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i’m getting back into anime again after a break due to dying of time.

i’ve also been rlly obsessed with BNHA again, never liked the toxic fandom BUT HEAR ME OUT

ITS OC TIME

basically had an oc for forever ever since i got into the show so YEARS ago and changed her design 100000000x… i had her quirk, her backstory and everything sorted with her lore figured out with her relationships and everything, but now im doubting its uniqueness and actual capabilities and idk if its actually enjoyable for anyone but me and my silly daydreams. so my goobers please help me.

i love her and wanna make her cool as hell

🎶 either i stick with her original quick of Acoustokinesis - basically manipulating sound and having sonic screams, i use to think she would sing and scream it at people but a lil impractical- the only problem is i want to give her some capabilities outside of just haha silly scream

i know i want her quirk to be linked to her emotions for ✨LORE✨ reasons (i can expand if ppl wanna hear) maybe with misophonia having emotional triggers to sound as she is a very apathetic character at the beginning due to this factor

it would also make some sense lore wise since it is a like President Mic (can expand later on) although lacks that uniqueness in that sense unlike other ocs

OR

🩸some sort of blood quirk where she can formulate plasma into weapons (key problem with the original is i wanna give her pretty weapons BUT could just have Mei make them…since they’re gay for eachother 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩) but she’d be like tugging on ‘heart strings’ stopping people’s blood flow causing crushing pains and when hitting opponents using their blood in attacks like water benders.

this would also make some sense as in my au toga is her childhood best friend and ends up at UA with them. so something in common?? but it just feels overdone

but i need her quirk to be useful having good capabilities she also doesn’t use it to begin with being underestimated by her fellow classmates as well as a fear of hurting fellow classmates with her volatile emotions which works well with unexpected screams of raw emotion

LIL BIT OF LORE

so they’re name is Aspen Yumiyai, she had a really fucked up childhood until the age of 7, (but shes my bbg) her father being on the run ever since, yet she continues to wake up in the night the fluorescent white lights and white tiled walls flashing in her vision as she was pushed on a stretcher down the corridor REDACTED. she has two metal robotic legs with a sarcastic demeanour and a bit of a hater and judged but hey who isn’t. she’s your favourite queer persons favourite queer person. she was sent to a hero training school due to her mothers worries about her quirk where she met Himiko Toga, the two becoming very close friends very quickly. Aspen has extremely strong physical fighting style using her legs to take an offensive stance but limits herself sometimes by not using her quirk only using her physical body and upper body strength to take on opponents yet struggles against offensive and long range quirks otherwise. furthermore, they were recommended to UA by REDACTED the pro hero being highly commendable within her fighting style and overall ability as a hero especially when she uses her quirk having a full scholarship. but oh the weight it places on her, the weight of being a hero, the weight of the unknown

so please let this blow up id explode, sorry for being a little secretive about the lore but gotta keep you guessing. but id love the input so please share like and comment any ideas for her quirk or to make her any cooler <3

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TWO YEARS OF ME BEING SILLY!!

^ kippicat on insta

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HAZBIN OC

This is my new favourite oc, Invidia! She’s a sinner who died in the early 2010s being heavily inspired by scene culture and now works within hell with the Vees as an employee, having a strangely close relationship to Velvette which is commonly reported on in the Pride Ring News. Her deer like appearance comes from her anxiety within high stress situations being described as a ‘deer in headlights’ so naturally this is what her form became.

I could talk about her backstory and everything like her relationships and how she winds up in the hotel along with other sketches of her if anyone would wanna see that :)

I would adore to hear love, opinions and thoughts on her since this is my first drawing post-

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I was legit crying tears of joy when Rosie called Alastor an "ace in the hole."

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ALASTOR BEING CLEARLY LABELED AS ACE WITHOUT MAKING A THING OF IT I AM SCREAMINGGGGGGGGGG

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Just watched the finale of Hazbin

Holy fucking shit it was beautiful

Go watch it

Go watch it right now

It was amazing

They dropped so much lore

I mentally cannot wait for season 2

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If aro/aces aren't queer, then why do we have an A+ in queerness?

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yesss ppl need to stop saying ‘oh he isn’t’ or ‘that’s not real/valid’ like i get it you like to shop your characters but let some representation be there

this a topic i believe in generally not just about hazbin hotel (an adult animated series i enjoy even tho episode 4 is incredibly triggering and problematic) but applies with anyone saying this about even real people, that ‘aroace or anyone on the acesexual or aromantic need to be “fixed” or aren’t valid or queer’ they are PEOPLE too. they’re sexual orientation doesn’t effect you or turn your kids gay. please stop hating on them or trying to remove or negate them from the LGBTQIA+ community or even trying to describe anyone in the aromatic or asexual spectrum as less than human. it’s not right. if you look at this post and decide to be hateful. block me. i don’t stand for it and not valuing innocent individuals with no effect on your live and instead sending them death threats? it’s just not right. piss off (no hate to the poster but it’s a topic needed to be discussed)

STOP WITH THE APHOBIA

I freaking love seeing the arguments lol. I've never seen this many people talking about aroace people before and it's over a demonic deer man that's a cannibal. Genuinely wouldn't have it any other way it's funny imo. Anyway here's how I feel as an aroace summarized.

I just want to see someone write him as like... idk demisexual/demiromantic or aegosexual or something. More ace-spectrum and aro-sprctrum identities, alongside aroace, deserve representation too! I wanna see those interpretations of the character dangnabbit! Well, if you want it done, just gotta do it yourself I guess. Lol

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Hello please reblog this if you’re okay with people sending you random asks to get to know you better

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Gender is crazy what do you mean I can’t compute

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i’ve gotten back into steven universe. and this art is just so BEAUTIFUL

It didn’t turn out the way I wanted in my head💀but then again it’s alright 💯💯

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ААААААААААААААААААААААААА I FINISH THIS

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pronouns - she/they

age - unknown, due to countless rebirths

Thank for helping if you see this :D

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PLS TGC FOR PRIDE.

Designed some pride capes for Sky

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hey it me

The first of my pride flags as sky kids from #thatskygame is completed! Here is the sapphic flag sky kid with a couple of backgrounds + the extra pride flag cape I decided to do!

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reblog to give somebody a fucking hug because we are all struggling to get through it. solidarity in this tough ass world.