss for words. but even as he stared, the pieces started to fall into place, he knew this person, he knew the nervous energy radiating off them, the smell that felt familiar and frustratingly nostalgic, those damn doe-y brown eyes.

"well then...i guess i'll see you around." he added after recovering from the initial shock. he wanted to know more, he was desperate to ask about a thousand questions. but one thing was still true, they were over, and eden-eddie had made sure of that.

And here was the time for the real shitshow to begin. Eddie had no idea how Jason was going to react to this information he was about to receive. He knew the other well enough to see the irritation clearly written all over his face and the answers Eddie had were just going to amplify that. Rather than slink away, Eddie straightens himself up and heaves what he hopes is a good attempt at annoyed sigh. "Well, I hate to break it to you. But I am Eden...It's not Eden anymore though, it's Eddie now." He breathed out, hoping his voice sounded more level than what it felt. Eddie could still hear his heart hammering in his ears, keeping up a frantic rhythm. Just in case Jason didn't quite believe him, Eddie rolled his sleeve up to reveal the all too familiar bat tattoo on his forearm that Eden had been so proud of. "I'm sure it's all shocking but...This is how I feel the most comfortable so-" Eddie trailed off, not quite sure how to finish off that sentence or begin to make it make sense.

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jason carver hadn't been in hawkins for the entire summer. and no one knew why. his father had told their close friends and family he was off on a mission with the church. and jason supposed that was some version of the truth. in reality he'd been somewhere much worse, a place that had twisted his mind more than it had been before he'd left, and he was angry even has he pulled up at the school, prepared to start his senior year and looking forward to the day he would graduate and not have to come back ever again.

he'd arrived to school early, sitting in the driver's seat of his truck, working up the motivation before shrugging into his letterman jacket and finally climbing out of the jeep. he was still on time, though on time for jason meant late, but when he saw eden's van pulled up next to him he stopped in his tracks, slamming his door shut and walking around the back of the van, surprised when he didn't find eden standing outside of it, "hey..." he greeted the guy, already a little pissed off that it took all of a two months for eden to move on to some random guy enough to entrust them with the keys to her shitshow of a van. "what are you doing? where's eden?"

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It was supposed to be a fresh start for high school. Eddie finally had things exactly like he wanted them. From Eden to now, Eddie. Acting like a new student to put the past behind him. The plan was simple, supposed to be executed with ease. But the moment his van pulls in and he takes notice of the car beside him, his heart starts to race. Jason pulled up at the same time he did and he knew that his van was an easy one to notice. When he decided to step out, he knew full well that he wouldn't be who Jason would expect to see...or rather...Jason would expect to see who he was before. He would expect to see Eden. Shaky hands grasped the handle of van's door, slowly opening for Eddie to step out. He didn't even want to look in Jason's direction for fear of what he would see there, instead busying himself with his back pack in the hopes he'd be left alone.

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♱ absolutely cannot talk about jason without talking about the fact that he idolized billy hargrove in a very 'i'm not sure if i want to be him or be with him' sort of way. and billy still has no clue to this day, who the hell this jason carver jackass is.

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